Dreaming into reality (revised)

 

I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,

I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me) 

and my Divine  being (Host),

My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,

I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,

you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,

In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call, 

He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,

the search that makes (me) whole and complete,

If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,

In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.

Please allow (me) to praise and praise... 

Rafael G Gonzalez (God has healed)

submit to him and live ! 

 Published on

7/10/25 2:56 AM

 

 

 

A warrior's journey * (Revised)

Galatians 5:16

 

But I say, Keep walking by spirit and you will carry out no fleshly desire at all.

In bondage I was call and released from the shackles that so much embraced me,

Almighty God (YHWH) and his Divine love searched and found in me the subject for favor. The blessings are all to obvious to me, a mother of great faith was called and she awaits the promise. I in turn have found great mercy and undeserved kindness, I shall not overstep that. Please allow me to honor the call that which we so much regard. For spiritual warfare inside or out I am suited for theocratic order and eager to finish the mission before me.

Almighty and Divine continue to nourish the spark and make of me an instrument of your choice, let me honor you and not men.

ask me what is my religion ? I will say this, Love...peace and tolerance. Ask me what is my faith ? I will say this, an unbreakable bond between me and a supreme being, which I know exist and experience its manifestations in the many periods of my life's duration. He is all powerful, very visible through his creative process, I'm drawn to him for the same reason he is drawn to me. How do I worship ? In spirit and in truth.

Ask me how I found the light ? I will say this, by tracing back the foundations and man's quest for the greater revelation. Am I in ignorance may that never be the case, to emulate the father creator, I have disowned myself and seek an audience with the perfect being, that is the light, infinite knowledge, compassion, mercy and a true warrior for righteousness and justice. He is equal to all, impartial to all, none and ever will compare to the one and only. In my relentless search for the ultimate GOD, I can honestly say creation speaks in silence !

 

Should I say anymore ?

I'm constantly forced to ask within, how can we/I ever truly be a spiritual person...when our bodies (temple) of the soul, is saturated with negative energies causing so many anomalies, that interfere with that growth ? If I serve out the allotted time, certainly it is a gauntlet well fought' yet I wasn't the whole person I was meant to be !!! This drama that unfolds inside of me, to a point drives the affliction, challenges that become the actuating force in an inquisitive process... Of why my innocence's and the crushing expectations.

  If I’m weak in flesh and yet chosen, ordain to do the powerful work’s of the spirit, then the spirit bears my weakness in the flesh. And if the spirit contends with my weakness I have become powerful. If the spirit actuates my life force, then I have overcome my greatest adversary (weakness of the flesh). For it has become my strong-hold (counter-productive), in my contemptible state.

So being weak in flesh, and contemptible...the spirit takes pleasure that I have fought a great battle in my extremities. Left for dead...died many times, yet powerful to on-looker’s, humble in understanding.

Internalized by my conflict, and much aware of how its utilized, weaponize 

against me, here again is my helper. The power over the spirit working it’s ancient secret formula. The flesh and weakness have become silent in their activities as the faith bears all, supports it all...that we have overcome and never left behind.

So what is asked of us ? We don’t indulge in flesh or weakness, yet there ever present ! Does the helper take pleasure in our lowest point ? See for yourself, if He adopted us in our lowest point, certainly his goal would be to make us greater in our highest ! Men/Woman of little faith, how many times can a heart break, and how many times can it mend ? If He can see through all our shortsightedness, why can’t we ?

 

Internal-conflicts Clic here !

 

* YHWH

By : Raphael G
01/06/17

Andy Gibb - I Just Want to be Your Everything (Lyrics)

 

At work*--* love

Jehovah Almighty and Divine, 

Praise be your magnificent name to time indefinite, 

your acts of undeserved-kindness surely are to be prized,

and your to good too be true,

and I don't mean that in a dismissive way (Never),

you turn my feelings (me) upside down.

down to the highest,

I must have you in a everlasting embrace to never release,

your servant king David the son of Jesse, we shall meet in paradise,

two servants seek your heart,

make room my dear for that encounter...

I the lessor of the two submit and give chase in all power bestowed, 

grant (me) access to your sublime kindness for in the womb,

I was weaved to perfection, but sin became my curse,

I yearn to correct that misplacement and to the highest power,

and become the son you my dear (YHWH) so much love,

from the little I can recall and from the vastness you hold,

those memories be melodies to the charitable father (creator) I so much 

find delight,

all and this through a servant girl is the greatest gift which I fall to my face 

and praise and praise....

here today tomorrow paradise, You see it all to clear !  

 

Published on

9/9/25 2:18 PM The 9th son

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

 

 

 

How uplifting you are, how wonderful are your thoughts ?

            There are things reserved  for special occasions

               and you are one of them.

True love joy (Revised) This love letter is dedicated to you, Jehovah my other love :} you don't mind ?

Almighty God (YHWH) has a majestic garden that resembles nothing on earth !

 

Cosmos flowers

 True love joy (Revised) *

 

Guard her like a force-field of protection, build a shield around her encampment

 

guide her foot-steps as of the fine-tuning of the cosmos

 

she is truly love-joy and beyond

 

Where can I go and not find her, what have you done O’ Almighty and Divine...what are your sublime charms up to, why have you kept (me) restless?

 

Eternity keeps watch over such fineness, in love eternity has fallen

 

I will live or die trying, she is your slave girl and with greater eagerness I give chase to energies embracing energies

 

grant (me) access so that those chapters you so sweetly keep and cause your saintly person to shake and vibrate, renew and exchange

 

the purest dynamic power is found at the core, who has gained access and who have you favored, and what are your choicest ?

 

A date I have with eternity in love, and superlativeness as gifts bestowed.

 

* Special guest

 

Published on

10/1/24 3:44 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Yes, Ralph

            It's always a treat to let go my feelings and you there listening, 

I know your impulses don't necessarily produce patience but I am here to help correct that :} 

Forever in the works of YHWH *--*

Stay blessed and on mission clic here!

 YHWH Investment  clic here !

Almighty God (YHWH) the one and only finds suitable subject and I couldn't in a thousand year pick,

He stirs my senses and my emotions just flow naturally...his selection of subject matter are precise and well choreograph,  

When comes to teasing (me) only a father's love and all seeing,

places the right amount love-joy and allows the full expression to collaborate with innate and well place gifts,

Yes, YHWH is my script writer and cast all into motion,

every detail about her is the enough that keeps (me) in suspense and that is the essential balance that which I seek as a compliment.

In all do seriousness this humble servant seeks your presences, and Almighty God (YHWH) be made whole in completeness and pure love joy.

No apologies, unforgiving to the highest power !  

Eternity in love with true love joy Clic here !

 

Published on

7/28/25 7:46 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez