In poetic notes and journeys I give you the audience real life experiences, for most. There is no second hand writing, the purpose is to share true life meaning and through that journey anything of gain. I'm freeing the unselfish person so that through an exchange I disown the self and embrace a new one everyday. "bridging the the gap" Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way ! Smoke signals, talking wire, or the fluency of a writer's pen ?
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Vows N oath (Revised)
In vows and oath...Almighty and Divine, grant (me) access to your faithful slave girl, until she is full with love-joy. Before the witness...
Friday, June 13, 2025
Cheryl Lynn - Got To Be Real (Lyric Video) "But I'm sweet heart" :}

asi eres tu nadie como tu *--*
You are my sweet heart...I can't say anymore :}

Aretha Franklin - I Say A Little Prayer (Love U Dee)

Thursday, June 12, 2025
Hold tight (let's dance) *--*

Steve Winwood - Higher Love (Lyrics HD) *Listen on you-tube*

On The Wings Of Love - Jeffrey Osborne (Lyrics) 🎵

Wednesday, June 11, 2025
I can't shake this feeling (Label #Let's Dance) all disco ,Dance music

Monday, June 9, 2025
Keeping the fire burning

wise man (Revised date)
Greed and love of material gains go hand to hand in perfecting the vicious cycle of hate and chaos,
1983-7 ? written under decision making.
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Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine (Lyrics)

Sunday, June 8, 2025
Potter's vessel (Revised) * Special guest
When the Holy spirit convicts (love,mercy,compassion,undeserving-kindness,long-suffering) a person, it has no where to run.
What the King desires the King gets, there is no point denying that.
For better measures it wont leave me alone. In submission I recognize these activities
as a grand scheme, of a father’s yearn to reconcile with his beloved child.
Day and night it’s like a tug-of-war, yes expressions,gifts woven deep in the sacred chamber (womb) God Almighty work-shop.
The King won’t be denied...I stand convicted and there is healing in that great name !
So here I am... send
me, send me I bow to these mysteries only two can consent. In all my
humbleness and new beginning stretch this potter’s vessel.
Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) is my eternal crush!
* YHWH
Raphael G
01/05/22

My happiest moments (Revised)
Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment
Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find
ourselves...weightless,
What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,
with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,
I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,
my return peaceful which my heart contends,
in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,
in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,
I seek the comfort of your loneliness
your (Manic) depression
your anxiety (disorder)
your bi-polar-ism
your autism (functional or dysfunctional)
your schizophrenia
your social (disorders)
your alexithymia
any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed,
the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,
all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" !
Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit
and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,
my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.
Praise him while you can...just praise him !
Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)
02/24/25
Rafael G Gonzalez

Conscience/sub-conscience
The son's of light are the son's of conscience, the most profound debates transpire in the inner most chamber of the soul,
in that elaborate convocation a third party (YHWH) in collaboration, fellowship, affinity...the one and only cast an impartial verdict in that conflict.
In Romans 2:14, 15 we read: “For whenever people of the nations that do not have law do by nature the things of the law, these people, although not having law, are a law to themselves. They are the very ones who demonstrate the matter of the law to be written in their hearts, while their conscience is bearing witness with them and, between their own thoughts, they are being accused or even excused.
Conscience must be enlightened; if not, it can mislead. It is an unsafe guide if it has not been trained in right standards, according to the truth. Its development can be wrongly influenced by local environment, customs, worship, and habits. It might judge matters as being right or wrong by these incorrect standards or values.
Only a conscience properly trained by God’s Word can correctly assess and set matters of life thoroughly straight.
A Christian must constantly strive for an honest conscience in all things. (Heb 13:18) When Paul stated: “I am exercising myself continually to have a consciousness of committing no offense against God and men” (Ac 24:16), he meant that he continually steered and corrected his course of life according to God’s Word and Christ’s teachings, for he knew that in the final analysis God, and not his own conscience, would be his ultimate judge. (1Co 4:4) Following a Bible-trained conscience may result in persecution, but Peter comfortingly counsels: “For if someone, because of conscience toward God, bears up under grievous things and suffers unjustly, this is an agreeable thing.” (1Pe 2:19) A Christian must “hold a good conscience” in the face of opposition.—1Pe 3:16.
The conscience can be so abused that it no longer is clean and sensitive. When that happens it cannot sound out warnings or give safe guidance. (Tit 1:15) Man’s conduct is then controlled by fear of exposure and punishment rather than by a good conscience. (Rom 13:5) Paul’s reference to a conscience that is marked as with a branding iron indicates that it would be like seared flesh that is covered over with scar tissue and void of nerve endings and, therefore, without sense of feeling. (1Ti 4:2) Persons with such a conscience cannot sense right or wrong. They do not appreciate the freedom God grants them and, rebelling, become slaves to a bad conscience. It is easy to defile one’s conscience. A Christian’s aim should be as shown in Acts 23:1: “Brothers, I have behaved before God with a perfectly clear conscience down to this day.”
So being that the conscience is a Divine implant, I wrestle with the outer-layers that are not much different then the sub-conscience which are the subtle contraptions and accumulations of focal unawareness. This is where a lot of deviations are implemented through the many fields of psychology.
And I will say this at the sub-conscience level, (Satan, devil, resistor, counterfeit, the so-called angle of light) made use through manipulations, suggestions and by other means a good conscience to become insensible and by-passing those Divine implants...if allowed !

The Conscience (Global Conscience)
"My only friend, counselor, and second in command,
the only voice that speaks to me on a regular basis with zero bias, I never feel alone with its presence. The conscience yearns and suffers with those of conscientiousness, as for those absent of conscience, their pain is suffering the limitations of their exploits.
The black clouds...eternal stain, the bottomless contrived, the ever present weaver of mischievousness, bridges that burn, souls that yearn, the stare that pierce the soul, the cries that molest my deep sleep, and the eternal alarm that never seems to flee."
If one is conscious, one is awake, alert, aware, one searches for something that fills voids. An individual seeks a treasure in the same matter, life saving knowledge is reserved for those yearning and sighing for greater revelation in their internal conflict. Yes the conscious is an internal conflict being carried out by your divine implants, our father loves his children, this self guiding exchange is ever present...why not seek it and stop the obstructions.
Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,
Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,
become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,
Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause,
shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,
herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,
Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.
I'm not your enemy Oh Almighty one' just merely a benefactor of your great benevolence, I ride the wind on behalf of your directions, I breathe this substance that energizes every cell in my contemptible state of folly and ignorance.Why would you hold such blindness to your stature? Allow me to serve out your time in the space allotment! Did you not received me with jubilee when I first cracked open the sacred chamber? Why do I perceive the Spirit in retrieval?
What has happened to my dreams of delight, where sons hold their father's hand and feel a sense of security! Were you not the master craftsman whom put words of meaning in my mouth? Shall we journey together or should I perish in the hands of tomb-robbers? and body snatchers! They plot against the Most Holiest day and night, my soul feels devastation from the twisted views, let me fight on your side Oh mighty warrior! Was I not the last out of a great crowd? and did you not plan my exit well? I was my mother's birthday gift, she was in a blissful joy in labor pains...you have rewarded her well.
Are you not the one referenced in your own writings, with extended hands, making invitations and selections? Then allow me to fatten myself for a little while until the final call, in the banquet table!
Let the anointment and sacrifice take place as you so wish...but permit me to honor the Most High God and Holiest of Holiest.
Raphael G
