By all Means (Stay on course) Thanks

Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,

happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,

life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),

we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned, 

to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,

in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,

in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,

it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,

with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will ! 

Yes, and by Divine and meaningful outlook I stay on course, that which summons (me) and a yearns to connect and expand in more ways meaningful then the last,

I am aware of my call just like any-other spiritual person, and under that endowment a separation is at work...so if we can "stay the course" you be helping us in achieving those means, and that is a blessed compliment.

Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....

Transformation-of-dying-thought Clic here

 

Published on

3/3/25 12:37 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Super mother (Our champion) love that warrior lady ...I think ; >)

 I thought I had lost this one, in the reconstruction of the pages I found this :}
And if I said second hand writing it's because I haven't yet touched the surface of what I really mean.

A warrior in the faith, finest of mother's, a care-taker, a sister to admire, and in the space allotted very patient and tolerant. Very smart and calculating Almighty God (YHWH) blessed, protected and keeps watchful over all her great qualities.

In a very short sum of jester "stay blessed" focus and eyes on the prize.  

 

Kintsugi-mend-broken Clic here !

Against all odds * My experiences pass not present

 

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

he who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

from me to you !

 Never did she realize that the writings and notes, 

the expression was all I knew at that time,

the absences off female bonding,

the absences of sisters to nurse my young up bringing,

yes, the notes poured like rain showers,

the love,

the attraction,

the fatal mistakes in courting the stone,

the insults I had to endure,

the rejects,

but in the twist and turns,

made the exchange, 

a playing field I was not ready for or anticipated,

I had my bitter wine,

and so carried on the injured and resentful heart,

when my wishes were all very simple in words and meaning,

still I keep seeking the cause,

and the world at large more menacing, striped of emotions, stoic, mechanical,

devotional to the self, property and tag for processing, rights of the state,

in misunderstanding, reasoning, head strong, and under the greatest assault ever undertaken,

Please don't jump the river before crossing, it's a little of me to you the global family.  

 

Published on

9/18/25 8:42 PM

God (YHWH) has healed

 

 

By all means just praise him (YHWH)

The death of my mother has me going in circles, sometimes I just want to let it go so please forgive my spontaneous reactions, my writings, and over all my state of mind, it been very hard. You all deserve better and I will do just that in do time. To all my followers who have remain faithful thanks and also the emails. Face-book, Yandex, Google my former contacts and everyone who stayed the course. My brothers and sisters in the faith from the JW.ORG such love to all. It's been a real drain emotionally and the lost of sleep keep compounding what's left of me.

Her sweet voice still calls out my name...Rafael like an angelic host and I dream of her everyday since her passing away. 

 

As a servant of Almighty God (YHWH) and that relationship wasn't forged yesterday it goes back some time, time and space which is infinite on that account. The articles that have been written, speak very much about that ongoing relationship. In a symbiotic exchange, I have no reason to question the qualities of the Holiest-of- Holiest at work through his servant and manifest to the countless in that duration.

There are a significant number of articles, some which I can't past it by (me) in having a personalized attributes of things Divine. In a very humbling and submissive gesture, the poetic notes, the expressive narratives, the story telling, the description of creative design, the event of pass and present, the experiences that have move a writers pen to convey a host desires.

I would like to give a moments gratitude to the medium that have made this exchange and experience a wonderful journey. Google...face-book and the countless social media in the world wide web. The global family...nourish with complete heart felt emotional feelings, love, compassion, patience, and above all the opportunity to carry out the mandates of devotional fellowship through a father's yearn to reach out and call his fallen children from grace.

This year 04/30/25...05/04/25 my beloved mother pass away and there is a scream lodge in my throat I have to let go..... 

 

Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.

 

The strain your absences has placed on me,

the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,

the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,

the tender look and smile I could only decode,

your grace at times I so much over-looked,

a thankful giver without reserve,

a heart that never gave up it's pulses,

you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries, 

a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,

you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,

 

 your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,

from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?

in the care keeping you nest in sublime charm,

you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission, 

you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...

your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host, 

I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,

in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,

in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)

and host.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

04/30/25...05/04/25 

 

There are tear drops that weigh heavier than a bucket full,

and the memory of such heavy matter carries a pulse until the heart gives out,

I gave conscience a chance for a fair trial and the pulse settled,

with a loaded heart and tears like lead pouring down the cheeks,

a lonely yearn fills the air,

 

a mother's last wish consents the soul I'm still here ?

my lost of sleep is the...lost not gained, for she is still resting and asleep, 

in the care and keeping I entrust that wonderful soul, 

as you read this I hope your moved by Spirit of Almighty and Divine, and that the softness of that benevolent being is made to rest,

may the finest of qualities and attributes shape our path, and that we become in likeness of choice to praise, laud, sanctify, and worship the Holiest-of-Holiest.

 04/30/25 to 05/04/25

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

 

                                 Dreaming into reality (revised)

 

I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,

I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me) 

and my Divine  being (Host),

My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,

I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,

you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,

In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call, 

He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,

the search that makes (me) whole and complete,

If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,

In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.

Please allow (me) to praise and praise... 

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 Published on

7/10/25 2:56 AM

Sacred journey

 

 The emotional mask or veil of the pass is slowly being removed and the new you, forming the trust through that new awakening.

You acquiesce no trials or pressures, just a call that keeps the engine running and the fine tuning like a distress call, that your vibrating at a different level.

your not running from pass fears or moments that triggers upsetting response, the focus shifts and there are new chapters in blank pages to fill.

seek the moments and test the arrangements without words for cause, what ever is in the air that is worth engaging, make use of all knowledge gained and summons the highest power that which seeks and shapes that new path.

How many times do we break and how many times do we mend ? 

Life is like stitching and knitting...but we never give up on the call. As a filament that traverse in our holy path in the sacred journey of what is Divine, something will shake our deepest reserve that we are not alone. 

turn to Almighty God and see how troubled the enemy becomes ! 

give generously from your acquired gains, and the reserves that sat stock-piled for the moments to transition into that self assured purposeful call.

in the stillness, quietness, calmness ever enduring and patient, we give back to our Divine host all that which is rightfully his own.

in this order all that is sacredly guided to the highest power cries out Almighty God (YHWH) take me home...take me home.

Hebrews chapter 11 a resurrection awaits all those of faith, who defeated death, and their temporary absence had no authority over their eternal presences. As they await a promise to return from their resting place. In the hands of Almighty God their soul's recalled to memory and their works honored.

I wish we could one-day meet those challenges,

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

5/11/25 8:45 PM