In poetic notes and journeys I give you the audience real life experiences, for most. There is no second hand writing, the purpose is to share true life meaning and through that journey anything of gain. I'm freeing the unselfish person so that through an exchange I disown the self and embrace a new one everyday. "bridging the the gap" Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way ! Smoke signals, talking wire, or the fluency of a writer's pen ?
Saturday, October 18, 2025
Chinese Zen Music馃崈Guzheng,Erhu & Flute for relaxation & stress relief

Tan linda que tu eres mi vida : >)

Honey, How I lOOks' Just lovely querida, Don't change a thing *--* :}

At least let's make-up for the lost time ; >}

Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

Stephanie Mills - Whatcha Gonna Do With My Lovin' (keep it)

Rare Gems
I so such desire to make your grace a permanent fixture in my space,
from this I draw abundance of gratitude,
a kaleidoscope of finest gifts to praise and showcase,
expressions of rarest collections a Divine being released,
to capture those moments in pauses,
but I love you best,
and under those impressions I have sworn in vows and oath to keep,
a rare collection.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Divine Love (portal of Access)
Keep romancing the idea, and it grows Louder and Louder by the moments,

Aurra - Are You Single (not anymore Dee is playing for keeps :}

Be Safe..love you all
Where ever you happened to be angel's guard your safe keeping
I send words of love and actions...poetry in motion.
I'm with you all the way

Yellow rose
waiting the exchange of the guard
In the moon garden there are flowers that bloom in the evening or late at night to early morning, so day or night there is this spectacular exchange for the curious at heart.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Thank you, to the highest *--* Love x10
Star-bright-and-beyond Clic here !
Dreaming-into-reality Clic here !
The-last-call Clic here !
Your far to beautiful and the average know you not,
Your presences is very demanding on (me),
and every piece of poetic notes, convey spiritual connotations,
I take delight in revealing a master-piece at it’s early stages of a grand scheme,
in the moments of those stares you pierce my soul once to often,
make Almighty God (YHWH) your strong-hold and release him not,
you and him go very well together and that is our call.
Rafael G Gonzalez

The Limit - Destiny (1985)

Friday, October 17, 2025
Nocturnal Flower Garden (Lovely scene)

" Te quiero "
"Te quiero" no puede expresarse adecuadamente lo que siento por tus actos
superlativos,
ni lo es sencillamente sentir esas expresiones agradables,
mas bien hay que saboriar y asimilar esos actos con la misma sustancia,
El superar el bien es lo mas tocante para un ser humano que busca unir los bienes,
y cuando esos bienes se unen a medio camino la expresiones ya no son las mismas sino
actos superlativos.

Lost for words, thought N inspiration (help me Dee :})

Awake N Sound Love x10 (Searching the house of God (YHWH)
To be awake entails soundness of mind,
to be balanced in all aspect of daily exchange require fine tuning,
in turn a person of exceptional gift's is constantly going through re-evaluation...like a renewal to remain focus and pliable,
by accurate knowledge we contend with the countless hacks undermining those vibrational pulls,
to be awake and sound, exceptional and gifted, through the operational of the Holiest-of-Holiest we remain fixed on the prize,
very little room for stumbling and if we error the power over weakness contends the Holy spirit,
in the order of weakness and power there is never a short-slightness. and the helper is always at the scene ascertaining absolute control and undeserved kindness,
So what should I say ? "keep your eye's on the prize and stay on mission" !
A time to shine befalls all, but not in the same order.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Just Praise Him (YHWH) thank you love
I began to reason beyond the average understanding and above that insight, there stood this revelation,
who among the living can issue creeds, commands, laws, rules that you must follow ?
Who among the least or highest is worthy of your favor ?
what power structure can wrestle away your stronghold on me ?
mere human will stumble like a fly chasing the light, but those you grant access are like fine dressing for a fields gathering,
Divine poetic notes rehearse and take hold of (me) I can't express it's pure message...it over takes my person,
if one was to pry back into my life's experiences which is full of surprises and events not for the average, one can see very clearly a benevolent, merciful host... a love that transcends that scope of limited reasoning,
life has been merely flattering, yet I pick-up were I left off and the pieces along with it,
At times I feel drained and lifeless, and at times like a super charged particle, that is the lot that which seeks (me) like a haunt and a journey of endless roads,
now being fully aware of my Divine host undeserving kindness, his purpose and those chapters which I eagerly seek to fill in my host dairy,
the opposition has not lost a breath in striping away "The Call" and I reason the better fights are yet to come,
yes, the opposition has conspired in more ways then one, and my inheritance (Promise) is the endgame,
while there is still this contemptible substance in form of energy that fills my organs with fuel beyond compare, and until my Divine host makes the moves, I shall surface for a little breathing room in life affairs to finish that wonderful "call",
I can't see it any other way, a master-craft, a Spirit at work, a Sovereign King, a power structure beyond compare seeks what is rightfully his own property,
Oh mighty...Almighty and Divine grant (me) the staying power and love affair, never detach or uncouple, release in marginal errors.
Please allow (me) worship, praise, sanctify your saintly person (YHWH)...
Rafael G Gonzalez

fuerzas especiales me abrigan/special forces shelter me
Grande son tus qualidades mi ser querido,
un disturbio de emociones y un amor como nunca sentido,
mi descanzo y mi levantar contiene un guia superlativo,
como me trastorna tu immenso poder,
a veces se me hace deficil comprender tu apego hacia mi persona,
gracia por haberme conocido de mucho tiempo asi atras,
se que me tienes en mira,
permiteme alabarte y elogiarte tu grandeza,
gracia por tu actos benevulos y para con mi querida,
Siento una atracci贸n f铆sica, espiritual y magn茅tica hacia ella,
y a veces un marco de congelada en una mirada,
S茅 que hay cosas m谩s importantes en juego y eso me mantiene estable,
y con expectativas convincentes,
Si Dios Todopoderoso act煤a, me siento completamente bendecido.
se me reboza el alma y me pierdo en pensamientos una vez y mas...
mi inquietud me saquea,
y se que tengo algo especial que me rodea,
fuerzas especiales me abrigan como si fuesen mi propia piel...
a quien y que debo temer ?
Querida/querido no puedo pedir perd贸n,
Escribo pensamientos hermosos para gente hermosa, y no lo digo con desd茅n, porque el amor verdadero es implacable (sin excusas).
No busca validaci贸n, y en el poder m谩s alto est谩 el cordero del sacrificio...
la pureza de amor !
Great are your qualities, my beloved,
a riot of emotions and a love like never before felt,
my rest and my awakening contain a superlative guide,
how your immense power overwhelms me,
sometimes it is difficult for me to understand your attachment towards me,
thank you for having known me so long ago,
I know you have me in mind,
allow me to praise you and commend your greatness,
thank you for your kind deeds and for my dearest one,
I feel a physical, spiritual and magnetic attraction towards her,
and at times a freeze-frame from a stare,
I know greater things are at work and that keeps me stable,
and with convincing expectations,
if Almighty God at work I feel completely blessed,
My soul overflows and I lose myself in thoughts once and again...
my restlessness plagues me,
and I know that I have something special besieging me,
Special forces shelter me like my own skin...
Who and what should I fear?
my dear I can't ask forgiveness,
I write beautiful thoughts for beautiful people,
and don't mean that in a dismissive order,
because true love is unforgiving (unexcused),
it doesn't seek validation, and at the highest power is the sacrificial lamb...
the purest love !
Rafael G Gonzalez

My greatest love (should we* say anymore )
Comes from the power of Love, and this quality reflects the finest from above
and with this I shower her in life's duration,
She is special order to (me)...
Almighty God* at work some will never see it, some already have.
4-godly-attributes Clic here

By all Means (Stay on course) Thanks
Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,
happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,
life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),
we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned,
to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,
in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,
in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,
it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,
with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will !
Yes, and by Divine and meaningful outlook I stay on course, that which summons (me) and a yearns to connect and expand in more ways meaningful then the last,
I am aware of my call just like any-other spiritual person, and under that endowment a separation is at work...so if we can "stay the course" you be helping us in achieving those means, and that is a blessed compliment.
Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....
Transformation-of-dying-thought Clic here
Rafael G Gonzalez

Music & Rain Sounds - Beautiful Piano Music, Background Music, Sleep Music • You & Me

Dynasty - I've Just Begun To Love You

Narada Michael Walden - I Shoulda Loved Ya

High Fashion - Hold On (Dj ''S'' Rework)

Altruistically Divinely crafted for the eyes but meant for the soul *--* (Revised) Love
Truly Yours
on the same harmonious note,
on the same symbiotic exchange,
She is altruistically Divinely crafted for the eyes but meant for the soul *--*
You are special to me,
special to Almighty God (YHWH)
and to those who labored to bring you forth,
also time is a useful tool and we shall have it all
for ourselves for eternity.
Rafael G Gonzalez
I don't have date created (Lost)

I know what you're thinking :} Yes, I gave up on that Bird (Road-Runner)

Tony Pacino - Love Me More (Love this song) thank you

What is the wall, the barrier, the broken bridge ? Read it again,please !
Do you see a wall ?
Do you see a barrier ?
Do you see broken bridge ?
If one can see all of these obstacles you are very bright !
Life and living is about forgiveness, without this superlative quality it's almost impossible to live,
To heal while re-learning the state of injury is the most profitable outcome to undertake,
To live and forgive is about embracing a higher standard of conscience, and that awareness is
what makes a person complete/whole as a suitable vessel and expandable, pliable for the greater things to come,
it is in the fabric of his Holy person to the mend the broken pieces,
and I have fallen apart to many times...(YHWH) see it all to well,
please forgive (me) as I re-learn the basics !
9/14/25 7:20 PM
God(YHWH)has healed

Greatly missed (your *--* the lamp stand) and I truly appreciate you person :}

Deep-Freeze (unfreeze my love) start Dee melt down :} 10.07.25
In the presence of true love Almighty God (YHWH) light shine greatest
Un tributo a la paciencia Clic here

Thursday, October 16, 2025
馃幑 Serene Piano Melodies, Birds Chirping, and Rain - A Journey to Calm and Clarity 馃導️馃崈馃尫

Te quiero mucho nena...y que el mundo lo sepa :} Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

Thanks for your support surely a fine gift I have in you !

DONNA SUMMER | This Time I Know It's for Real | Lyrics

Melba Moore - Mind Up Tonight (mind made up long ago ! #1

Special to me - Rest up sweetie *--* Love to the highest power
Well deep inside their resides a bright light,
find it, harness it, and channel it,
those gift's aren't there just by accident or chance,
Love you to the highest power.

star-bright and beyond *--* she is that special to (Me) U rise precious !
Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way !
In a stare down we exchange soul's,
She is enigmatic as day is to the night, as night is to day break,
I wish to be left alone...for a moments pause.

Because from Dee first sight your very special *--*

foxy rose

Quincy Jones f/ James Ingram - One Hundred Ways (1981) (no...no 1 million ways) ;}

PATRICE RUSHEN - HAVEN'T YOU HEARD (Didn't U hear I was doing Dee same :}

White/yellow roses (much Love ) Always Daniel 9:23 you are very precious *--* 10/22/24
Yellow in memory of my loyalty and white the purity of faith and eternal love,
in paradise the chase is never ending.
The evergreens of everlasting attachments, and the thorns a delicate balance that choreographs the burning flame,
fragile as it may seem, the power it holds and the lasting impressions to the givers want,
a child of countless spring seasons, for generations to come and eternity to follow,
She awakens my dormant cells and cause a big bang in the deepest of heart, the expansion of that burst...a super Nova of explosive thoughts.
In God (YHWH) Almighty I trust that this affirmative actions of his own Divine will pull us together as energies aggregate in a massive collection and create that incredible spark.
Your absences a living memory, your silence my longest yearn, hear (me) you dream-weaver and Host-of-Host, are you not behind this cause ? My soul is restless in knowing you better, in this perpetual feelings fill our intrigues !
Rafael G Gonzalez
10/22/24

Aurra - Baby Love*--*

What a wonderful day it be, when you rise *--* shine

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Under task

Chinese Zen Music: Bamboo flute, Erhu & Guzheng | Soothing Music

Nature Relaxing Piano Music with Bird Sounds | No Ads | Study, Focus, and Relaxation Music

Cheryl Lynn - Got To Be Real "But I'm sweet heart" :} Like flesh N Bones N pure energy

Whirlwind awakens
NO BOUNDARIES CAN DEFINE,
NO SPACE TO SET LIMITS,
FREE LIKE THE WHIRLWIND
I SEEK THE COMFORT OF YOUR
EMBRACE, THE FIRE THAT RAGES
WITHIN,
BENEVOLENT HOST RAPTURES THE AIR.
THE FINEST THEATRICS AWAKENS CREATIVE POWERS BEYOND MEANS.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Phyllis Hyman...You Know How To Love Me

Catch me after rush hours, let me finish this run :}

On The Wings Of Love - Jeffrey Osborne (Lyrics) 馃幍

Tuesday, October 14, 2025
Nesting or resting it beats the days hustle :} midnite express

Perfect five
The perfect five : (me) you, Jehovah (YHWH) Jesus and the Holy Spirit in a union
that can't be undone in everlasting embrace. In a covenant I seek that power of Divine love.

Eternity in love it never felt so honored (Dee *--* Beautiful)
Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk, For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8

Monday, October 13, 2025
Tasting Paradise

Eternal Piano Symphony – Peaceful Piano & Rain Sounds for Relaxation, Sleep & Focus 馃幑馃導

Sunday, October 12, 2025
Let us laugh :}

If I boast ! (Revised) thanks for searching my fathers library
https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2023/08/access-granted.html

The Conscience (Global Conscience)
"My only friend, counselor, and second in command,
the only voice that speaks to me on a regular basis with zero bias, I never feel alone with its presence. The conscience yearns and suffers with those of conscientiousness, as for those absent of conscience, their pain is suffering the limitations of their exploits.
The black clouds...eternal stain, the bottomless contrived, the ever present weaver of mischievousness, bridges that burn, souls that yearn, the stare that pierce the soul, the cries that molest my deep sleep, and the eternal alarm that never seems to flee."
If one is conscious, one is awake, alert, aware, one searches for something that fills voids. An individual seeks a treasure in the same matter, life saving knowledge is reserved for those yearning and sighing for greater revelation in their internal conflict. Yes the conscious is an internal conflict being carried out by your divine implants, our father loves his children, this self guiding exchange is ever present...why not seek it and stop the obstructions.
Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,
Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,
become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,
Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause,
shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,
herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,
Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.
I'm not your enemy Oh Almighty one' just merely a benefactor of your great benevolence, I ride the wind on behalf of your directions, I breathe this substance that energizes every cell in my contemptible state of folly and ignorance.Why would you hold such blindness to your stature? Allow me to serve out your time in the space allotment! Did you not received me with jubilee when I first cracked open the sacred chamber? Why do I perceive the Spirit in retrieval?
What has happened to my dreams of delight, where sons hold their father's hand and feel a sense of security! Were you not the master craftsman whom put words of meaning in my mouth? Shall we journey together or should I perish in the hands of tomb-robbers? and body snatchers! They plot against the Most Holiest day and night, my soul feels devastation from the twisted views, let me fight on your side Oh mighty warrior! Was I not the last out of a great crowd? and did you not plan my exit well? I was my mother's birthday gift, she was in a blissful joy in labor pains...you have rewarded her well.
Are you not the one referenced in your own writings, with extended hands, making invitations and selections? Then allow me to fatten myself for a little while until the final call, in the banquet table!
Let the anointment and sacrifice take place as you so wish...but permit me to honor the Most High God and Holiest of Holiest.
Raphael G

Lost Cause *
Ask yourself this question ? When was the last time I spoke to someone or something ? And when you were about to let loose with free will and free expression, you shrunk in moving forward ! Because one reasoned that if I let go, It might herniate the little gains I have already made. When in reality you had anything. Searching for the ultimate expression or the lost cause...what was the intuitive guide ? What drove you to start and then stop, short of what could have been the moment of cutting loose. If today or tomorrow or yesterday we are haunted with the pass that never was, then whom would you blame ?
Well one can always put someone or something in front to sacrifice...and there are many more then willing. They seek a cause or the lost cause but never were part of it...so the cause never mind them. Only the brave can self-express, in the barrios...in the ghetto's...behind the prison walls...in the welfare lines, soup lines, living under bridges, frozen in time...looking for the hands outs other never saw with a heart of kind. Others became victims of a higher conspiracy dying in the fields with a shovel in their hands...willing partakers or lost in the cause of that ultimate expression, that haunts...haunts and haunts.
So I come to you, again probing the air waves and frequencies trying dial and tune-in of what maybe the consensus of a premature dying audience. Distracted by the trivial formulas of life...what is the opium, what is the grass, what is the spirit ! When was the last time a war ended ! When was the last time you expressed yourself freely ? Keeping seeking what is the hardest to find...eventually someone or something has to give in, I'm on the side of the lost cause, since its hardest to reveal and cut loose.
I'm not the brave... not yet, still looking and seeking the audience...maybe I find someone or something amongst the crowd. Maybe a brother or a sister coming up or down in the struggle, that I can knock off course in their gauntlet of excuses. When the manifestation was right in front of them...staring at the eyes, but they can't see with the physical eyes or spiritual eyes...even the conscience become numb.
Do we give up ? Do I give up ? May that never be the case ! A Puerto Rican has died...a PR is born, the final report, a humanitarian, a good Samaritan, a man of good conscience and activities, alongside those whom he choose to die with him. And he never gave up trying, combing the air waves and tuning in, the frequencies, vibes of his brethren, that was the lost cause...to his dying day he was satisfied.
We all died somehow, while other's start a new beginning, after all it drives the implants, virtues, making the unaware a suitable vessel that become the wheels of this chariot ! Yes the wheels keeping turning, the engines keeps running, and the lost cause keeping right behind chasing, braves in front or rear, haunting and haunting until someone or something can rise from ashes of this manifestation.
So here I come before you again asking, what has become of the moment ! Have we seized it or it has overcome us ? Can we be braves or half braves...or just turn away from truly being free to self-express, no matter the circumstance you're the ultimate expression, so go out and find it...and bring back to where should be... where it belongs.
*There was a time I would read and strut my experience to a large audience in "Nuyork Rican poets cafe" and other places. This poetic note has received a large followings, and pushed me through a number celebrities at one time. Thank you all for the interest and keep sharing and visiting.
02/08/17

Just the way you are...(be all that is you) I be there for you :}

Saturday, October 11, 2025
Un tributo a la paciencia (YHWH special order) *--* Love X10
La eternidad te abrasa y desea tu asociacion inquebrantable,
Star light and beyond Clic here
10/1/24 3:44 AM
