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Vows N oath (Revised)

  In vows and oath...Almighty and Divine, grant (me) access to your faithful slave girl, until she is full with love-joy. Before the witness...

Monday, September 22, 2025

She fills (me) with Dee expression of gratitude/only *--*


 There are choices in life,

and there are choices made,

the ones absent of my person are sublime,

and this keeps (me) under great expectation,

it's like a connection expressing there willfulness to merge,

and complete a call with special instructions,

it may seem and sound far fetched,

but if I can see it and dream it,

I am not the only one at work,

and with the eagerness of gratitude I find it taking hold of (me),

and I can't shake it ! 

Published on
9/16/25 5:46 PM
 
God (YHWH) has healed 
 

play me a song :}

PATRICE RUSHEN - HAVEN'T YOU HEARD


 1)Tony Pacino - Love Me More 

2)DONNA SUMMER | This Time I Know It's for Real 

3)Roberta Flack & Donny Hathaway - Back Together Again 

4) Melba Moore - Mind Up Tonight (mind made up long ago ! #1 

5) Earth, Wind & Fire - Let's Groove (Lyrics) Philip Bailey is lead singer  

6) Chaka Khan - Through the Fire [Lyrics] Wonderful song 

7) Aurra - Baby Love 

8) Bee Gees - How Deep Is Your Love 

9)The S.O.S. Band - The Finest (Lyrics) 1986 (ur Dee finest)  

10) PATRICE RUSHEN - HAVEN'T YOU HEARD

11)Andy Gibb - I Just Want to be Your Everything

12) Turn Your Love Around - George Benson 

13) Melba Moore - Mind Up Tonight 

14) Earth, Wind & Fire - Fantasy (Lyrics) 

At least let's make-up for the lost time ; >}


 

YHWH Investment /you his love joy *--* (Revised) N we @ work


 

                                                  Eagle's path (Wisdom)

  By all means stay focus...your very special Clic here !

Almighty God (Jehovah) is heavily invested in the quality servant you have become, from memory long ago time is witness. In being placed into the time capsule, in sacred journey and incubation through the pipe-lines of life from conception to being conceived in the workshop (womb) you are his love joy. You are Jehovah's intellectual property, He has copy right, patent and invested interest in your person. He shall not be denied any access from his creative model (you).

 

remain focus and eyes on prize, searching ever-forward to make him complete and deny all that which undermines that investment and his fellow worker's.

completely excommunicate the trivialities and hindrance that seem standing in the corridor of that call. The spiritual person must first go through fine tuning and alignment so that the awareness and self validation is synchronized for the task not yet revealed and access granted.

This is a moment to really appreciate the master worker and his invested interest in you and to make whole, "the potter's vessel". A time for reflections, for prayer's, for listening and bring it all together for the final gathering. Make the Almighty God (YHWH) rejoice and the fellow-worker's confidence soar like the eagle's path.

And I will say this...I'm looking forward and with great expectation as one of them who has invested interest to see that call come through...I love you very much !

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on
8/8/25 4:40 AM

On Mission (let's go home) paradise *--* love u Dee

  

           I be there with you or Die trying ! 

 Some of the most rewarding, surprising and enduring treasures are found through 

tireless work, through a process of perseverance and steadfastness, one can attain. 

At times a severe trial can walk a person by the hand in a maze of tripwire and in all

humbleness seeking to submit the true intentions.

In the order of weakness and power it's like an endless chess game in a borderless scheme of good will.

Being insightful and embracing wisdom is a reward within it's self, finding the treasure and the gifts is quite luminous for the average.

We ran to finish and there is no other way, thank you for staying the course :} 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on
6/9/25 5:30 PM

Be Safe..love you all


       Where ever you happened to be angel's guard your safe keeping

       I send words of love and actions...poetry in motion. 
                   

I'm with you all the way

                               

 

Hot waters

There is a sinister storm brewing in hot waters,

if that event is to metastasize there be a complete freeze of commerce,

and suffering with irreparable imagination, that is unquestionable.

it would make pass event in the likes of 2017 look pale by comparison, 

 I hope that though a collective of conscience, for the preservation of humanity it fizzles 

in abyss of the bottom of sea, if not stay awake alert and with the protections already gained.

it is very serious and it can start life changing events for countless stay focus it's fragile web for all. 

 

 

God (YHWH) has healed 

Daniel 9:23 you are very precious/Never stop that love

 

                                                                *--*

Other then the regret of not being able to express a sublime sentiment that rage like wild fire, and a witness that won't turn it off.

Fill her with the expression,

comfort her with sweetest thoughts,

we make her our choice. 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Let us laugh :} my timing is off, working on things "HELP"


 

I know what you're thinking :} Yes, I gave up on that Bird (Road-Runner)


 

Dreaming into reality (revised)

 

I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,

I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me) 

and my Divine  being (Host),

My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,

I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,

you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,

In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call, 

He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,

the search that makes (me) whole and complete,

If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,

In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.

Please allow (me) to praise and praise... 

Rafael G Gonzalez (God has healed)

submit to him and live ! 

 Published on

7/10/25 2:56 AM

 

 

 

Signature Of God (YHWH) ? II

Does our DNA carry the signature of Almighty God (YHWH ) Jehovah ?

and does our DNA contain specific/isolated instruction at that microscopic level of what that master design and engineer desires to carry out order ?

who are you to have access to such  high knowledge ? who has granted you the slightest gain to even invoke the question ? 

So go ahead ask (me)...and I will say this I have lived in the memory of Almighty God Yahweh for thousands of years ? and that will continue in a everlasting embrace ! 

I the less of all can only fall to my knees and praise and praise...


Jeremiah 1:5...Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
And before you were born I sanctified you.I made you a prophet to the nations.

Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.

Psalm 139:16  
Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.


Isaiah 49:5 
And now the Lord says, he who formed me from the womb to be his servant, to bring Jacob back to him; and that Israel might be gathered to him— for I am honored in the eyes of the Lord, and my God has become my strength—

Isaiah 49:1 
Listen to me, O coast-lands, and give attention, you peoples from afar. The Lord called me from the womb, from the body of my mother he named my name.

Psalm 139:1-24  
To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. ...

Galatians 1:15  
But when he who had set me apart before I was born, and who called me by his grace,

Psalm 139:15-16 
My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.
 
 Isaiah 44:26–45:7
 The One saying of Cyrus, ‘He is my shepherd, And he will completely carry out all my will’ 


* As for me I'm wonderfully made and there is nothing missing, I'm his love joy from the beginning without ends.

And I will say this praise, laud, and sanctify him while you can !

Rafael G Gonzalez
 
 Published on
3/1/24 10:58 AM

Main event (Host-of-Host) Keep Dee in focus *--*




 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Rafa EL (God has healed)

 For every good fight I missed, is a fight not made

a fight not gained...a contention in the air 

and for every small detail in the scheme of life meaning takes on a new contender

in the projections of the many trials we only see our limitations

embracing the complete manifestation nourishes a spark for the next event

and so life goes on ! 

 

Published on
9/15/25 7:47 AM

God (YHWH) has healed 

Sunday, September 21, 2025

from me to you !

 Never did she realize that the writings and notes, 

the expression was all I knew at that time,

the absences off female bonding,

the absences of sisters to nurse my young up bringing,

yes, the notes poured like rain showers,

the love,

the attraction,

the fatal mistakes in courting the stone,

the insults I had to endure,

the rejects,

but in the twist and turns,

made the exchange, 

a playing field I was not ready for or anticipated,

I had my bitter wine,

and so carried on the injured and resentful heart,

when my wishes were all very simple in words and meaning,

still I keep seeking the cause,

and the world at large more menacing, striped of emotions, stoic, mechanical,

devotional to the self, property and tag for processing, rights of the state,

in misunderstanding, reasoning, head strong, and under the greatest assault ever undertaken,

Please don't jump the river before crossing, it's a little of me to you the global family.  

 

Published on
9/18/25 8:42 PM

God (YHWH) has healed

 

 

What is the wall, the barrier, the broken bridge ?


 Life and living is about forgiveness, without this superlative quality it's almost impossible to live,

To heal while re-learning the state of injury is the most profitable outcome to undertake,

To live and forgive is about embracing a higher standard of conscience, and that awareness is 

what makes a person complete/whole as a suitable vessel and expandable, pliable for the greater things to come,

it is in the fabric of his Holy person to the mend the broken pieces, 

and I have fallen apart to many times...(YHWH) see it all to well, 

please forgive (me) as I re-learn the basics ! 

9/14/25 7:20 PM 

God(YHWH)has healed 

Something missing ? Your name :} in a collision of colors spectrum of lights


 

                    Daniel 9:23 you are very precious


Love of wisdom (Revised) 5/25/22 6:33 AM some time here *--*

Philosophy : Love of wisdom
 

If I embrace wisdom and stupidity, at the end both will merge/greet, but I prefer the highest wisdom, that which man have little access, and few are called. Through love and conscience I summons the highest authority in heavens, that which is personal.
I pity the lesser for their devotional absences, lacking desire, countless excuses and detachment from a spirit of sacrifice. 

expressing the self freely is not an easy task, but being free is !
when there are options there are ways, when there are ways one defeats both, the excuses and the attachments to the cause.
 
 Poetry is the science of feelings, without the feelings there is no science.
 
Never make a lady jealous even by error,*
her zeal will burn,
some are pure fire,
some are purely devotional,
some benevolent as mothers,
some painful as thorns,
others possessive as caretakers.
 
I believe more in a resurrection, more then I belief I'm still alive (material)...a martyr's wish...a martyr's call. This energy is yours, there is nothing called self, that resides here in this contraption of flesh and bones, I yearn for your presence. Design a scheme for us, and I will blindly follow.
 
Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on
5/25/22 6:33 AM

*It does not reside in (me) to make a lady jealous, it creates confusion and mistrust,
and why I'm still alive ? the Almighty and Divine keeps count of every stroke of air I inhale and exhale. I shall remain loyal or die trying, in vows and oath my love is secured !

Jealousy is sabotage
 
One can image Almighty God, who demanded exclusive devotion and his prized matrimonial arrangement (figuratively speaking) caused him to become zealous, because of their lacking trust and devotion. So anything void of that devotion, in practice is not edification of the spirit.

hades/sheol (our call) 07/10/23

 

 
 

 
Me seria un gran regocijo levantar del hades/sheol y seguir mojando la tinta igual como lo ago hoy,
 
Escribiendo para una joven sierva que me a llevado captivo el corazon,
Una joven doncella que a de ser alabada y apreciada junto a los seres Divino, respetada, separada en orden y proposito de Dios.
 
Alabanzas y canciones musicles...elogio y santificacion en lo lejano del oceano, anclado en busca de mi corazon.
 
En ella hay mil mujeres diestras, una carrera fija, una promesa en miles…
En ella reside la luz del espiritu de Jehovah Dios.
 
La siento como un latigo en mi alma, como una alarma en mi corazon. En oferta daria todo lo que no poseo para que se cumpla El Divino y superlativo deseo de un santo creator.
 
En sacrificio y resureccion, hades/sheol por escrito un voto ofresco en honra fiel, para que su servicio leal se cumpla, en el corridor del tiempo y orden de Jehovah Dios.
 
 
It would be a great joy for me to rise from Hades/Sheol and continue to wet the ink the same as I did today,
Writing for a young slave girl who holds captive my heart,
 
A young maiden who is to be praised and appreciated together with Divine beings, respected, separated in order and purpose from God.
Praise and musical songs...praise and sanctification in the distant ocean, anchored in search of my heart.
 
In her are found a thousand right-handed women, fit for the race, a promise in thousands…
 
In her dwells the light of the spirit of Jehovah God,
I feel her like lashes in my soul, like an alarm in my heart. On offer I would give everything that I do not possess so that the Divine and superlative desire of a holy creator may be fulfilled.
 
In sacrifice and resurrection, Hades/Sheol...by writing a vow I offered in good faith and honor, so that her loyal service will be fulfilled, in the corridor of time and order of Almighty Jehovah God.

My special guest Clic here !
 
* Special guest!

Rafa El G Gonzalez
07/10/23

Holy mist/Rocio Santo (Superb song) 4 you only (May 3, 2023) it all started much earlier

 

 
Yes, one can refer to it as the superlative song !
 
 
Rocio Santo

Que los frutos del espíritu, Divino Todopoderoso, hueste de huestes Jehová Dios...Se conviérta en el rocio de la mañana, que energizan tu estructura subatómica.
 
Que a lo largo del día esta sinergia se convierta en la nueva raíz de colaboración profunda de la síntesis devocional,
 
Que seas la preferida entre los aderezos de los campos,
 
Que su impulso vibratorio se convierta en una masa de puente que canalice las transmisiones subliminales entre usted y el hueste Divino,
 
Serán esos códigos, impresiones, intercambios y mensajes los que el común apreciará tanto,
 
Será la descendencia de tales, a semejanza...parterres de flores destinados al taburete de un rey glorioso
 
Que el vientre: y será el altar, taller en el que brota y se despliega toda inspiración.
 
Joven y precoz, pero muy desirable...in las rotaciones de la guardia, mantienes todo en reposo y gran congelo.
 
* Special guest
 
Rafa El Gonzalez
Mayo 3, 2023
 
Holy mist

May the fruits of the spirit, Almighty Divine, host-of-host Jehovah God...become like the morning mist, that energize your sub-atomic structure.
 
Through-out the day may this synergy become the new root deep collaboration of devotional synthesis,
 
May you be the highly preferred among the fields dressings,
 
May your vibrational drive become a bridge mass that channels subliminal transmissions between you and Divine host.
 
It shall be those codes, imprints, exchange and messages the common hold so dear,
 
It shall be the offspring's of such, in likeness of flower beds meant for a king’s foot-stool,
 
May the womb : and it shall be the altar, work-shop in which all inspiration stems and rolls-out.
 
Young and early, but very desirable...in the rotations of the guard* you keep all in stand-still and deep -freeze. #
 
Rafa El G
May 3, 2023

 * Yellow-rose Clic here !
 
 
 

Hourglass (revised) at work (01/19/23) it all started much earlier

 

The universe is your hourglass (time-piece of fine tuning),
and there is nothing missing, misplaced, or out of order. 

Your benevolent acts are to encompassing to embrace, in my self absorbed delirious mind I just have to keep writing. 

I follow staggering each step of the way, and something amazingly graceful lifts me up. I chase the eternal and youthful of old, a power structure few will ever see or experience in a thousand year give away.

In a honorable way take me home.....

If this be my last draw, may you be the sharp-shooter in guiding the senses, and that in a combined effort your divine will take it’s final course.

The very thoughts of you overcomes my spirit, and I give very little feelings to any fear,

I have been tasting the events, but your the timekeeper of all successions,

prepare the corridor for such eventual pleasures I will not let go by,

My grief is that you concede me, one of the deepest yearns, *--*

Never have I surrendered being your witness, this much we’re aware,

Oh, Almighty Divine God of heavens,

Jehovah (YHWH)...prepare and cast the long awaited scene in your enemies allotted time,

Your choices in subject matter...shakes foundations, move mountains, the conspirator in it’s last death strokes, never have it revealed so much commotion at the highest level.

I’m deeply humbled in approach and lost in thoughts and expression, yet my spirit still senses your presence, immeasurable, infinite holiness.

Never shrink in speaking the "TRUTH" because we may never know who is listening on the other side, and if there be ideas your witnessing is not in vain. Give praise and glory to the Almighty and Divine, with the gifts of speech and surrender to the one and only what is rightfully his.

 There is no more beautiful place,

where my soul rests and lodges,

where the letter and the superlative advice spring,

where the wisest of thoughts resides,

where a father and a faithful slave, a brotherhood, of acquaintances…

where an eternal light does not run out and my steps turn, so an unshakable hope.

There is not a day, hour, moments in which my worries do not have the attention of a great weaver, So in this allotted space I will never be in a despised silence!

You’ who dare challenge “The Almighty Divine and host-of-host”

You' who through countless counterfeits, schemes and treacherous acts of calculus...swept into a black-hole with no end in sight.


How have you’ fared against the supreme power structure ? Have you gained anything of worth ? Have you’ added a second of breath to your’ eternal damnation ?

How have you’ fared against the lesser of flesh and bones ? Your’ preferred target for bullying and carrying out an endless scores ?

Have these also made your’ challenge of twisted views, a shameful act of desperation ?


Hold and be hold...a cloud of lightening that bear witness through faith, that your’ cowardly acts conceive no fruits, these Men/Woman of faith, have been a thorn and rise from the ashes you’ consider weak and playground.

Through their weakness, a force-field protects like a shield and growing everyday...mightier and mightier.


You’ the so-called angel of light, in drunk darkness you’ have fallen and left the original place of birth among the stars, expelled and no place found for you’ but a suitable dungeon. This is what “The Almighty Divine host-of-host and Jesus-Christ (Michael) have said...The true and faithful.

Cause this potter's vessel to expand,

may the work's of your hands, deprive (me), not of your fine attributes, and holy intentions.

Use this energy to exalt all that which is Divine, and allow nothing that doesn't relate to your super-fine qualities.

Teach me, instruct me, in the way of righteousness and sanity, to always conform.

Mold this vessel, in a force-field of protection, access granted,

The more I, exploit our fellowship, the more unsound my views of such magnitude and undeniable presences.

I'm over the joy, bliss that contains our moments, encounters that never seem to flee. Finalize the product, make the call, it's going to be one beautiful spring, she is virtuous like Daniel, but eternal in essences.

 

It all started much earlier...and so it comes this far in time with blessings. 


Rafael G Gonzalez
01/19/23

💓 Much 3X
 
 



eventual pleasures (Revised) II (2/7/23) 1:31 AM Please read again *--*

Eventual pleasures because there is  nothing more rewarding to see my father's name vindicated, and cleared from the malicious accusations level against the Holiest-of-Holiest,
 

If this be my last draw, may you be the sharp-shooter in guiding the senses, and that in a combined effort your divine will take it’s final course.
 
The very thoughts of you overcomes my spirit, and I give very little feelings to any fear,
 
I have been tasting the events, but your the timekeeper of all successions,
prepare the corridor for such eventual pleasures I will not let go by,
 
My grief is that you concede me, one of the deepest yearns, *--*
 
Never have I surrendered being your witness, this much we’re aware,
 
Oh, Almighty Divine God of heavens,
Jehovah (YHWH)...prepare and cast the long awaited scene in your enemies allotted time,
 
Your choices in subject matter...shakes foundations, move mountains, the conspirator in it’s last death strokes, never have it revealed so much commotion at the highest level.
 
I’m deeply humbled in approach and lost in thoughts and expression, yet my spirit still senses your presence, immeasurable, infinite holiness.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on
2/7/23 1:31 AM

Time,space, infinity (Revised) 7/25/23 11:51 PM

 

It’s not easy to shake the Holy-spirit when, it moves one into action,

it is free-will and act of devotion.

Through a chance of faith the sensation is mutual, a deep feeling to a higher call can not be denied.

A glorious time for reflection,

A moment to pause and test truth when accomplished at full-force,

A pause in time to gather all rightfully gain and reserved,

A pause in time to show-up for the work’s of Almighty God,

A pause in time to take the challenge…

it will shake foundations, but that is the call to vibrate in Holy journeys, to express the 

long awaited scene of training and preparation.

To fill in the gaps of that mutual consortium, to which we’re summons.

In prayer and expectation I, have not stretched the boundaries...not yet

I have much affection for you, If this is the actuating force...then I concede.

Time...space… and infinity are all equal, but eternity belongs to us !

Rafa El G Gonzalez

Published on
7/25/23 11:51 PM

Expand this vessel (10/?/23 I lost the written date) :{

 

Pic. By Maria Lang

Cause this potter's vessel to expand,
 
may the work's of your hands, deprive me, not of your fine attributes, and holy intentions.
 
Use this energy to exalt all that which is Divine, and allow nothing that doesn't relate to your super-fine qualities.
 
Teach me, instruct me, in the way of righteousness and sanity, to always conform.
 
Mold this vessel, in a force-field of protection, access granted,
 
The more I, exploit our fellowship, the more unsound my views of such magnitude and undeniable presences.
 
I'm over the joy, bliss that contains our moments, encounters that never seem to flee.
 
Finalize the product, make the call, it's going to be one beautiful spring, she is virtuous like Daniel, but eternal in essences.
 
10/?/23 
I lost the written date :{ 

Rafael G