to find within reach all things written
the few who dared against all odds
who poured the finest of treasures
the finest of gems
he who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm
the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced
the one who became a subject of endless debates
the one whom you planted doubts
the one confidence you striped away
for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself
it is something we* had to do
the unbridled exclamations I had to endured
my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...
the unlearned
and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed
there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect
the lifeline of self consuming events
you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace
and even the things you do embrace are far fetched
your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host
so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best
a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown themselves and not for admiration
yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause
yet it matters not how many times its pulled out...it has it's own memory
I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing
the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access
for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.
I can't say no more !
* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all.
Rafael G Gonzalez
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