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lament of the 9th son

    The strain your absences has placed on me, the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit, the wild fire that consumed your warm e...

Friday, June 13, 2025

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 Please bear in mind, this page is currently under construction and revisions. Thanks for visiting and making it part of our daily digest, hopefully it be back soon and poetic notes, journeys be even more enlightening. Also one can help if there be marginal spelling errors, or asking any question about the article in view. 

I will answer any question if it's within my means. If you're free I am free twice (two-folds). Lets all work together and share some very positive and uplifting notes for the global family, you have my love in great !

Thou a good number of the material (intellectual property) are under copy (R) law, through the (library of congress) national archive there are exceptions,

"Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use."

I don't have any issue with the global family in sharing and helping (me) expand any "access gained" so that we can all grow and expand in that awakening and final call. I can't give you word-for-word in how all happens, but the experience and life journeys start with the ability to let go of a well trained conscience and that is beautiful and essential at best.

I'm also not after any personal gains one, can be sure of that. What I'm after is the hearts and minds, through a collective of conscience. And as a good for nothing "Slave" I have disown myself, so that the expression finds it's way home and final resting place.

I respect all personal property, like it was my own... under fair use and infringe not under any circumstances. That is access to information if that' the party involve seems agreeable and within that frame of entitlement ! 

Rafael G Gonzalez


Sincerely 

Odds/Oppositions (Revised)

When a person/porter/messenger of the truth heralds Godly sayings, it must disown the self as in selfishness, for it's not of his own, 

The odds or opposition, it matters not the busy bodies in a consortium of ill guided counsel. The traditions of antiquated hindrance that herniated all aspects that are truly of good nature.

Why step in an arena that is truly a novelty to the unlearned. Why not rebuilt the sagging image that drags all that which is fruitful.

Those who are guided by the spirit live by spirit and there is no corruption. Those with a well trained conscience give a thorough and complete witness before a host that is pure, saintly, benevolent, and sway nor bend to wishes of hearts and souls in detestable reasoning's. 

In conclusion do not destroy what you haven't built, and stay busy on your own affairs, that way that which is built becomes a lodge and resting place for a moments pause.

If you fear (me) and what I write, when the real fear arrives, and the shadow enemy makes the calls you will embrace it with greater eagerness ! And you have !

Is it sacred to remain ignorant to the chains/shackles that heavily entangles and a snare, the master's we so masterly revere !


Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Published on
10/3/24 12:58 AM

True gospel on trial (Revised)

 

True word (gospel) of love spent a short session in the worldly courts,

villainize and ostracized for expressing it's finest gift's,

feeling loaded down and heavy, under the scope of the so-called gathering,

those who hold the greatest of virtues in contempt,

those with ears but can't make sense/cause of the expression,

those with eye's and make misuse of the oversight,

those with the gift of tongue and spread poisonous substance,

true love spent a short session of this contemporary misalignment of  human activities, yet it remain the seeker's delight for the duration of that allotment,

everyday it flourished in (me)... praise and praise it called out with yearnings beyond compare,

on trial once to many and this new season, what brings worth it's misfits against, and what is the defense?

make my love your battlefield and once it accomplish it's call, you can take down with you,

in the trial's...in the courts...in the public squares...in the witnessing stand...under oath and testimony...but in secret it doesn't operate,

If under the trials of misunderstanding, we gave up all reasoning and the web working it's nefarious activities pulled the veil on us once too often, can we come together and mount under spiritual guidance a complete revival to make right ? 

there is much love and much more to come, so that through a thorough self validation, the power of the Almighty is made manifest and completely expand the finest qualities that are truly Divine.

Praise the Almighty God (YHWH) just praise him !

 

La verdadera palabra (evangelio) de amor pasó una corta sesión en los tribunales mundanos, vilizado y condenado al ostracismo por expresar sus mejores dones,

sintiéndose agobiado y pesado, bajo el alcance de la llamada reunión,

aquellos que desprecian las mayores virtudes,

aquellos con oídos pero no pueden hacer causa/sentido de la expresión,

aquellos con ojos y hacen mal uso de la supervisión,

aquellos con el don de la lengua y difunden sustancias venenosas,

el amor verdadero pasó una corta sesión de este des-alineamiento contemporáneo de las actividades humanas,

sin embargo, sigue siendo el deleite del buscador durante la duración de esa asignación,

todos los días floreció en (mí)...alabanza y alabanza gritó con anhelos incomparables, en juicio una vez a muchos y esta nueva temporada,

¿qué hace que valga la pena contra él y cuál es la defensa?

Haz de mi amor tu campo de batalla y una vez que cumpla su llamado, podrás derribarlo contigo,

en los juicios...en los juzgados...en las plazas públicas...en el estrado de los testigos...bajo juramento y testimonio...pero en secreto no opera, 

 Si bajo las pruebas de la incomprensión, abandonamos todo razonamiento y la red que trabaja con sus nefastas actividades nos cubre con demasiada frecuencia, ¿podemos unirnos y montar bajo guía espiritual un avivamiento completo para hacer lo correcto?

hay mucho amor y mucho más por venir, para que a través de una auto-validación profunda, el poder del Todopoderoso se manifieste y expanda por completo las mejores cualidades que son verdaderamente Divinas.

 

Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), ¡simplemente alábenlo!

Rafael G Gonzalez

1/1/25 = 9th son

 

 


 

 

 


Thursday, June 12, 2025

Main event (Host-of-Host) * Special guest




 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Just Praise Him (YHWH)

 

I began to reason beyond the average understanding and above that insight, there stood this revelation,

who among the living can issue creeds, commands, laws, rules that you must follow ?

Who among the least or highest is worthy of your favor ? 

what power structure can wrestle away your stronghold on me ?

mere human will stumble like a fly chasing the light, but those you grant access are like fine dressing for a fields gathering,

Divine poetic notes rehearse and take hold of (me) I can't express it's pure message...it over takes my person,

if one was to pry back into my life's experiences which is full  of surprises and events not for the average, one can see very clearly a benevolent, merciful host... a love that transcends that scope of limited reasoning,

life has been merely flattering, yet I pick-up were I left off and the pieces along with it,

At times I feel drained and lifeless, and at times like a super charged particle, that is the lot that which seeks (me) like a haunt and a journey of endless roads,

now being fully aware of my Divine host undeserving kindness, his purpose and those chapters which I eagerly seek  to fill in my host dairy,

the opposition has not lost a breath in striping away "The Call" and I reason the better fights are yet to come,

yes, the opposition has conspired in more ways then one, and my inheritance (Promise) is the endgame,

while there is still this contemptible substance in form of energy that fills my organs with fuel beyond compare, and until my Divine host makes the moves, I shall surface for a little breathing room in life affairs to finish that wonderful "call",

I can't see it any other way, a master-craft, a Spirit at work, a Sovereign King, a power structure beyond compare seeks what is rightfully his own property,

Oh mighty...Almighty and Divine grant (me) the staying power and love affair, never detach or uncouple, release in marginal errors.

Please allow (me) worship, praise, sanctify your saintly person (YHWH)... 

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on
4/16/25 5:34 AM

Eternal Crush (Revised)

 


 Jehovah God Almighty and Divine is my eternal crush,

There can not be any other parties between us,

We shall hold hands together and on the wings of love, (He) carries me home for the duration of that sublime sentiment,

I shall write and sing melodies, and from out of the deeps introduce new songs for the assembly, gatherings for the faithful,

Love and pain are equally matched, and there's nothing but love-joy...jubilation,

Birth pains are like disquieting storms and the finest theatrics in melodies they chant,

In patience I wait and my heart race like a meteor chasing across the mid-night skies.

I constantly inform you about her pleasantness and desire to make her our choice !

10/04/24 The perfect ten !

* Special guest!

Controversial Truth

 I know that the truth is controversial, Jesus the greatest teacher who lived, son of the most high God (YHWH) is regarded to be of them. You who research Divinity and immerse in qualities of the Holy spirit, posses a well rounded understanding. This man yet a spirit, didn't have a moments pause under persecution for expanding the person whom he really was and spoke in plain sight to the common people as also the well learned.

knowing that the truth carries a heavy burden do we shrink or expand ? That's a question I like to ask myself, and at one time being absent of organizational directive, I can truly say that the greatest battles were fought and made " in the spiritual realm and not the physical, that should be an eye-opener for the receiving end.

I'm not going to go at history or scriptures, that's why you and I have the Gospel's, very well written narratives and passages, prophecies and parables, until his very death and yet lives (King)...I have picked up the pieces knowing that a call is place upon all subjects under the bluest sky or the darkest night, a yearn to be placed back in order and framed accordingly to it's rightful place.

The Almighty and Divine has not and will not leave any soldier behind who has left a lasting impression on his saintly person to recall in memory...this much I know. His loyalty is unsurpassed, his love unforgiving unexcused (everlasting) and present, that is something to embrace with all powers bestowed. I have a love affair and crush, and his strong-hold does not release, in millennium dawn eternity has a date with much ones.

"In middle of the night He, shook me"

https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2018/09/potters-vessel.html 

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on
6/5/25 10:19 PM

My special guest (Revised)

 


 Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty and Divine blessed be your name to time infinite,

all these emotions, commotions all this burning and heighten feelings I must shift it all back to you.

It is because of you, I spend restless nights evoking your Divine person,

so that the credit all falls back on your saintly schemes and Holiest of operations,

I'm awake, alert and in full expectations,

take me home and make use of this vessel,

you so rightly have claim over as personal property,

as a closing statement...if I must say it only a few have access,

energies link with superb energies,

My dear please comfort her with the gentlest of touch make her our choice,

it is through these lost moments I find reality to be a blitz, and brain storming to be the true nature of your framing what the heart can weave,

yes, my thoughts takes me away deep into the night and your spirit doesn't release,

with the sweetest of dreams, you comfort and entertain with the of greatest gifts, a child could ever wish, 

Your love is all embracing and lacking or needful my heart is all content to the fullest.

 *special guest (YHWH)

Rafael Gonzalez

10/12/24 3:33am

 


Signature Of God (YHWH) ?

Does our DNA carry the signature of Almighty God (YHWH ) Jehovah ?

and does our DNA contain specific/isolated instruction at that microscopic level of what that master design and engineer desires to carry out order ?

who are you to have access to such  high knowledge ? who has granted you the slightest gain to even invoke the question ? I the less of all can only fall to my knees and praise and praise...


Jeremiah 1:5...Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
And before you were born I sanctified you.I made you a prophet to the nations.

Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.

Psalm 139:16  
Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.


Isaiah 49:5 
And now the Lord says, he who formed me from the womb to be his servant, to bring Jacob back to him; and that Israel might be gathered to him— for I am honored in the eyes of the Lord, and my God has become my strength—

Isaiah 49:1 
Listen to me, O coast-lands, and give attention, you peoples from afar. The Lord called me from the womb, from the body of my mother he named my name.

Psalm 139:1-24  
To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. ...

Galatians 1:15  
But when he who had set me apart before I was born, and who called me by his grace,

Psalm 139:15-16 
My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.
 
 Isaiah 44:26–45:7
 The One saying of Cyrus, ‘He is my shepherd, And he will completely carry out all my will’ 


* As for me I'm wonderfully made and there is nothing missing, I'm his love joy from the beginning without ends.

And I will say this praise, laud, and sanctify him while you can !

Rafael G Gonzalez
 
 Published on
3/1/24 10:58 AM

Inform (me)

 

 It is the medicine every soul seeks,

An ancient remedy (formula) that soothes all aches,

condition's, illness, heart-troubles, and restores the imbalance, a soul 

under the greatest assault, 

It is a superlative design...I far from it,

remote where resides, present at all moments,

We seek it with all eagerness of heart, misplacing the enigmatic  

fellowship where incubated, causing so much commotion,

It weighs us down in thoughts, feelings that race like meteors in chase,

implants at fine-tuned frequencies,

it searches those energies and low-level vibrations to draft back into it's superlative acts

what are rightfully it's own,

If one was to query all this ? 

At a grand scale...all the intellectuals...all the thinkers...all the gifted in field of reasoning, what are your findings ?

what are your logical explanation, if there be any in that field ?

we may be granted access if we pause in the allotted time/space gained and return it, if that be the call ! it is inevitable in that time constraints...the wise who seek it becomes the chase, and that is sublime.

Almighty God (YHWH) at work

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on
2/10/25 2:07 PM

 



 


Wednesday, June 11, 2025

At work

 

Some of the most rewarding, surprising and enduring treasures are found through 

tireless work, through a process of perseverance and steadfastness, one can attain. 

At times a severe trial can walk a person by the hand in a maze of tripwire and in all

humbleness seeking to submit the true intentions.

In the order of weakness and power it's like an endless chess game in a borderless scheme of good will.

Being insightful and embracing wisdom is a reward within it's self, finding the treasure and the gifts is quite luminous for the average.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on
6/9/25 5:30 PM
 

  

God's Slave girl

Sister : Ann Butler, original writing please...click on the link here, to view at my drive. A very special poetic note, by one of God's finest (servant) slave girl. 


In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.”

Back in 96' this poetic note was given to me, she is my guardian Angel.


Un tributo a la paciencia (Revised) *

 


Un tributo a la paciencia
 
Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,
 
a tu direcion,
 
a tus momentos designados,
 
 Te vestiste de gala y recevistes el premio major,
 
a tus actos benevulos,
 
cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,
 
Nunca me dejetes sin salida,
 
Me llenates de gran agaunte,
 
Me orientates en gran consuelo,
 
Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,
 
Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,
 
Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,
 
Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,
 
Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,
 
Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,
 
Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…
 
Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes 
 
deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia,
 
Mi celo por esta virtud es una lección de corazón aprendida!
 
eres luz...estrella...lampara todo en una, 
 
 
A tribute to patience
 
Forgive (me) for not having conceded into your impulses,
 
to your direction,
 
to your designated moments, 
 
you dressed to the nines and received the major prize,
 
to your benevolent acts,
 
When I were most in need,
 
Never left (me) without a way out,
 
You fill (me) with great endurance,
 
You guided (me) in great comfort,
 
Like a pacemaker and hourglass,
 
you didn't keep track of time,
 
You were always within my reach,
 
Never bother with my ignorance,
 
You harden and yield with unforgettable reasoning,
 
Your actions towards (me) are superlative,
 
Your presence along my path will be my eternal company,
 
My impatience was not your brokenness, but your strength... You have 
 
acted like a Divine enigma,
 
and replenished my greatest desires...I will be in debt for time and duration of my existence,
 
My zeal for this virtue a heart lesson learned !
 
 * special guest      : }

10/1/24 3:44 AM
 
Rafael G Gonzalez

Special guest II * (Revised)

 

One can refer to this as a superlative song ! 

 

I have missed her like a fleeting spring breeze of many seasons,

Her absences has become a memorial stamped in my soul,

I'm under the good impression that these forces will merge if there be a Divine will,

A call is heard and it's not your average day-break,

in places I have not known a hang-over of moments (Experiences) pass replace the void I eagerly embrace to often,

what stands against these verses have never expand the superlativeness/excellence's of a quality so Divine,

yes, in life's journeys...truth, loyalty, and love are the sojourner's in the invisible presences it can no longer deny,

If I seek a comforter its a hollow void, and in these thoughts that emanate from the profound deep....certainly are my guide,

I must continue pressing forward until one totally consumes me, (the hollow void or her presence),

as touching as it may seem, not so touching the absence, presences and all encompassing, that is God's slave girl that we hold so dear,

Our hearts are an open portal for your access, only a few in a selection and you one of them,

 Until my heart gives up it's beats/rhythm...I shall praise God's (YHWH) finest of expressions, that reside and dwell deeply woven in the pipe-lines of life,

She lights up the house of God like a lamp stand, and her smile a thousand color spectrum and millenniums of love joy,

From what stockpile of those energies you released her, and after the fine-tuning what draft orders are in place ? Please answer (me) this ?

Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH)...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship the Holiest-of-Holiest !

 

La he extrañado como una brisa primaveral fugaz de muchas estaciones,

Su ausencias se han convertido en un memorial estampado en mi alma,

Tengo la buena impresión de que estas fuerzas se fusionarán si hay una voluntad Divina,

Se escucha un llamado y no es un amanecer común,

en lugares que no he conocido, una resaca de momentos (experiencias) pasado reemplazan el vacío que abrazo con entusiasmo y con demasiada frecuencia,

lo que se opone a estos versos nunca han expandido la superlatividad/excelencias de una cualidad tan Divina,

sí, en los viajes de la vida... la verdad, la lealtad y el amor son los peregrinos en las presencias invisibles que ya no se puede negar,

Si busco un consolador es un vacío hueco, y en estos pensamientos que emanan de lo profundo... ciertamente son mi guía,

Debo seguir presionando hacia adelante hasta que uno me consuma por completo, (el vacío hueco o su presencia),

por conmovedor que parezca, no tan conmovedor la ausencia, las presencias y todo lo abarcante, que es la esclava de Dios que tanto apreciamos,

Hasta que mi corazón abandone sus latidos/ritmo... alabaré las más finas expresiones de Dios (YHWH), que residen y moran profundamente entretejidas en las tuberías de la vida,

Ella ilumina la casa de Dios como un candelabro divino, y su sonrisa es un espectro de mil colores y milenios de amor y alegría,

¿De qué reservas de esas energías la liberaste y, después del ajuste-fino,qué órdenes preliminares están en vigor? Por favor respóndeme esto ?

Rafael G Gonzalez

Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)... ¡simplemente alábenlo!

¡Por favor, permíteme adorar al Santo...Santísimo!

*YHWH (Slave girl) 

Dec.2024

 

 


 


White/yellow roses

 

 

 Yellow in memory of my loyalty and white the purity of faith and eternal love, 

in paradise the chase is never ending.

The evergreens of everlasting attachments, and the thorns a delicate balance that choreographs the burning flame,

fragile as it may seem, the power it holds and the lasting impressions to the givers want,

a child of countless spring seasons, for generations to come and eternity to follow,

She awakens my dormant cells and cause a big bang in the deepest of heart, the expansion of that burst...a super Nova of explosive thoughts.

In God (YHWH) Almighty I trust that this affirmative actions of his own Divine will pull us together as energies aggregate in a massive collection and create that incredible spark.

Your absences a living memory, your silence my longest yearn, hear (me) you dream-weaver and Host-of-Host, are you not behind this cause ? My soul is restless in knowing you better, in this perpetual feelings fill our intrigues !


Rafael G Gonzalez

10/22/24

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised


 

There are moment's hard  to absorb,

and moment's that absorb completely,

moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, 

and moment's I left for mute,

yet a battlefield of contention's fill my soul,

my dearest I couldn't touch, has left the greatest scream lodged in my throat,

once again the saddest of moment's the inactivity of my yearns,

the brother I so much love ...the family in full embrace, the moment's I deeply hold,

mend my broken pieces...Almighty and Divine (Blessed) and Blessed greater the aching heart's of families torn apart,

soften the transitional path we must cross together and fill every hard breath of sighing with love-joy and jubilation,

comfort in the wings of love and protect, shield our beloved ones.

the revised version of all that is spoken...ask all the nations that have contended with the Almighty God (YHWH) and see for yourself how they fared ? and I have witnessed his gran mercies, undeserved kindness, how he heals beyond repair and brings back the broken into a state of extreme comfort.

What should I say ? Take me home with those who have received a moments touch, the internal healing and those in trying times stayed the course, in faith...prayers...under tribulations and the countless fronts that line-up against a small flock of men/woman that remain resolved against such questions.

What should I say ? praise him, and praise him while we can !

 

Praise and laud the Almighty God,

Hay momentos difíciles de absorber, 

y momentos que absorben completamente, 

momentos como un chillido, un grito que se siente en la garganta, 

y momentos que dejé en silencio, 

sin embargo, un campo de batalla de contiendas llena mi alma, 

mi ser más querido que no pudo tocar, ha dejado el grito más grande alojado en mi garganta, 

una vez más, el momento más triste, la inactividad de mis anhelos, 

el hermano que tanto amo... la familia en pleno abrazo, los momentos que sostengo profundamente, 

repara mis pedazos rotos... Todopoderoso y Divino (Bendito) y Benditos más los corazones doloridos de las familias destrozadas, 

suaviza el camino de transición que debemos cruzar juntos y llena cada respiración difícil de suspiros con amor, alegría y júbilo, 

consuela en las alas del amor y protege, protege a nuestros seres amados. Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso,

la versión revisada de todo lo que se ha dicho...pregunten a todas las naciones que han contendido con el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) y vean por ustedes mismos cómo les fue. Y yo he sido testigo de sus grandes misericordias, bondad inmerecida, cómo sana sin posibilidad de reparación y devuelve a los quebrantados a un estado de consuelo extremo. 

 ¿Qué debo decir? Llévenme a casa con aquellos que han recibido un toque momentáneo, la sanidad interna y aquellos que en tiempos difíciles se mantuvieron firmes, en la fe... oraciones... bajo tribulaciones y los innumerables frentes que se alinean contra un pequeño rebaño de hombres/mujeres que permanecen decididos contra tales preguntas. ¿Qué debo decir? ¡Alaben, y elogien mientras podamos!

Published on
1/13/25 7:39 PM



 Rafael G Gonzalez



YHWH slave girl


 


Those who say you can’t, I say knowing you is better !
 

Who are you ? Who are those that speak like unlearned...men/woman, addressing a supreme power structure, belittling the highest and Divine.

Who has giving you access to peer into those columns of power ? They offend and have pieces (bits) of understanding, reasoning, and insight !

So I say this, knowing you is better and level up to my agitated spirit...I must silence their activities so they can utter greater and wiser chants.
 

Almighty and Divine, ancient of old, eternity pursues, follows you...How glorious is your kingdom ? What powers you hide ? What secrets you keep ?

Break into her dreams (vaults), guide her senses, sooth her spirit and direct those thoughts to align in continuity with your superlatives harmonious notes. Mold the potter's vessel to your own measurements...finest choice.
 
Saintly and Divine (Jehovah) bless be your name to time indefinite to time indefinite...breach into her rhythms, frequencies, pauses, and create a safe and free zone of never ending want to chase, sanctify your holiness.
 
Your slave girl, is a young resourceful subject with well bred credentials. Watch over her curiously well, relay your intrigues...net her activities in a force-field of protection, grant her your highest favors, unconditional love.


 * Special guest!

https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2023/02/expand-this-vessel.html


Rafael G Gonzalez

06/07/23

My guest eternal presence

 

When you rise and shine praise him,

when you first open your eyes after a sound sleep laud him great,

every breath you take may that energy carries connotation of that Holy name,

for every exhalation may the witnessing carry great tidings,

every break you take and in between sanctify his kindness,

bless be the fruits of his Holiest spirit,

bless be his Holiest attributes,

make him your strong-hold in your contemptible state, his guidance never fails,

keep seeking the person of the Almighty, loyal, benevolent and Divine,

in your short comings count the victories that will amass to your favor,

your staying power and reliance will remind the enemy that Almighty God (YHWH) had the upper hand in all events,

Walk with him and cherish the moment that access granted, 

With all power and expression bestowed feel him, energize your whole person in great shadows and grace.

Make him your guest and have an open invitation for eternal presence.


Rafael G Gonzalez

Divine schemes * Special guest (Revised)


 

May your Divine schemes look upon (me), and never depart from (me), may it take deep root as far as the earth's core.
 
Grant the courage and access to view your commands, mandates, as the blessings already present in gifts and charitable works of your hands.
My heart is heavy for you,
 
Allow (me) to fight the good fight until my soul slowly wear's out (dims) and through dynamic energy replenish and recycle for those greater moments not yet seen.
 
If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality...I boast even greater, for what you have made material it truly fits well.
 
Truly you're my God (Jehovah) the Almighty and Divine, host-of-host...and among the countless god's, they remain impotent, powerless and a shame to look upon. I have made you my strong-hold and summons that supreme authority to seize what is rightfully yours.

Almighty and Divine is my God and shield I have witnessed his works, and in the long run what can you gain unless access granted ? What befalls the rich and so-called powerful is a shame from distance glance.
 
Que tus esquema Divinos, tus planes Divinos me miren y nunca se aparten de mí, que echen raíces profundas hasta el núcleo de la tierra.
 
Concede la valentía y el acceso a ver tus mandamientos, mandatos, como las bendiciones ya presentes en los dones y obras caritativas de tus manos.
 
Mi corazón está pesado por ti,
 
Permíteme pelear la buena batalla hasta que mi alma se desgaste lentamente (se atenúe) y a través de energía dinámica, reponga y recicle para esos momentos más importantes que aún no se han visto.
 
Si el soñar es la falsificación de la realidad... Me jactaré aún más, porque lo que has hecho material realmente encaja bien.
 
En verdad eres mi Dios (Jehová), Todopoderoso y Divino, hueste de huestes... y entre los innumerables dioses, ellos permanecen impotentes, sin poder y es una vergüenza mirarlos.
 
Te he hecho mi fortaleza y convoco a esa autoridad suprema para que se apodere de lo que es sumamente su derecho.
 
 Todopoderoso y Divino es mi Dios y mi escudo. He presenciado sus obras, y a la larga, ¿qué se puede ganar si no se concede el acceso? Lo que les sucede a los ricos y a los que se consideran poderosos es una vergüenza a simple vista.
 
*  YHWH

Published on
10/10/24 12:33 PM

 
 
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

If I boast ! (Revised)

 
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.
 
Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power !
 
Also my dearest global family as a philosophy major and educated by a prominent family in Princeton, NJ * there is no greater wisdom then that which is from above. If anyone takes issues with what we# write, take it with the one granting access to such wisdom.
 
I'm very much aware of my humble beginning, an unformed liquid substance, imperfect in all aspects of life, yet on a conscience level we# speak/utter wonders. Through the power of Almighty God, I'm surprisingly and wonderfully crafted for his love joy and infinite compassion.
 
If one seeks the weakness of my Armour and defenses there will always be a leak, but I have a helper with the greatest of investments towards my person, with that you shouldn't contend.
 
Published on
7/16/24 10:46 PM
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
 
*page access granted
 
#YHWH

https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2023/08/access-granted.html

Monday, June 9, 2025

Expand this vessel

 

Pic. By Maria Lang

Cause this potter's vessel to expand,
 
may the work's of your hands, deprive me, not of your fine attributes, and holy intentions.
 
Use this energy to exalt all that which is Divine, and allow nothing that doesn't relate to your super-fine qualities.
 
Teach me, instruct me, in the way of righteousness and sanity, to always conform.
 
Mold this vessel, in a force-field of protection, access granted,
 
The more I, exploit our fellowship, the more unsound my views of such magnitude and undeniable presences.
 
I'm over the joy, bliss that contains our moments, encounters that never seem to flee.
 
Finalize the product, make the call, it's going to be one beautiful spring, she is virtuous like Daniel, but eternal in essences.

Rafael G

Bridges (Revised)


Since very young years, I have embraced an alien concept, where men/woman...woman/men shared the same language. A language of peace, love and harmony...a pure language, where bridges and its many channels below are crossed effortlessly, charts and compass...the pure language.

A transmission medium highly synchronized, its frequencies fine-tuned to capture vibrational pauses and serene silence. If there is such a thing I shall find it !

Love is not bound by special interest, its infinite in its quest to bridge an innate feeling...of compassion, mercy, kindness, long suffering, a spirit of giving and not receiving. 
 
It may be blind but, not lost...lost but finds the way. It is committed to the object it holds so dear, if a sacrifice is needed, it offers the last expression of endearment as an act, superlative to all submissions to an undefined riddle few will ever go beyond. 
 
Love is a redeemer, an ancient light who has pour it's shadow bestowing humanity with great signs of the same. The truly brave are a strong link to the fallen, yet love covers all.

It is a shaky bridge...but love covers all, love and faith are steadfast, unmovable. One can work the same formula through the spirit; there one can access what is superlative.

 Raphael G

 Sat May 13, 2017

Yellow rose


 waiting the exchange of the guard

In the moon garden there are flowers that bloom in the evening or late at night to early morning, so day or night there is this spectacular exchange for the curious at heart.  

Rafael G Gonzalez 

wise man (Revised date)

A wise man always walks with his head low, he has no ambition, his ways are simple like the dust blown about and tossed with no destination. 
 
He is like a holy-man in reason and understanding, his teachings are like blessed tea, one can find life and joy in simplicity where it can be found.
Greed and love of material gains go hand to hand in perfecting the vicious cycle of hate and chaos,
 
 
All life is precious in view of creation; except by the destroyer of principles. Give way and yield to man of wicked ways, he has nothing good to exchange...walk away from negative views and spend energy like a well learned disciple.
1983-7 ? written under decision making.
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Sunday, June 8, 2025

Potter's vessel (Revised) * Special guest



May the order and kingship have no end, and not just bound to earth. May the universe be the expanse of loyal subjects to colonize, your works are marvelous and in all my humbleness I speak in riddles not yet foreseen,

Your greatness can’t be measured in numbers by mere mortals, their existence is like the dust particles,cosmic drift that have not yet settled, they are lost and have no direction.

Seek out the choicest accordingly, may their vibrational drive equate melodies in your celestial abode, eternity and infinity are your kin.

In labor pains all the vast expanse declared your glory,

All the commotion you stir in my soul and not by chance, I keep writing,vigilant and upright...yet there is a void only you can fill !

I have missed thee for a thousand year, yet you keep account of every stroke of breath in my contemptible state, it is my vehement desire to fully stretch this potter’s vessel...holding a promised resurrection.
(C) right
 
Raphael G
 
 

When the Holy spirit convicts (love,mercy,compassion,undeserving-kindness,long-suffering) a person, it has no where to run.

What the King desires the King gets, there is no point denying that.

For better measures it wont leave me alone. In submission I recognize these activities

as a grand scheme, of a father’s yearn to reconcile with his beloved child.

Day and night it’s like a tug-of-war, yes expressions,gifts woven deep in the sacred chamber (womb) God Almighty work-shop.

The King won’t be denied...I stand convicted and there is healing in that great name !

So here I am... send me, send me I bow to these mysteries only two can consent. In all my humbleness and new beginning stretch this potter’s vessel.

Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) is my eternal crush!

* YHWH

Raphael G


01/05/22



My happiest moments (Revised)

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness

your (Manic) depression

your anxiety (disorder)

your bi-polar-ism

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia

your social (disorders)

your alexithymia

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

 

 

Conscience/sub-conscience

 


The son's of light are the son's of conscience, the most profound debates transpire in the inner most chamber of the soul,

in that elaborate convocation a third party (YHWH) in collaboration, fellowship, affinity...the one and only cast an impartial verdict in that conflict.

 In Romans 2:14, 15 we read: “For whenever people of the nations that do not have law do by nature the things of the law, these people, although not having law, are a law to themselves. They are the very ones who demonstrate the matter of the law to be written in their hearts, while their conscience is bearing witness with them and, between their own thoughts, they are being accused or even excused.

  Conscience must be enlightened; if not, it can mislead. It is an unsafe guide if it has not been trained in right standards, according to the truth. Its development can be wrongly influenced by local environment, customs, worship, and habits. It might judge matters as being right or wrong by these incorrect standards or values.

 Only a conscience properly trained by God’s Word can correctly assess and set matters of life thoroughly straight.

 A Christian must constantly strive for an honest conscience in all things. (Heb 13:18) When Paul stated: “I am exercising myself continually to have a consciousness of committing no offense against God and men” (Ac 24:16), he meant that he continually steered and corrected his course of life according to God’s Word and Christ’s teachings, for he knew that in the final analysis God, and not his own conscience, would be his ultimate judge. (1Co 4:4) Following a Bible-trained conscience may result in persecution, but Peter comfortingly counsels: “For if someone, because of conscience toward God, bears up under grievous things and suffers unjustly, this is an agreeable thing.” (1Pe 2:19) A Christian must “hold a good conscience” in the face of opposition.​—1Pe 3:16.

  The conscience can be so abused that it no longer is clean and sensitive. When that happens it cannot sound out warnings or give safe guidance. (Tit 1:15) Man’s conduct is then controlled by fear of exposure and punishment rather than by a good conscience. (Rom 13:5) Paul’s reference to a conscience that is marked as with a branding iron indicates that it would be like seared flesh that is covered over with scar tissue and void of nerve endings and, therefore, without sense of feeling. (1Ti 4:2) Persons with such a conscience cannot sense right or wrong. They do not appreciate the freedom God grants them and, rebelling, become slaves to a bad conscience. It is easy to defile one’s conscience. A Christian’s aim should be as shown in Acts 23:1: “Brothers, I have behaved before God with a perfectly clear conscience down to this day.”

So being that the conscience is a Divine implant, I wrestle with the outer-layers that are not much different then the sub-conscience which are the subtle contraptions and accumulations of focal unawareness. This is where a lot of deviations are implemented through the many fields of psychology.

And I will say this at the sub-conscience level, (Satan, devil, resistor, counterfeit, the so-called angle of light) made use through manipulations, suggestions and by other means a good conscience to become insensible and by-passing those Divine implants...if allowed !

 

 

Published on
6/4/25 12:49 AM

 

 

 

 

 

Conscience holds (Revised)

 

 

 

 

I place Almighty God (YHWH) as my witness, and stand before him with a clear conscience. That if it be through the expression bestowed or through poetic notes and other means, that I have tried to win the hearts and minds of those who hold (me) in contempt. 

Thou I practice a high state of awareness, I gather that Almighty God is not partial and that equal footing is granted to all who hold those virtues. The cheap shots taken against my character have no bearing...it is the actions that will eventually exchange and bring down the hostile acts...and this grieves me because I host no such sympathy.

The corruption of the spirit is the corruption of conscience, I have not embrace either one, as to being removed from the process of gainfully being draft back into the call that which we ultimately seek.
 

If controversy shadows (me) its the conscience that expands and that which broadens in overgrow seeks the proverbial "TRUTH" in all its manifestation. When one searches "The way"  Divine Truth' in light form, the controversy is removed. Martyrs and seeker's make use of the unusual, so that which tries to over-shadow makes no gains on the proverbial truth. So being a public enemy is the badge of honor that which thereof carries no shame or pain greater then the martyrs/witness themselves.

Just praise him while you can ! Just praise him !

Almighty Divine please allow (me) to praise, laud, worship and sanctify the Holiest name !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Published on
3/9/25 9:02 AM