Pure Love (unforgiven) *--* that is correct :} Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

                                        Calla Lilies

 True love at it's altruistic purest form it does not forgive,

it has no reason or finds reason's on any basis,

since it's the ultimate expressions operating to the highest power and it embraces all,

it forgives anything under that side-steps pure Divinity,

it can't excuse itself because what emanates from it is 

pure light, 

it's eternal and as human being's we are so far from it as heavens is to earth,

I make you a challenge my dear,

let's be unforgiving to each other ?

 I can't say no more ! 

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 Published on

8/6/25 10:00 AM

 

 

 

Earth, Wind & Fire - Let's Groove (Lyrics) Philup Bailey is lead singer

 

Cheryl Lynn - Got To Be Real "But I'm sweet heart" :} Like flesh N Bones N pure energy

 

Aurra - Are You Single (not anymore Dee is playing for keeps :}

 

I know what you're thinking :} Yes, I gave up on that Bird (Road-Runner)

 

Catch me after rush hours, let me finish this run :}

 

Dynasty - I've Just Begun To Love You

 

Keeping the fire burning (Dee meltdown)

 

Something missing ? Your name :} in a collision of colorful spectrum of lights

 

                    Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

Holy mist/Rocio Santo (Superb song) 4 you only (May 3, 2023) it all started much earlier 10.7.25

 

 

Yes, one can refer to it as the superlative song ! With the help of Jehovah Almighty God

I had the insight to pen these wonderful verses. For a beautiful young lady I dearly hold, respect and love, and that is not an understatement

 

 

Rocio Santo

Que los frutos del espíritu, Divino Todopoderoso, hueste de huestes Jehová Dios...Se conviérta en el rocio de la mañana, que energizan tu estructura subatómica.

 

Que a lo largo del día esta sinergia se convierta en la nueva raíz de colaboración profunda de la síntesis devocional,

 

Que seas la preferida entre los aderezos de los campos,

 

Que su impulso vibratorio se convierta en una masa de puente que canalice las transmisiones subliminales entre usted y el hueste Divino,

 

Serán esos códigos, impresiones, intercambios y mensajes los que el común apreciará tanto,

 

Será la descendencia de tales, a semejanza...parterres de flores destinados al taburete de un rey glorioso

 

Que el vientre: y será el altar, taller en el que brota y se despliega toda inspiración.

 

Joven y precoz, pero muy desirable...in las rotaciones de la guardia, mantienes todo en reposo y gran congelo.

 

* Special guest

 

Rafa El Gonzalez

Mayo 3, 2023
 

Holy mist

May the fruits of the spirit, Almighty Divine, host-of-host Jehovah God...become like the morning mist, that energize your sub-atomic structure.

 

Through-out the day may this synergy become the new root deep collaboration of devotional synthesis,

 

May you be the highly preferred among the fields dressings,

 

May your vibrational drive become a bridge mass that channels subliminal transmissions between you and Divine host.

 

It shall be those codes, imprints, exchange and messages the common hold so dear,

 

It shall be the offspring's of such, in likeness of flower beds meant for a king’s foot-stool,

 

May the womb : and it shall be the altar, work-shop in which all inspiration stems and rolls-out.

 

Young and early, but very desirable...in the rotations of the guard* you keep all in stand-still and deep -freeze. #

 

Rafa El G

May 3, 2023

 * Yellow-rose Clic here !

 

# Deep-freeze Clic here !

Synthesis and Synergy of continous praise  Clic here !

 

 

Bleeding Heart flower (symbol of forgiveness) I am in debt to you *--* always love

 

Because you are so special every event must be met with something of the same substance,

next time we meet something special will happen, and the mending be a blessing and good will

jester that we didn't ever gave up and stayed on mission...love forever and this holds still. 

keep the fire burning, fear is not an ally to the brave.

Thank you dear

 Thank you for all you do, I appreciate every little thing in detail.

Thou you very busy you take time to be there and show up when less expected.

very special you are to me, and that is no understatement. 

I wish we had more time to spend together in things we don't talk or chat about.

In do time all things will take place accordingly...

Almighty God bless you and keep you under his watch. 

Chaka Khan - Through the Fire [Lyrics] Wonderful song

 

My regular schedule (foot-loose) for my dearest :} never mind the coyote !

                                                      Much LOVE and focus

Consumed (Revised) * Truth set me free/cover ups hold hostage

 

This is how I, feel in serving the Almighty God...and applying this scripture " gave to Caeser the things of and God the things of. It's very thin-line like walking on water for a human-being.

 

 

I have become consumed with the reality that we are human shields between to two highly organized opposing tents, in which we are used in the advancement of hidden agendas. we have at times little insight into its source or operations. It's beyond the average human understanding, it is spiritual and physical. We’re stretched like a human rubber-band to the point of exhaustion, we know so little yet find a way out, from our daily twist and turns. It's indiscriminate, it has no eyes or logic, it is blind, we’re encouraged to carry on in the faith.

Faith has its limits, so death becomes the logical option...as a death role recipient, it is the most viable battle cry. As I peer into the unseen, the drama...above the average, a grotesques portrait is magically revealed like a master's paint brush... canvas its timely piece. I reach out for something to save me from this selective service, I question how do I carry this out-of-body challenges...spiritual, physical consumed by its indiscriminate blindness.

Again and again, the human suffering, the news of the helpless, the rubber-band stretches and stretches to the point it breaks countless...the unaware! Like the leaves driven and tossed by the winds of change into relevant places...the mothers, fathers, the little, the young, the unborn and so death.

The relief so long anticipated, the challenges never to metastasize, the selective service for which we became a call of duty to decipher the higher revelations.
 

Is it real ? Just like the pain that actuates me, to pen these words of truth, I feel vexed and young, eternalized in my father's heart, defying and humble, my time is approaching, can the space allotted be extended until one totally consumes me !

Remember the pains of labor, all the pain equates to the joyous harmony of everlasting attachments between the two opposing forces. It's not the time, but that moment spent nourishing the energy whether positive or negative...one is being discovered. Don't see time...seize the opportunity !
 

* That same year, a blood test discovered I had a very rare advanced blood cancer. The reason it didn't take (me) out, because an excellent care-taker and the greater schemes for spiritual warfare ! It went into remission and not by chance, fours years or better. I never knew about it's disappearing act.

 

By: Raphael G
1/19/17

We rise by lifting others. 7.5.20 Thank you- much love- N blessings

 

Please think about the words on the clothe as you read, thanks ! And forgive the grammar...

 

Today while doing a Little shopping on a small piece of clothe, it had stitch writing(embroided) on it...these where the words it spoke “We rise by lifting others”

 

We rise by lifting others…there is a great meaning to these words of heart’ and I a poet writer since my child-hood have not ever come across these fine words.

So again I go to my resources and give you this….”

 

Today, tomorrow, maybe a few days more we can endure. Some

of us will fall back do to weakness, or can’t bear it any longer,

to those still standing I give support and those dead make me stride a bit further.

Soon life will pass by and the pack will dismiss their woes, but I see harder days to go. Here I stand contemplating my path, for every death there is life and for every life there is joy and for every joy also sadness.

Victory doesn’t belong to he that claims it, but to he who tries.

I long to see does who felt short here and me there,because after all the struggles there was no reward. Here I stand and as the sun gives to shade, my cries will be on a different note. *

 

* Because we/I rise by lifting others!

 

BY: Raphael G

 

I also came across a new challenge, but that is personal !

 

 

                                   The weight of talent

 

Far beyond our scope of reason there lays comfort,

Beyond our maturing minds we find a host of complex reasoning,

As our experience increases we are set free or imprisoned by the offset of outcome,

As time presses on we embrace for a new challenge,

we are as vulnerable as the last subject who conceived a brighter tomorrow,

Who among us can grasp the wind?

Who among us can see the sound?

Who among us can dictate the time?

We must press on with unwavering conviction that a true gesture is our only allied, and that our only escape from the falsehood that heavily entangles our motives is not to concede.

The character of many is refined through a process, the good deeds become a blurry cloud that obscures our vision,

We know so much and yet so little, so little and yet find a way. Can a physically blind man see a physical realm?

And does a thinker becomes weighted down because his projection of thought?

If I’m wrong condemn me, if I’m right execute a judgment.

 

By : Raphael G

 

*Because we/I rise by lifting others !

 

                                                      Infinite quotes

 

To the many surprise that life offers, the only surprise to me is the lost of a true friend.

To the many roads that spread before us, the inexperienced claims victory.

To understanding, discernment, and wisdom the righteous knowledge has been revealed, and the path of such ones is like the light of the morning sun that gets brighter and brighter as the day draws to a close.

 

Much Love and more love !

 

The greatest of wars have been fought in the spiritual world and not the other way around.

Like a prodigal son and social disease, my compassion for all the afflicted and needy of such protection for said tragedy.

The martyr stays in mission and not on trivial matters. This place where it dusk and dawns, this place of my dilemmas, persecution, laments... I know it will go into convulsion soon...and this affirmative action keeps me in great expectation.

 

How do one (a person) educates ignorant people beyond their means ?

Ignorant masses are more dangerous then a loaded weapon aimed at the populace,

It takes such to do harm. Not the other way around !

Beyond their means, but not the spirit… for it is greater then the flesh.

So here is the contention, find the self through the spirit… and extract the thorn in the flesh !

What binds the flesh can’t bind the spirit...and through what means ?

The corruption of the spirit...is the corruption of conscience.

Now that you’ have the means, channel those energies to a higher power !

 

 

Sometimes I'm viewed as cruel, tasteless, cold, mechanical, misplaced, but inside of me, outflows of tears overcome me, because of what has become of this world. *

*Because we/I rise by lifting others !

 

In conclusion to these words of thought..."I will say this, I may not get there with you, but I will see you in the coming spring my day of birth, if we hold these words of truth..."that is what The Almighty Divine God said!"

Rafael G

7.5.20

By : Raphael G

a man despised, but the truth had no bounds

 

Isaiah 53:3  While Jesus is often referred to as “A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.

He was despised and rejected by mankind, a man of suffering, and familiar with pain. Like one from whom people hide their faces he was despised, and was held in low esteem.

 John 15:10-11  He was also one who knew joy

If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.

 Matthew 14:13, Mark 6:31, Luke 5:16, John 6:15

 Even the Son of God had to withdraw by Himself from the crowds after an extended time of ministry in order to refuel and re-energize through rest and quiet communion with His Father.

 Matthew 23:33

Jesus was indignant toward the so-called “religious” who touted a spotless image on the outside, but cultivated critical, hardened hearts on the inside 

 

But-I-am-your-friend Clic here !

 

 

Published on

6/24/25 12:46 PM

Dones especiales/special gifts (Much love)

 

 

 

 Por cada bocanada de aire que se toma, falta un elemento, 

  

Por cada descompresión como para exhalar, 

 

Algo sale de las bóvedas secretas,  

 

Ella completa el ciclo de los anhelos de mi vida, 

 

A medida que avanzo en mi día, sus presencias me acechan, 

 

Su colorido es como lo sagrado del arco iris,  

 

Como el vacío de los cielos huecos a mitad de camino, ella (me) llena con la gloria y la alegría de los dones espirituales,  

 

Ella expía todo lo que falta y me completa,  

 

Por momentos siento una correlación, una conexión, como un vínculo, como un portal, como una masa de puente que estamos dispuestos a colisionar y crear esos canales a los que nos atraemos... o debería decir un ser supremo.  

 

Tengo la impresión de que lo que el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ha unido ningún poder puede desatarlo,  

 

Ella es la esclava de Dios, anterior a (mi) en el despertar y debo seguir ese camino hasta mi último aliento si ese es el llamado.  

 

En la cámara sagrada (taller) ella es y será el gozo del amor de Jehová Dios…. ¡No puedo decir nada más!

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

For every stroke of breath taken, there is an element missing,

 

For every decompression as to exhale,

 

Something leaves the secret vaults,

 

She completes the cycle of my life's yearns,

 

As I go about my day her presences stalks (me),

 

Her colorfulness like the sacredness of the rainbow,

 

Like the emptiness of midway hollow skies, she fills (me) with the glory and joy of spiritual gifts,

 

She atones everything missing and makes (me) whole,

 

At times I feel a correlation, a connection, like a link, like a portal, like a bridge mass that we are set to collide and create those channels to which we attract...or should I say a supreme being.

 

I’m under the impression that what the Almighty God (YHWH) has brought together no power can untie,

 

She is God’s slave girl, prior to (me) in the awakening and I must follow that path to my last breath stroke if that be the call.

 

In the sacred chamber (workshop) she is and will be Jehovah’s love joy….

I can’t say no more !

 

* Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on

10/3/24 1:03 AM

 

Stronger then death

 I am no story teller, so what I feel is what I write. There are things that really hurt almost as strong as death, and thou experiencing the death of a mother, there is something stronger dying everyday in me.

 Published on 

10/5/25 3:16 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Everlasting Apologies/disculpas eternas (Revised) Please read this again !

There are times man/woman come across things in form of expression that cause a great stir in a person's soul. When it comes to feelings my body is less sensitive as it is my heart. The qualities of the Almighty and Divine, which are termed "fruits of the Holy Spirit"( which is the person of GOD) is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith. 

In other words one has to feel themselves through the body/person of Almighty God (YHWH), bless be his name to time indefinite. Some of us have these gifts in possession to a greater charity of the Holy Spirit it self.

If logic is absent, in the absent of this logic I have emotional intelligence, that supersedes the failures of stoic reasoning. As human-being we all have some kind of feelings, some kind of affection, sometime mutual...in others sometime a singleness of that attraction. In the process of bridging the gap, some come across stiff opposition in various forms. I'm not innocent in these attacks, the subject of interest are not the resistance...but those who have little access and question the superlative gifts, which in turn contrite the Holy Spirit.

The opposition acts as a controller in various forms, method, and schemes, reasoning it's for the good, undermining the access already in the work's through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. And where I stand is firm with a clear conscience moving ever forward, in great lament.

Some have taken issues with the things written, fearing it's content and the very truth behind it. But it's not the fear making them stutter and stammer, it's the favor in expression of the Holy Spirit that which carries out a restless search.

Now that you know carry those feelings to the highest power, and we dress in the vestment of purity, and the Holiest-of-Holiest feels complete in the exchange of those expressions.

I wish to extend my apologies through the expression,

 

 

Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,

the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,

actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical

high's and low's,

that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,

the room that filled the eagerness of heart,

love in the chills of ice,

colder and colder working it's web,

the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,

but the true word never failed,

a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious, 

the search not for the faint of heart,

I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,

under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,

So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?

let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".

Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas, 

las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión, 

acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo, 

la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón, 

el amor en los escalofríos del hielo, 

más y más frío tejiendo su red,

el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas, 

pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló, 

un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias, 

la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón, 

prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda, 

bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción, 

Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue? 

Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".

Published on

2/12/25 3:28 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

What is the wall, the barrier, the broken bridge ? Read it again,please !

Do you see a wall ?

Do you see a barrier ?

Do you see broken bridge ?

If one can see all of these obstacles you are very bright ! 

 

 Life and living is about forgiveness, without this superlative quality it's almost impossible to live,

To heal while re-learning the state of injury is the most profitable outcome to undertake,

To live and forgive is about embracing a higher standard of conscience, and that awareness is 

what makes a person complete/whole as a suitable vessel and expandable, pliable for the greater things to come,

it is in the fabric of his Holy person to the mend the broken pieces, 

and I have fallen apart to many times...(YHWH) see it all to well, 

please forgive (me) as I re-learn the basics ! 

9/14/25 7:20 PM 

God(YHWH)has healed 

Daniel 9:23 you are very precious/Never stop that love

 

                                                                *--*

Other then the regret of not being able to express a sublime sentiment that rage like wild fire, and a witness that won't turn it off.

Fill her with the expression,

comfort her with sweetest thoughts,

we make her our choice. 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

what a beautiful morning when U rise Dee *--*

 Loved that jade dress :}

Nature Relaxing Piano Music with Bird Sounds | No Ads | Study, Focus, and Relaxation Music

 

A true Rose (Gem) Thanks it's the reason I luv you (greatest)

                                      a true rose (Gem)

I shall live among the forest trees, and in the forest might's.
I shall live among the desert's cold, and the desert's heat.

I will reside in open plains or in close range, in majestic gardens, or in furnished mountains,
I will stand my grounds and humbly display my strength.
In red, pink, white, and in thorns I'm arrayed to me nothing goes unnoticed, and why not? blossom away.
Fear not my thorns for every thing gentle also carries great might, and my creator is an example of that.
My greatest reward comes when given to someone who waters me and understands how hard it is,when not loved.
The seasons come and they go each complimenting one another, but I'm the lonely subject to my
environment. Being me is my toughest trial and remaining is my biggest accomplishment.
 

Published on

3/28/17 5:47 PM

 

BY: Raphael G

My guest eternal presence (just praise him) *--* Luv

Thank you (audience) so much for helping me go back in time and bringing it all back, I'm really up beat and joyful at the least, Almighty God (YHWH) be praise and allow to worship.  

When you rise and shine praise him,

when you first open your eyes after a sound sleep laud him great,

every breath you take may that energy carries connotation of that Holy name,

for every exhalation may the witnessing carry great tidings,

every break you take and in between sanctify his kindness,

bless be the fruits of his Holiest spirit,

bless be his Holiest attributes,

make him your strong-hold in your contemptible state, his guidance never fails,

keep seeking the person of the Almighty, loyal, benevolent and Divine,

in your short comings count the victories that will amass to your favor,

your staying power and reliance will remind the enemy that Almighty God (YHWH) had the upper hand in all events,

Walk with him and cherish the moment that access granted, 

With all power and expression bestowed feel him, energize your whole person in great shadows and grace.

Make him your guest and have an open invitation for eternal presence.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on

6/10/25 3:44 PM I have lost dates for some notes :{

My special guest (Revised) Oath *--* Vows

 

 Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty and Divine blessed be your name to time infinite,

all these emotions, commotions all this burning and heighten feelings I must shift it all back to you.

It is because of you, I spend restless nights evoking your Divine person,

so that the credit all falls back on your saintly schemes and Holiest of operations,

I'm awake, alert and in full expectations,

take me home and make use of this vessel,

you so rightly have claim over as personal property,

as a closing statement...if I must say it only a few have access,

energies link with superb energies,

My dear please comfort her with the gentlest of touch make her our choice,

it is through these lost moments I find reality to be a blitz, and brain storming to be the true nature of your framing what the heart can weave,

yes, my thoughts takes me away deep into the night and your spirit doesn't release,

with the sweetest of dreams, you comfort and entertain with the of greatest gifts, a child could ever wish, 

Your love is all embracing and lacking or needful my heart is all content to the fullest.

 *special guest (YHWH)

Rafael Gonzalez

10/12/24 3:33am

 

Very sorry I missed your post

 

Luther Vandross - Never Too Much (Lyrics)

 

Psalms 34:8 Just taste him *--*

 As I go through these writings and there many, trying to digest the message I become consumed rather then the consumer. The brain has it's drainage, and my spiritual person needs to renew for future events and writings of course. Not to mention enough the other beautiful person who is a consumer, and wish that she would in total completeness. *--*

I can't cast myself into the future and Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness in my truest yearns, that the brain-storming and wonderful expression ever since my call be made manifest alongside my dearest I so much regard. In do time take up our call and join us in victory song, jubilee and a dance that last many seasons. Only the braves are allied to the Holiest-of-Holiest and there is no other way.

In my life's affairs in those sacred journeys, in all those poetic notes, in the finest of expressions a few and special characters will be the highlight, and always be a light in my path. I breath and live to stay on course and focus to carry on as a warrior for truth, loyalty, love, and honor my call.

 

 

Published on

9/7/25 10:49 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Thank U for all, you such a sweet heart !

 In all gratitude I express you being one fine instrument in the works and house of Almighty God (YHWH)

Don't push the self to hard, always get proper rest much love you... 

Andy Gibb - I Just Want to be Your Everything (Lyrics)

 

Thank you, to the highest *--* Love x10

Star-bright-and-beyond Clic here !

Dreaming-into-reality Clic here !

The-last-call Clic here !

                                        

Your far to beautiful and the average know you not,

Your presences is very demanding on (me),

and every piece of poetic notes, convey spiritual connotations,

I take delight in revealing a master-piece at it’s early stages of a grand scheme,

in the moments of those stares you pierce my soul once to often,

make Almighty God (YHWH) your strong-hold and release him not,

you and him go very well together and that is our call.

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

7/17/25 11:59 PM

Welcome Reign (Revised) Oats *--* Vows our choice

 

 May your millennial reign be the beginning of greater things not yet in script form of men,

make the universe a place fitting for loyal subjects to colonize,

and may the son's of the Almighty God (YHWH) be equal to the celestial army and starry heavens, 

in your name shall bow all inspiration, and in glory declare the splendor of the finest craft,

cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsion and misfits as it contemplate the total collapse of a failed rebellion,

the qualities of your Divine person are all to embracing and I feel very small uttering words of praise, please allow (me) to worship,

what is require of (me) and I make you my eternal crush and God ? please answer (me) this ?

in my short term life span I have made you my choice, in the long run (eternal abode) devise a plan so we never depart, we have come this far and my hearts desire...your eternal presence,  *--*

as this system draws to a close and the foundations of every corner stone removed, make your spiritual temple a permanent historical sight for times duration,

keep your eyes on the prize, Almighty and Divine...and may your vibrational drive seek out what is rightfully missing from the stock pile it once released. *--*

Special guest II Clic here !

Victory-song-we-shall-overcome  Clic here !

 Please allow (me) to praise, laud and sanctify the Holiest-of-Holiest... hallelujah to the most high God (YHWH)
 

Published on

6/28/25 5:22 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

  

 

star-bright and beyond *--* she is that special to (Me) U rise precious !

Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way !

 In a stare down we exchange soul's, 

Eyes that are like two starlight's,*--* star-bright and beyond, light that leads to the soul, infinite energy,

In turn the Almighty Divine "to the highest power" can map her sacred spiral and reveal,

 

granting access to the most finest of expression, and intrigues,

 

I'm lost and can't find the way out from the maze,

 

If anything keep me hostage in this black hole of mind bending thoughts.

 

Two black pearls joined dancing within sockets of purest ivory,

She is enigmatic as day is to the night, as night is to day break,

I wish to be left alone...for a moments pause.

 

 Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 Published on

10/1/24 3:43 AM

But I am not your friend

 A good and true friend will tell you the truth and not what you want to hear, 

that was the person in Jesus-Christ  (Welcome Reign) and the controversial truth shadows (me) and I can not disown it's fine teachings.

 But I am not your friend...can you see why ?

 

 

 

 

God has healed (YHWH) Oh" Jehovah Almighty one ! *

I have pour himself,

stretched himself,

emotionally, physically, spiritually the most....

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness that I have tried to win the hearts

and minds, I am drained sleepless nights composing the finest verses,

that come out from this servant. I can't continue... it's a matter of respect, principle and honor,

the silence that kills me, the months and years that have taken it's tolls,

please don't wash your hands with me, Almighty God is to good too be mistaken,

we have labored this much I know, for the good and heaviest of heart,

the treatment is very painful, the condition pressing from all angles, opportunistic with greater resources,

please my dear Jehovah don't allow my heart to become harden on account of these subjects, events and the total human folly. 

stripped of every possible dignity, character, personality, emotion, feelings and made subservient to the apparatus of control, tagged for the processing by a manipulating and controlling cabal,

I resent the reception and I don't mean that in a dismissive way, but what can be accomplished with a global population who have undertaken a transformation in a subtle remarkable way ? 

I see better times ahead and believe me it never looked so revealing.

4 Godly Attributes  Clic here !

My happiest moments, yet to come ! Clic here !

* Some servants and prophets of the pass felt inadequate expanding the message of hope,

to the masses who despise the good news, also Jesus Christ (Welcome Reign). 

God has healed (YHWH) 

 

Published on

9/27/25 

 

 

A thousand years seeks (Perfection)

we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our ownselves,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial.  

Your more then welcome to these pages, it's content doesn't stem from the common or average, yet you look down on (me) with the hypocrisy you can not disown and duplicity so overtly revered, 

 

Published on

9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Against all odds * My experiences pass not present

 

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

he who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

The veil (Revised) Thank you *

 

Reader digest !

I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak, 

of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,

they lack the courage to express themselves openly,

their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,

many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,

I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause, 

at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine, 

how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening, 

or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning, 

or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,

or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range, 

for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,

they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,

under the same disguise mislead the unaware,  

how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,

you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,

your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,

how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ? 

and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,

If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere, 

yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,

it's that the reason for distress?

Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,

The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,

Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,

As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !  

 Controversial-truth Clic here!

 * Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all

 

 Published on

7/(14-18)/25 5:36 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Conspirator/Counterfeits/usurpers/Busy-bodies/Satan's baiter's/Trolls

 

When a person/porter/messenger of the truth heralds Godly sayings, it must disown the self as in selfishness, for it's not of his own, 

The Conspirator/counterfeits it matters not the busy bodies in a consortium of ill guided counsel. The traditions of antiquated hindrance that herniated all aspects that are truly of good nature.

Why step in an arena that is truly a novelty to the unlearned. Why not rebuilt the sagging image that drags all that which is fruitful.

Those who are guided by the spirit live by spirit and there is no corruption. Those with a well trained conscience give a thorough and complete witness before a host that is pure, saintly, benevolent, and sway nor bend to wishes of hearts and souls in detestable reasoning's. 

In conclusion do not destroy what you haven't built, and stay busy on your own affairs, that way that which is built becomes a lodge and resting place for a moments pause.

If you fear (me) and what I write, when the real fear arrives, and the shadow enemy makes the calls you will embrace it with greater eagerness ! 

Is it sacred to remain ignorant to the chains/shackles that heavily entangles and a snare, the master's we so masterly revere !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Published on

10/3/24 12:58 AM