Luke 1:78 "Because of the tender mercy of our God, With which the Sunrise (the Messiah) from on high will dawn and visit us"

 

But I am not your friend

 A good and true friend will tell you the truth and not what you want to hear, 

that was the person in Jesus-Christ  (Welcome Reign) and the controversial truth shadows (me) and I can not disown it's fine teachings.

 But I am not your friend...can you see why ?

 

God has healed (YHWH) Oh" Jehovah Almighty one !

I have pour himself,

stretched himself,

emotionally, physically, spiritually the most....

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness that I have tried to win the hearts

and minds, I am drained sleepless nights composing the finest verses,

that come out from this servant. I can't continue... it's a matter of respect, principled and honor,

the silence that kills me, the months and years that have taken it's tolls,

please don't wash your hands with me, Almighty God is to good too be mistaken,

we have labored this much I know, for the good and heaviest of heart,

the treatment is very painful, the condition pressing from all angles, opportunistic with greater resources,

please my dear Jehovah don't allow my heart to become harden on account of these subjects, events and the total human folly. 

stripped of every possible dignity, character, personality, emotion, feelings and made subservient to the apparatus of control, tagged for the processing by a manipulating and controlling cabal,

I resent the reception and I don't mean that in a dismissive way, but what can be accomplished with a global population who have undertaken a transformation in a subtle remarkable way ? 

I see better times ahead and believe me it never looked so revealing.

4 Godly Attributes  Clic here !

My happiest moments, yet to come ! Clic here !

God has healed (YHWH) 

 

Published on

9/27/25 

 

 

A thousand years seeks (Perfection)

we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our ownselves,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs it's to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial.  

Your more then welcome to these pages, it's content doesn't stem from the common or average, yet you look down on(me) with the hypocrisy you can not disown and duplicity so overtly revered, 

 

Published on

9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Everlasting Apologies/disculpas eternas (Revised)

There are times man/woman come across things in form of expression that cause a great stir in a person's soul. When it comes to feelings my body is less sensitive as it is my heart. The qualities of the Almighty and Divine, which are termed "fruits of the Holy Spirit"( which is the person of GOD) is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith. In other words one has to feel themselves through the body/person of Almighty God (YHWH), bless be his name to time indefinite. Some of us have these gifts in possession to a greater charity of the Holy Spirit it self.

If logic is absent, in the absent of this logic I have emotional intelligence, that supersedes the failures of stoic reasoning. As human-being we all have some kind of feelings, some kind of affection, sometime mutual...in others sometime a singleness of that attraction. In the process of bridging the gap, some come across stiff opposition in various forms. I'm not innocent in these attacks, the subject of interest are not the resistance...but those who have little access and question the superlative gifts, which in turn contrite the Holy Spirit.

The opposition acts as a controller in various forms, method, and schemes, reasoning it's for the good, undermining the access already in the work's through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. And where I stand is firm with a clear conscience moving ever forward, in great lament.

Some have taken issues with the things written, fearing it's content and the very truth behind it. But it's not the fear making them stutter and stammer, it's the favor in expression of the Holy Spirit that which carries out a restless search.

Now that you know carry those feelings to the highest power, and we dress in the vestment of purity, and the Holiest-of-Holiest feels complete in the exchange of those expressions.

I wish to extend my apologies through the expression,

 

 

Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,

the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,

actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical

high's and low's,

that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,

the room that filled the eagerness of heart,

love in the chills of ice,

colder and colder working it's web,

the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,

but the true word never failed,

a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious, 

the search not for the faint of heart,

I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,

under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,

So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?

let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".

Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas, 

las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión, 

acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo, 

la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón, 

el amor en los escalofríos del hielo, 

más y más frío tejiendo su red,

el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas, 

pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló, 

un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias, 

la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón, 

prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda, 

bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción, 

Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue? 

Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".

Published on

2/12/25 3:28 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Against all odds *

 

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

he who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

The veil (Revised) Thank you

 

Reader digest !

I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak, 

of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,

they lack the courage to express themselves openly,

their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,

many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,

I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause, 

at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine, 

how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening, 

or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning, 

or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,

or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range, 

for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,

they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,

under the same disguise mislead the unaware,  

how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,

you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,

your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,

how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ? 

and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,

If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere, 

yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,

it's that the reason for distress?

Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,

The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,

Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,

As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !  

 Controversial-truth Clic here!

 Published on

7/(14-18)/25 5:36 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Conspirator/Counterfeits/usurpers/Busy-bodies/Satan's baiter's/Trolls

 

When a person/porter/messenger of the truth heralds Godly sayings, it must disown the self as in selfishness, for it's not of his own, 

The Conspirator/counterfeits it matters not the busy bodies in a consortium of ill guided counsel. The traditions of antiquated hindrance that herniated all aspects that are truly of good nature.

Why step in an arena that is truly a novelty to the unlearned. Why not rebuilt the sagging image that drags all that which is fruitful.

Those who are guided by the spirit live by spirit and there is no corruption. Those with a well trained conscience give a thorough and complete witness before a host that is pure, saintly, benevolent, and sway nor bend to wishes of hearts and souls in detestable reasoning's. 

In conclusion do not destroy what you haven't built, and stay busy on your own affairs, that way that which is built becomes a lodge and resting place for a moments pause.

If you fear (me) and what I write, when the real fear arrives, and the shadow enemy makes the calls you will embrace it with greater eagerness ! 

Is it sacred to remain ignorant to the chains/shackles that heavily entangles and a snare, the master's we so masterly revere !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Published on

10/3/24 12:58 AM

If I boast ! (Revised) thanks for searching my fathers library

 

If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

 

Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power ! And may the idle spirit and stagnant energies don't become a hindrance in uplifting others.

 

Also my dearest global family as a philosophy major and educated by a prominent family in Princeton, NJ * there is no greater wisdom then that which is from above. If anyone takes issues with what we# write, take it with the one granting access to such wisdom.

 

I'm very much aware of my humble beginning, an unformed liquid substance, imperfect in all aspects of life, yet on a conscience level we# speak/utter wonders. Through the power of Almighty God, I'm surprisingly and wonderfully crafted for his love joy and infinite compassion.

 

If one seeks the weakness of my Armour and defenses there will always be a leak, but I have a honor-guard with the greatest of investments towards my person, with that you shouldn't contend.

 

Published on

7/16/24 10:46 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

*page access granted

 

#YHWH

https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2023/08/access-granted.html

Love of wisdom (Revised) 5/25/22 6:33 AM some time here *--*

Philosophy : Love of wisdom
 

If I embrace wisdom and stupidity, at the end both will merge/greet, but I prefer the highest wisdom, that which man have little access, and few are called. Through love and conscience I summons the highest authority in heavens, that which is personal.
I pity the lesser for their devotional absences, lacking desire, countless excuses and detachment from a spirit of sacrifice. 

expressing the self freely is not an easy task, but being free is !

when there are options there are ways, when there are ways one defeats both, the excuses and the attachments to the cause.

 

 Poetry is the science of feelings, without the feelings there is no science.

 

Never make a lady jealous even by error,*

her zeal will burn,

some are pure fire,

some are purely devotional,

some benevolent as mothers,

some painful as thorns,

others possessive as caretakers.

 

I believe more in a resurrection, more then I belief I'm still alive (material)...a martyr's wish...a martyr's call. This energy is yours, there is nothing called self, that resides here in this contraption of flesh and bones, I yearn for your presence. Design a scheme for us, and I will blindly follow.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on

5/25/22 6:33 AM

*It does not reside in (me) to make a lady jealous, it creates confusion and mistrust,

and why I'm still alive ? the Almighty and Divine keeps count of every stroke of air I inhale and exhale. I shall remain loyal or die trying, in vows and oath my love is secured !

Also I don't do cherry picking and never do I regard anyone second choice, but I will search your heart with whatever Godly tools available.  

Jealousy is sabotage

 

One can image Almighty God, who demanded exclusive devotion and his prized matrimonial arrangement (figuratively speaking) caused him to become zealous, because of their lacking trust and devotion. So anything void of that devotion, in practice is not edification of the spirit.

Welcome Reign * Special guest Lost date :{

 

I have never felt alone, as a matter of fact I’m very comfortable writing and expressing about the fruit's of the spirit which overshadows (me). In my years in absences, the ones missing (me), are the ones lacking insight and engaging the benevolent acts which are superlative to embrace just like the host, pure, strong to digest.

 

In years of absence, the bowl has never run empty and fruits for the picking. Now that my call is taking a new path and guided traction, my absence has not been in vain. When the subject (me) and presence (Host) never broke loose.

 

It’s not my time to boast, but I will say this your honor is unsurpassed, your boldness riddles me, your act of undeserved-kindness keep me in debt, your loyalty undisputed, my sweet dreams you have untied, you broke into my storage vault and guided my senses. I wish to keep writing to chase your heart, to cause and move your greatness...if that is eternity that's where my focus will to be.

 

I’m very eager in joining the ranks, with no ambitions, not seeking rewards, or position in the race. In the race we have a first prize-winner Jesus Christ, will we cross the finish-line ? We would love to see you there! My desire only a request that are personal and acceptable to the goal-keeper (Almighty God Jehovah-YHWH) host of host that is enough to fill (me), as I go about in paying my debt.

I

*YHWH

Lost date :{

 

Rafael G Gonzalez