Andy Gibb - I Just Want to be Your Everything (Lyrics)

 

Rainbow (U R very special ) luv every day

 If I could just write her name across the sky

 Cuidate bebe y te quiero mucho con un amor abrazante :)

PATRICE RUSHEN - HAVEN'T YOU HEARD (Didn't U hear I was doing Dee same :}

 

Luke 1:78 "Because of the tender mercy of our God, With which the Sunrise (the Messiah) from on high will dawn and visit us"

 

Dones especiales/special gifts (Much love) My Spanish not so good !

 

 

 

 Por cada bocanada de aire que se toma, falta un elemento, 

  

Por cada descompresión como para exhalar, 

 

Algo sale de las bóvedas secretas,  

 

Ella completa el ciclo de los anhelos de mi vida, 

 

A medida que avanzo en mi día, sus presencias me acechan, 

 

Su colorido es como lo sagrado del arco iris,  

 

Como el vacío de los cielos huecos a mitad de camino, ella (me) llena con la gloria y la alegría de los dones espirituales,  

 

Ella expía todo lo que falta y me completa,  

 

Por momentos siento una correlación, una conexión, como un vínculo, como un portal, como una masa de puente que estamos dispuestos a colisionar y crear esos canales a los que nos atraemos... o debería decir un ser supremo.  

 

Tengo la impresión de que lo que el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ha unido ningún poder puede desatarlo,  

 

Ella es la esclava de Dios, anterior a (mi) en el despertar y debo seguir ese camino hasta mi último aliento si ese es el llamado.  

 

En la cámara sagrada (taller) ella es y será el gozo del amor de Jehová Dios…. ¡No puedo decir nada más!

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

For every stroke of breath taken, there is an element missing,

 

For every decompression as to exhale,

 

Something leaves the secret vaults,

 

She completes the cycle of my life's yearns,

 

As I go about my day her presences stalks (me),

 

Her colorfulness like the sacredness of the rainbow,

 

Like the emptiness of midway hollow skies, she fills (me) with the glory and joy of spiritual gifts,

 

She atones everything missing and makes (me) whole,

 

At times I feel a correlation, a connection, like a link, like a portal, like a bridge mass that we are set to collide and create those channels to which we attract...or should I say a supreme being.

 

I’m under the impression that what the Almighty God (YHWH) has brought together no power can untie,

 

She is God’s slave girl, prior to (me) in the awakening and I must follow that path to my last breath stroke if that be the call.

 

In the sacred chamber (workshop) she is and will be Jehovah’s love joy….

I can’t say no more !

 

* Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on

10/3/24 1:03 AM

 

Eternity courts me *--* You

As a public servant in service to the people, I come across those with inquisitive thoughts

and I surely accommodate their questions. Some are prone to ask about my age,

so as a counter "I ask them" do you want to know physical age or my spiritual age ?

For the common my physical age has an expiration date, from the incubation period to being

conceived my life journeys is transitional. I won't go into details but there be a resurrection.

My spiritual age, my birth in the memory of Almighty God, in the workshop of that supreme

being that number is irreverent because I am his property. The Almighty one has complete

authority over the creative process and copy right to bring about a carbon copy of this subject in every detail.

So if my physical age can trick your sense, certainly my spiritual age would be something else to consider. So being subjective to eternal energy my existence is ageless. 

 In the memory of Almighty God (YHWH) I wish to remain and not so much in those of men.

 

Published on

10/6/25 6:20 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

God (YHWH) has healed

fuerzas especiales me abrigan/special forces shelter me

Grande son tus qualidades mi ser querido,

un disturbio de emociones y un amor  como nunca sentido,

mi descanzo y mi levantar contiene un guia superlativo,

como me trastorna tu immenso poder,

a veces se me hace deficil comprender tu apego hacia mi persona,

gracia por haberme conocido de mucho tiempo asi atras,

se que me tienes en mira,

permiteme alabarte y elogiarte tu grandeza,

gracia por tu actos benevulos y para con mi querida,

 Siento una atracción física, espiritual y magnética hacia ella,

 y a veces un marco de congelada en una mirada,

 Sé que hay cosas más importantes en juego y eso me mantiene estable,

 y con expectativas convincentes,

Si Dios Todopoderoso actúa, me siento completamente bendecido. 

 se me reboza el alma y me pierdo en pensamientos una vez y mas...

mi inquietud me saquea,

y se que tengo algo especial que me rodea,

fuerzas especiales me abrigan como si fuesen mi propia piel...

a quien y que debo temer ? 

 Querida/querido no puedo pedir perdón,

Escribo pensamientos hermosos para gente hermosa, y no lo digo con desdén, porque el amor verdadero es implacable (sin excusas). 

 No busca validación, y en el poder más alto está el cordero del sacrificio...

 la pureza de amor !

  Great are your qualities, my beloved,

 a riot of emotions and a love like never before felt,

my rest and my awakening contain a superlative guide,

 how your immense power overwhelms me,

 sometimes it is difficult for me to understand your attachment towards me,

thank you for having known me so long ago,

 I know you have me in mind,

 allow me to praise you and commend your greatness,

 thank you for your kind deeds and for my dearest one,

  I feel a physical, spiritual and magnetic attraction towards her,

 and at times a freeze-frame from a stare,

 I know greater things are at work and that keeps me stable,

 and with convincing expectations, 

 if Almighty God at work I feel completely blessed, 

My soul overflows and I lose myself in thoughts once and again... 

my restlessness plagues me, 

and I know that I have something special besieging me, 

Special forces shelter me like my own skin...

Who and what should I fear?

my dear I can't ask forgiveness,

I write beautiful thoughts for beautiful people,

and don't mean that in a dismissive order, 

because true love is unforgiving (unexcused),

it doesn't seek validation, and at the highest power is the sacrificial lamb...

the purest love !

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

8/5/25 6:53 AM

   

 

 

Love notes of feelings so innate

 

Love is the most powerful elixir, the greatest of tonics, the most prescribe remedy, an ancient-alien formula, nothing like it in absentia, nothing like it when administered in the right doses.

 

It is the perfect gift found deep remote in the vastness of the soul and beyond. Ask me if I know such thing ? and I will say this...only in concept. 

 

Understanding the expression is my life greatest drive. One day I shall be filled in true holiness, in love with the emptiness that has shadowed me, and the expression as my companion for the souls duration.

Only for you !

The greatest expression of Love, is giving it all back to it's rightful owner. 

It is unselfish, loyal, faithful, superlative, Divine and beyond. 

 It is patient because eternity shadows side-by-side, it is in firm relationship with the vastness of enigmatic strangeness we so dearly hold. 

Perfectly binding as the ultimate expression, the few get to truly experience.

 Ancient like infinity  itself, sweet and all embracing, soul searching as it makes the calls, the choicest subject trapped in its web...love-joy and jubilee, flowers beds rest.

Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH) to time and time indefinite !

lost date

 

2024  

* Special guest

Rafael G Gonzalez

Yellow rose

 waiting the exchange of the guard

In the moon garden there are flowers that bloom in the evening or late at night to early morning, so day or night there is this spectacular exchange for the curious at heart.  

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Inform (me) love is in the air Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

 

 It is the medicine every soul seeks,

An ancient remedy (formula) that soothes all aches,

condition's, illness, heart-troubles, and restores the imbalance, a soul 

under the greatest assault, 

It is a superlative design...I far from it,

remote where resides, present at all moments,

We seek it with all eagerness of heart, misplacing the enigmatic  

fellowship where incubated, causing so much commotion,

It weighs us down in thoughts, feelings that race like meteors in chase,

implants at fine-tuned frequencies,

it searches those energies and low-level vibrations to draft back into it's superlative acts

what are rightfully it's own,

If one was to query all this ? 

At a grand scale...all the intellectuals...all the thinkers...all the gifted in field of reasoning, what are your findings ?

what are your logical explanation, if there be any in that field ?

we may be granted access if we pause in the allotted time/space gained and return it, if that be the call ! it is inevitable in that time constraints...the wise who seek it becomes the chase, and that is sublime.

Almighty God (YHWH) at work

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

2/10/25 2:07 PM

 

 

Bleeding Heart flower (symbol of forgiveness) I am in debt to you *--* always love

 

Because you are so special every event must be met with something of the same substance,

next time we meet something special will happen, and the mending be a blessing and good will

gesture that we didn't ever gave up and stayed on mission...love forever and this holds still. 

keep the fire burning, fear is not an ally to the brave.

Fields of remembrance (Revised)

 There are but a few things that can replace those feelings charged, with so 

 many fine thoughts, it's like being part of the scheme itself...superlative. 

To engage the true essences and memories that invoke passion in all it's altruistic display

we rekindle the fields to filled our personal needs. 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on

7/21/25 7:10 AM

Special guest II (Revised) Becuz she is that special to (me)

 

One can refer to this as a superlative song ! 

Pipe-lines-of-life Clic here !

Eternity-in-love *--* Clic here !

Expand this vessel *--*  Clic here !

 

I have missed her like a fleeting spring breeze of many seasons,

Her absences has become a memorial stamped in my soul,

I'm under the good impression that these forces will merge if there be a Divine will,

A call is heard and it's not your average day-break,

in places I have not known a hang-over of moments (Experiences) pass replace the void I eagerly embrace to often,

what stands against these verses have never expand the superlativeness/excellence's of a quality so Divine,

yes, in life's journeys...truth, loyalty, and love are the sojourner's in the invisible presences it can no longer deny,

If I seek a comforter its a hollow void, and in these thoughts that emanate from the profound deep....certainly are my guide,

I must continue pressing forward until one totally consumes me, (the hollow void or her presence),

as touching as it may seem, not so touching the absence, presences and all encompassing, that is God's slave girl that we hold so dear,

Our hearts are an open portal for your access, only a few in a selection and you one of them,

 Until my heart gives up it's beats/rhythm...I shall praise God's (YHWH) finest of expressions, that reside and dwell deeply woven in the pipe-lines of life,

She lights up the house of God like a lamp stand, and her smile a thousand color spectrum and millenniums of love joy,

From what stockpile of those energies you released her, and after the fine-tuning what draft orders are in place ? Please answer (me) this ?

Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH)...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship the Holiest-of-Holiest !

 

La he extrañado como una brisa primaveral fugaz de muchas estaciones,

Su ausencias se han convertido en un memorial estampado en mi alma,

Tengo la buena impresión de que estas fuerzas se fusionarán si hay una voluntad Divina,

Se escucha un llamado y no es un amanecer común,

en lugares que no he conocido, una resaca de momentos (experiencias) pasado reemplazan el vacío que abrazo con entusiasmo y con demasiada frecuencia,

lo que se opone a estos versos nunca han expandido la superlatividad/excelencias de una cualidad tan Divina,

sí, en los viajes de la vida... la verdad, la lealtad y el amor son los peregrinos en las presencias invisibles que ya no se puede negar,

Si busco un consolador es un vacío hueco, y en estos pensamientos que emanan de lo profundo... ciertamente son mi guía,

Debo seguir presionando hacia adelante hasta que uno me consuma por completo, (el vacío hueco o su presencia),

por conmovedor que parezca, no tan conmovedor la ausencia, las presencias y todo lo abarcante, que es la esclava de Dios que tanto apreciamos,

Hasta que mi corazón abandone sus latidos/ritmo... alabaré las más finas expresiones de Dios (YHWH), que residen y moran profundamente entretejidas en las tuberías de la vida,

Ella ilumina la casa de Dios como un candelabro divino, y su sonrisa es un espectro de mil colores y milenios de amor y alegría,

¿De qué reservas de esas energías la liberaste y, después del ajuste-fino,qué órdenes preliminares están en vigor? Por favor respóndeme esto ?

Rafael G Gonzalez

Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)... ¡simplemente alábenlo!

¡Por favor, permíteme adorar al Santo...Santísimo!

*YHWH (Slave girl) 

Dec.2024

 

 

 

Take (me) home *--* vamonos :} gracia bebe por todo

 

Jah, the Almighty and Divine...keeps the pot broiling in my soul,

in mid-nite presence he searches for my person and we find each other

through an encounter so natural to us,

Jah, is my love-joy and it's nothing to be alarmed about...but cherish moments

to embrace his wholesome attachments,

so my thoughts race evermore and with greater eagerness as his eternal presence 

makes the connection like fusion of superlative energies merge into a stockpile,

I'm just a rogue (a rough man) lacking in all accounts,

Why do you seek (me) so boldly ?

When was it you became indebted to (me) ?

in all submission and humbleness carry out your Divine schemes, and your slave child be in expectations throughout life's duration,

My love is not by chance and you have query it in the finest of search,

take (me) home...there you, will have the best of the hearts desire,

a place where we can engage in the intimate convocations and spirits merge, come together in endless continuity,

lost as usual in brain storm, but seeking the light is my greatest want.

Praise and laud be my Divine being...

*special guest (YHWH)

Rafael G Gonzalez

Another lost date ?

 

Altruistically Divinely crafted for the eyes but meant for the soul *--* (Revised) Yes my love ; }

                                                 Truly Yours

on the same harmonious note,

on the same symbiotic exchange,

She is altruistically Divinely crafted for the eyes but meant for the soul *--* 

You are special to me,

special to Almighty God (YHWH)

and to those who labored to bring you forth,

also time is a useful tool and we shall have it all 

for ourselves for eternity.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

I don't have date created (Lost)

Published on

9/30/25 10:35 PM

 

Because from Dee first sight your very special *--*

In memory and faith, loyal love and a spirit of sacrifice you mean that much to me.

Pure Love (unforgiven) *--* to dee most wonderful young lady

                                        Calla Lilies

 True love at it's altruistic purest form it does not forgive,

it has no reason or finds reason's on any basis,

since it's the ultimate expressions operating to the highest power and it embraces all,

it forgives anything under that side-steps pure Divinity,

it can't excuse itself because what emanates from it is 

pure light, 

it's eternal and as human being's we are so far from it as heavens is to earth,

I make you a challenge my dear,

let's be unforgiving to each other ?

 I can't say no more ! 

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 Published on

8/6/25 10:00 AM

 

 

 

Love shakes (me) "not any more" (Thank you)

      I can't see why you flee (Shake me)...when my love is on a prayer

 

       In the sweetest of thought, I value you that much ! and respect you just as well ! I hope one day you can see it for what it's worth and it's true value.  

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

6/7/25 3:31 PM

 

Eternity in love it never felt so honored (Dee *--* Beautiful)

Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk, For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8

Love is a Divine attribute, we as human beings can’t even come close in defining it...

 

embracing it... manifesting it... expressing it...

 

every effort we make of it, only causes greater commotion of how it finds 

 

traction in our lives.

 

I live for a time not to far in distance, where love resides at it’s highest peak in expression,

 

there I find my beloved nested in sublime charm.

 

Superlative like Divinity itself, of purest expression...no mortal can ever attain , 

 

but emulate in benevolence and eternity in love,

 

seeking immortality,

 

seeking the expression,

 

seeking the one I love.

 

 Special guest *--*

Published on

10/3/24 1:22 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

How uplifting you are, how wonderful are your thoughts ? What a fine companion U make (LOVE)

       

                       There are things reserved  for     

                                 special occasions

                           and you are one of them.

Jehovah's Rare Gems

 I so such desire to make your grace a permanent fixture in my space,

from this I draw abundance of gratitude,

a kaleidoscope of finest gifts to praise and showcase,

expressions of rarest collections a Divine being released,

to capture those moments in pauses,

but I love you best,

and under those impressions I have sworn in vows and oath to keep,

a rare collection.

Published on

10/13/25 5:53 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

U forgot this one (Never) Love U :} Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

                                                          definitely yours

At work *--* love (undeserving -kindness)

Image By Aregsati

Jehovah Almighty and Divine, 

Praise be your magnificent name to time indefinite, 

your acts of undeserved-kindness surely are to be prized,

and your to good too be true,

and I don't mean that in a dismissive way (Never),

you turn my feelings (me) upside down.

down to the highest,

I must have you in a everlasting embrace to never release,

your servant king David the son of Jesse, we shall meet in paradise,

two servants seek your heart,

make room my dear for that encounter...

I the lessor of the two submit and give chase in all power bestowed, 

grant (me) access to your sublime kindness for in the womb,

I was weaved to perfection, but sin became my curse,

I yearn to correct that misalignment to the highest power,

and become the son you my dear (YHWH) so much love,

from the little I can recall and from the vastness you hold,

those memories be melodies to the charitable father (creator) I so much 

find delight,

all and this, through a servant girl is the greatest gift, which I fall to my face 

and praise and praise....

here today...tomorrow paradise, You see it all to clear !  

 

Published on

9/9/25 2:18 PM The 9th son

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Welcome Reign (Revised) Oats *--* Vows our choice

 

 May your millennial reign be the beginning of greater things not yet in script form of men,

make the universe a place fitting for loyal subjects to colonize,

and may the son's of the Almighty God (YHWH) be equal to the celestial army and starry heavens, 

in your name shall bow all inspiration, and in glory declare the splendor of the finest craft,

cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsion and misfits as it contemplate the total collapse of a failed rebellion,

the qualities of your Divine person are all to embracing and I feel very small uttering words of praise, please allow (me) to worship,

what is require of (me) and I make you my eternal crush and God ? please answer (me) this ?

in my short term life span I have made you my choice, in the long run (eternal abode) devise a plan so we never depart, we have come this far and my hearts desire...your eternal presence,  *--*

as this system draws to a close and the foundations of every corner stone removed, make your spiritual temple a permanent historical sight for times duration,

keep your eyes on the prize, Almighty and Divine...and may your vibrational drive seek out what is rightfully missing from the stock pile it once released. *--*

Special guest II Clic here !

Victory-song-we-shall-overcome  Clic here !

 Please allow (me) to praise, laud and sanctify the Holiest-of-Holiest... hallelujah to the most high God (YHWH)
 

Published on

6/28/25 5:22 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

  

 

Jehovah made every thing outstanding, you being that special *--*

                                         Asi de bella te hizo Jehovah :}

Whirlwind awakens

 

LOVE TO LOVE YOU...ALWAYS AND FOREVER,

NO BOUNDARIES CAN DEFINE,

NO SPACE TO SET LIMITS,

FREE LIKE THE WHIRLWIND

I SEEK THE COMFORT OF YOUR

EMBRACE, THE FIRE THAT RAGES

WITHIN,

BENEVOLENT HOST RAPTURES THE AIR.

THE FINEST THEATRICS AWAKENS CREATIVE POWERS BEYOND MEANS. 

Published on

10/9/25 4:17 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

On The Wings Of Love - Jeffrey Osborne (Lyrics) 🎵

 

Heavy Octane :) I be back

 

At least let's make-up for the lost time ; >}

    Yes, dear but I missed 

       you so much ! :}

Stephanie Mills "Never Knew Love Like This Before"

 

It's a long ride, but tolerance is power :}

 

A true Rose (Gem) Thanks it's Dee reason I luv you (greatest)

                                                        a true rose (Gem)

I shall live among the forest trees, and in the forest might's.
I shall live among the desert's cold, and the desert's heat.

I will reside in open plains or in close range, in majestic gardens, or in furnished mountains,
I will stand my grounds and humbly display my strength.
In red, pink, white, and in thorns I'm arrayed to me nothing goes unnoticed, and why not? blossom away.
Fear not my thorns for every thing gentle also carries great might, and my creator is an example of that.
My greatest reward comes when given to someone who waters me and understands how hard it is,when not loved.
The seasons come and they go each complimenting one another, but I'm the lonely subject to my
environment. Being me is my toughest trial and remaining is my biggest accomplishment.

Rare-gems/true find Clic here
 

Published on

3/28/17 5:47 PM

 

BY: Raphael G

Perfect five (it's in the works : >}

 The perfect five : (me) you, Jehovah (YHWH) Jesus and the Holy Spirit in a union

that can't be undone in everlasting embrace. In a covenant I seek that power of Divine love.

Let us laugh :} sorry for the software issue

 

Relaxing Guzheng 🌙Xiao·Guqin·Flute for Relaxation & InnerPeace🎵

 

Signature Of God (YHWH) ? II

Does our DNA carry the signature of Almighty God (YHWH ) Jehovah ?

and does our DNA contain specific/isolated instruction at that microscopic level of what that master design and engineer desires to carry out order ?

who are you to have access to such  high knowledge ? who has granted you the slightest gain to even invoke the question ? 

So go ahead ask (me)...and I will say this I have lived in the memory of Almighty God Yahweh for thousands of years ? and that will continue in a everlasting embrace ! 

I the less of all can only fall to my knees and praise and praise...

Jeremiah 1:5...Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,

And before you were born I sanctified you.I made you a prophet to the nations.

Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.

Psalm 139:16  

Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.

Isaiah 49:5 
And now the Lord says, he who formed me from the womb to be his servant, to bring Jacob back to him; and that Israel might be gathered to him— for I am honored in the eyes of the Lord, and my God has become my strength—

Isaiah 49:1 

Listen to me, O coast-lands, and give attention, you peoples from afar. The Lord called me from the womb, from the body of my mother he named my name.

Psalm 139:1-24  

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. ...

Galatians 1:15  

But when he who had set me apart before I was born, and who called me by his grace,

Psalm 139:15-16 

My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.

 

 Isaiah 44:26–45:7

 The One saying of Cyrus, ‘He is my shepherd, And he will completely carry out all my will’ 

* As for me I'm wonderfully made and there is nothing missing, I'm his love joy from the beginning without ends.

And I will say this praise, laud, and sanctify him while you can !

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 Published on

3/1/24 10:58 AM

A warrior's journey * (Revised)

Galatians 5:16

 

But I say, Keep walking by spirit and you will carry out no fleshly desire at all.

In bondage I was call and released from the shackles that so much embraced me,

Almighty God (YHWH) and his Divine love searched and found in me the subject for favor. The blessings are all to obvious to me, a mother of great faith was called and she awaits the promise. I in turn have found great mercy and undeserved kindness, I shall not overstep that. Please allow me to honor the call that which we so much regard. For spiritual warfare inside or out I am suited for theocratic order and eager to finish the mission before me.

Almighty and Divine continue to nourish the spark and make of me an instrument of your choice, let me honor you and not men.

ask me what is my religion ? I will say this, Love...peace and tolerance. Ask me what is my faith ? I will say this, an unbreakable bond between me and a supreme being, which I know exist and experience its manifestations in the many periods of my life's duration. He is all powerful, very visible through his creative process, I'm drawn to him for the same reason he is drawn to me. How do I worship ? In spirit and in truth.

Ask me how I found the light ? I will say this, by tracing back the foundations and man's quest for the greater revelation. Am I in ignorance may that never be the case, to emulate the father creator, I have disowned myself and seek an audience with the perfect being, that is the light, infinite knowledge, compassion, mercy and a true warrior for righteousness and justice. He is equal to all, impartial to all, none and ever will compare to the one and only. In my relentless search for the ultimate GOD, I can honestly say creation speaks in silence !

 

Should I say anymore ?

I'm constantly forced to ask within, how can we/I ever truly be a spiritual person...when our bodies (temple) of the soul, is saturated with negative energies causing so many anomalies, that interfere with that growth ? If I serve out the allotted time, certainly it is a gauntlet well fought' yet I wasn't the whole person I was meant to be !!! This drama that unfolds inside of me, to a point drives the affliction, challenges that become the actuating force in an inquisitive process... Of why my innocence's and the crushing expectations.

  If I’m weak in flesh and yet chosen, ordain to do the powerful work’s of the spirit, then the spirit bears my weakness in the flesh. And if the spirit contends with my weakness I have become powerful. If the spirit actuates my life force, then I have overcome my greatest adversary (weakness of the flesh). For it has become my strong-hold (counter-productive), in my contemptible state.

So being weak in flesh, and contemptible...the spirit takes pleasure that I have fought a great battle in my extremities. Left for dead...died many times, yet powerful to on-looker’s, humble in understanding.

Internalized by my conflict, and much aware of how its utilized, weaponize 

against me, here again is my helper. The power over the spirit working it’s ancient secret formula. The flesh and weakness have become silent in their activities as the faith bears all, supports it all...that we have overcome and never left behind.

So what is asked of us ? We don’t indulge in flesh or weakness, yet there ever present ! Does the helper take pleasure in our lowest point ? See for yourself, if He adopted us in our lowest point, certainly his goal would be to make us greater in our highest ! Men/Woman of little faith, how many times can a heart break, and how many times can it mend ? If He can see through all our shortsightedness, why can’t we ?

 

Internal-conflicts Clic here !

 

* YHWH

By : Raphael G
01/06/17

Power struggle (Creation the greatest provision of Love)

 

 From the day we first open our eyes into a new world from the time capsule, insulated by means beyond the human comprehension, life is in full swing of surprises

and tripwire. We all have to make the upstream run if we are to experience life's real challenges.

As the experiences expand there are countless roads to entice what little as gained.

What little as gained to broaden the experience and in which way life is heading. There are no markers on the road to travel or guides-lines to follow. Even the well learned takes the same path, but with a different stroke. "The poor and the rich have embark on a race they will both greet at the end" that is life.

The wise makes use of the many twist and turns and engage the platform revealed before them, and the wise choice is also loaded with the unforeseen. A power at play in which the average has little insight and gainful knowledge to offset the power at play and under-minding the whole manifestation.

From the opening of the physical eyes to the closing of that awakening, what has life revealed ? What meaning can we bring forth as we carry on as subjects to an indiscriminate power struggle to which we're gullible and unaware to it's methods, way above the average. 

But many through a selection feel a call and it's life changing, it becomes part of what I term "The struggle" and through that struggle, life takes on a whole new meaning if we stay the course. I'm not going to outline that course...but please continue to read and be filled with the spiritual person we're all meant to be. 

There is a time when a simple mind out growths it's simpleness and embrace the complexities, but with a limit success,

There is a time a complex mind expand and embrace the greater complexities and access granted, to the highest power it has no limit, yet to embrace that model it doesn't fit all.

And when I say simple it doesn't mean to continue building houses out of straws, but to encompass a higher call that which those gifts are made manifest to the general simplicity. 

in the order of endowment experiences are essential (simply or complex), but the gift innate crafted as a take order that can't be dismissed. So the call is through a selection and not disregard for the call.

I hope one gets the point ! 

Please allow (me) to praise worship and honor the Holiest-of-Holiest ! 

 *special guest

Published on

9/3/25 9:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Lord set me free * (Revised) Always special guest

 

If I can't achieve it,

I exert him until he can set me free,

because I want to sing and ride like the wind,

destination free,

loyalty is the vestment, attire of the Almighty God, 

and this quality I shall attain as the gift of trials,

I shall seek and earn his loyal love, his heart mend in the vastness of memories,

His saintly person radiate, vibrate with extreme joy and in that excitement feel 

a total comfort, harmony of what is Divine,

Should I continue pressing the qualities of your person ? In my lowest point which is the deeps, a call is heard of that wonderful, awesome jubilee we share.

I wish to have known your works earlier to color ink those moments in pause,

take (me) home a place where we are suited for each other, in the cradle of paradise, in the clouds of invisible host, draft (me) into that stock pile of purest energy...but do as you wish, a Divine will be at work this much I'm well aware.

Praise and laud the Almighty God, that of Abraham, Moses, Jacob and the rest of faithful.

 Señor libérame

 Si no lo puedo lograr,

lo ejercito hasta que pueda liberarme,

porque quiero cantar y cabalgar como el viento,

destino libre,

la lealtad es la vestidura, el atavío del Dios Todopoderoso,

y esta cualidad la alcanzaré como el don de las pruebas,

buscaré y ganaré su amor leal, su corazón se remendará en la inmensidad de los recuerdos,

su santa persona irradiará, vibrará con alegría extrema y en esa emoción sentiré

un consuelo total, armonía de lo Divino,

¿Deberia seguir presionando las cualidades de tu persona? En mi punto más bajo que es lo profundo, se escucha un llamado de ese maravilloso, asombroso jubileo que compartimos.

Me hubiese gustado conocer de antes tus obras, para dar color a esos momentos de pausa,

llévame a casa, a un lugar donde estemos hechos el uno para el otro, en la cuna del paraíso, en las nubes de un ejército invisible, llévame a ese depósito de energía más pura... pero haz lo que quieras, un Divino estará trabajando, de eso estoy muy consciente.

Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso, el de Abraham, Moisés, Jacob y el resto de los fieles.

*Invitado especial( YHWH)

*YHWH Special guest 

10/24

Rafael G Gonzalez

Almighty and Charitable (Revised) II

 

Holiest and Divine if I stumble at times it's certainly my misjudgment

of your charitable person,

my trust fading like the Holy mist after it's complete cycle,

 I have misplaced the order of your Divine arrangements, just to follow it in my last death strokes, 

In the regrettable abyss you grant the least of calls,

I need you, and in my vastness of passion I feel an inseparable connection no other 

 force can attain,

I have come to know your statues, 

 I'm well aware of your intimacy, your fellowship and attachments,

your stronghold will not release,

freeze frame our expressions and allow these to flow when ever moments in pause stumbles, there I have your attention and charity of your Divinity !

Bless be you to time indefinite,

 

 Santísimo y Divino espiritu  si a veces tropiezo, es sin duda por mi error de juicio

de tu persona caritativa,

mi confianza se desvanece como la niebla sagrada después de su ciclo completo,

he extraviado el orden de tus arreglos Divinos, solo para seguirlo en mis últimos golpes de muerte,

en el abismo lamentable concedes la menor de las llamadas,

te necesito, y en mi inmensidad de pasión siento una conexión inseparable que ninguna otra fuerza puede alcanzar,

he llegado a conocer tus estatus,

soy muy consciente de tu intimidad, tu compañerismo y tus apegos,

tu fortaleza no me liberará,

congela nuestras expresiones y permite que fluyan cuando cada momento de pausa tropiece, ¡ahí tengo tu atención y la caridad de tu Divinidad!

Bendito seas hasta el tiempo indefinido,

Rafael G Gonzalez

 12/05/24