I am lost in expression

                          Thank you honey...thank you honey...thank you honey :}

Eternity in love it never felt so honored (Dee *--* Beautiful)

Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk, For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8

Love is a Divine attribute, we as human beings can’t even come close in defining it...

 

embracing it... manifesting it... expressing it...

 

every effort we make of it, only causes greater commotion of how it finds 

 

traction in our lives.

 

I live for a time not to far in distance, where love resides at it’s highest peak in expression,

 

there I find my beloved nested in sublime charm.

 

Superlative like Divinity itself, of purest expression...no mortal can ever attain , 

 

but emulate in benevolence and eternity in love,

 

seeking immortality,

 

seeking the expression,

 

seeking the one I love.

 

 Special guest *--*

Published on

10/3/24 1:22 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

She fills (me) with Dee expression of gratitude/only *--* Thank U

 There are choices in life,

and there are choices made,

the ones absent of my person are sublime,

and this keeps (me) under great expectation,

it's like a connection expressing there willfulness to merge,

and complete a call with special instructions,

it may seem and sound far fetched,

but if I can see it and dream it,

I am not the only one at work,

and with the eagerness of gratitude I find it taking hold of (me),

and I can't shake it ! 

Published on

9/16/25 5:46 PM

 

God (YHWH) has healed 

 

My guest eternal presence (just praise him) *--* Luv

Thank you (audience) so much for helping me go back in time and bringing it all back, I'm really up beat and joyful at the least, Almighty God (YHWH) be praise and allow to worship.  

When you rise and shine praise him,

when you first open your eyes after a sound sleep laud him great,

every breath you take may that energy carries connotation of that Holy name,

for every exhalation may the witnessing carry great tidings,

every break you take and in between sanctify his kindness,

bless be the fruits of his Holiest spirit,

bless be his Holiest attributes,

make him your strong-hold in your contemptible state, his guidance never fails,

keep seeking the person of the Almighty, loyal, benevolent and Divine,

in your short comings count the victories that will amass to your favor,

your staying power and reliance will remind the enemy that Almighty God (YHWH) had the upper hand in all events,

Walk with him and cherish the moment that access granted, 

With all power and expression bestowed feel him, energize your whole person in great shadows and grace.

Make him your guest and have an open invitation for eternal presence.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on

6/10/25 3:44 PM I have lost dates for some notes :{

You lOOks lovely today dear :}

 

Luke 1:78 "Because of the tender mercy of our God, With which the Sunrise (the Messiah) from on high will dawn and visit us"

 

Altruistically Divinely crafted for the eyes but meant for the soul *--* (Revised)

                                                 Truly Yours

on the same harmonious note,

on the same symbiotic exchange,

She is altruistically Divinely crafted for the eyes but meant for the soul *--* 

You are special to me,

special to Almighty God (YHWH)

and to those who labored to bring you forth. 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

I don't have date created (Lost)

Published on

9/30/25 10:35 PM

 

Super mother (Our champion) love that warrior lady :}

 I thought I had lost this one, in the reconstruction of the pages I found this :}
And if I said second hand writing it's because I haven't yet touched the surface of what I really mean.

 

Kintsugi-mend-broken Clic here !

My special guest (Revised) Oath *--* Vows

 

 Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty and Divine blessed be your name to time infinite,

all these emotions, commotions all this burning and heighten feelings I must shift it all back to you.

It is because of you, I spend restless nights evoking your Divine person,

so that the credit all falls back on your saintly schemes and Holiest of operations,

I'm awake, alert and in full expectations,

take me home and make use of this vessel,

you so rightly have claim over as personal property,

as a closing statement...if I must say it only a few have access,

energies link with superb energies,

My dear please comfort her with the gentlest of touch make her our choice,

it is through these lost moments I find reality to be a blitz, and brain storming to be the true nature of your framing what the heart can weave,

yes, my thoughts takes me away deep into the night and your spirit doesn't release,

with the sweetest of dreams, you comfort and entertain with the of greatest gifts, a child could ever wish, 

Your love is all embracing and lacking or needful my heart is all content to the fullest.

 *special guest (YHWH)

Rafael Gonzalez

10/12/24 3:33am

 

Very sorry I missed your post

 

Luther Vandross - Never Too Much (Lyrics)

 

Aurra - Are You Single (not anymore Dee is playing for keeps :}

 

Melba Moore - Mind Up Tonight (mind made up long ago ! #1

 

Psalms 34:8 Just taste him *--*

 As I go through these writings and there many, trying to digest the message I become consumed rather then the consumer. The brain has it's drainage, and my spiritual person needs to renew for future events and writings of course. Not to mention enough the other beautiful person who is a consumer, and wish that she would in total completeness. *--*

I can't cast myself into the future and Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness in my truest yearns, that the brain-storming and wonderful expression ever since my call be made manifest alongside my dearest I so much regard. In do time take up our call and join us in victory song, jubilee and a dance that last many seasons. Only the braves are allied to the Holiest-of-Holiest and there is no other way.

In my life's affairs in those sacred journeys, in all those poetic notes, in the finest of expressions a few and special characters will be the highlight, and always be a light in my path. I breath and live to stay on course and focus to carry on as a warrior for truth, loyalty, love, and honor my call.

 

 

Published on

9/7/25 10:49 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Jehovah made every thing outstanding, you being that special *--*

                                         Asi de bella te hizo Jehovah :}

My greatest love

Comes from the power of Love, and this quality reflects the finest from above

and with this I shower her in life's duration,

She is special order to (me)... 

Almighty God at work some will never see it, some already have. 

Oath *--* Vows

                     You have the gifts of patience and also great love to finish                                                                      the mission !

Thank U for all, you such a sweet heart !

 In all gratitude I express you being one fine instrument in the works and house of Almighty God (YHWH)

Don't push the self to hard, always get proper rest much love you... 

White/yellow roses (much Love ) Always Daniel 9:23 you are very precious *--*

 

 

 Yellow in memory of my loyalty and white the purity of faith and eternal love, 

in paradise the chase is never ending.

The evergreens of everlasting attachments, and the thorns a delicate balance that choreographs the burning flame,

fragile as it may seem, the power it holds and the lasting impressions to the givers want,

a child of countless spring seasons, for generations to come and eternity to follow,

She awakens my dormant cells and cause a big bang in the deepest of heart, the expansion of that burst...a super Nova of explosive thoughts.

In God (YHWH) Almighty I trust that this affirmative actions of his own Divine will pull us together as energies aggregate in a massive collection and create that incredible spark.

Your absences a living memory, your silence my longest yearn, hear (me) you dream-weaver and Host-of-Host, are you not behind this cause ? My soul is restless in knowing you better, in this perpetual feelings fill our intrigues !

Rafael G Gonzalez

10/22/24

good morning Dee *--*

 Loved that jade dress :}

Lost for words, thought N inspiration (help me Dee :})

 

Special to me

                                    Well deep inside their resides a bright light,

                                                    find it and channel it,

                                 those gift's aren't there just by accident or chance.  

Chaka Khan - Through the Fire [Lyrics] Wonderful song

 

Two hearts joined

                        Just let go and uncouple I am not worthy

              

                        The S.O.S. Band - The Finest (Ur Dee finest) 

 

Let us laugh :}

 

Te quiero mucho nena...y que el mundo lo sepa :} Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

Thanks for your support surely a fine gift I have in you !

Tony Pacino - Love Me More (Love this song) thank you

 

Finish Product/Potter's vessel II

 

You are a finish product, Jehovah's love joy...do you know or have become aware of his call towards you ?

Have his surgical implants spoken to you lately ?

Does your DNA (his copy right and intellectual property) carries out a restless search, and have you been awake, alert to fill in the blanks for which there is no detachment ?

His eyes are on you, and so a power structure is a force field upon the rising and setting of your wonderful grace. 

When the Almighty and Divine (Host-of-Host) Sovereign and LORD makes a choice it's impossible to shake, when the (Holiest-of-Holiest) seeks what is rightfully his, what power can deny ?

A comforter and like a feather in flight he carries you in the wings of love, rising ever higher until riding the clouds. And in the same gentle motion sets you down, that was a joy ride.

When Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) called you out from the pipe-lines of life and gladly, joyfully received you in blessings and made you his choice.

Those blessing and gifts, your birthright and inheritance aren't for sell. Stand firm like a support column at the temple, hold steady and fight the good fight of the faith. I be there with you "all the way" that's what God said.

If you can see it and dream it, you place no limit on his infinite power and relationship forge.

 Jehovah's eyes are on you... his love is to deep and plans even deeper  Clic Here

 Power-struggle Clic here

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

God(YHWH) has healed 

 

  

Dones especiales/special gifts (Much love)

 

 

 

 Por cada bocanada de aire que se toma, falta un elemento, 

  

Por cada descompresión como para exhalar, 

 

Algo sale de las bóvedas secretas,  

 

Ella completa el ciclo de los anhelos de mi vida, 

 

A medida que avanzo en mi día, sus presencias me acechan, 

 

Su colorido es como lo sagrado del arco iris,  

 

Como el vacío de los cielos huecos a mitad de camino, ella (me) llena con la gloria y la alegría de los dones espirituales,  

 

Ella expía todo lo que falta y me completa,  

 

Por momentos siento una correlación, una conexión, como un vínculo, como un portal, como una masa de puente que estamos dispuestos a colisionar y crear esos canales a los que nos atraemos... o debería decir un ser supremo.  

 

Tengo la impresión de que lo que el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ha unido ningún poder puede desatarlo,  

 

Ella es la esclava de Dios, anterior a (mi) en el despertar y debo seguir ese camino hasta mi último aliento si ese es el llamado.  

 

En la cámara sagrada (taller) ella es y será el gozo del amor de Jehová Dios…. ¡No puedo decir nada más!

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

For every stroke of breath taken, there is an element missing,

 

For every decompression as to exhale,

 

Something leaves the secret vaults,

 

She completes the cycle of my life's yearns,

 

As I go about my day her presences stalks (me),

 

Her colorfulness like the sacredness of the rainbow,

 

Like the emptiness of midway hollow skies, she fills (me) with the glory and joy of spiritual gifts,

 

She atones everything missing and makes (me) whole,

 

At times I feel a correlation, a connection, like a link, like a portal, like a bridge mass that we are set to collide and create those channels to which we attract...or should I say a supreme being.

 

I’m under the impression that what the Almighty God (YHWH) has brought together no power can untie,

 

She is God’s slave girl, prior to (me) in the awakening and I must follow that path to my last breath stroke if that be the call.

 

In the sacred chamber (workshop) she is and will be Jehovah’s love joy….

I can’t say no more !

 

* Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on

10/3/24 1:03 AM

 

Andy Gibb - I Just Want to be Your Everything (Lyrics)

 

Special guest (because your that special to me)

 In everything that I write with YHWH blessings you are part of that !

                 As a matter of fact we couldn't do without you ! 

             In a simpler way of saying it you are the inspiration !

I have made you my choice and certainly we both seek your fine person. 

In do time we both will let go of that scream lodge in our throats and release from bondage the sacred expression (which is the freeness to invoke feelings suppressed and engage what the heart truly weaves).

And I will say this "through the operations of the most Holiest and Divine"

his good and Divine will can't be denied, his schemes can't be derailed...undermined and no force has ever over-come or succeeded.

So have courage and valor because such ones are allied to the most powerful force in the universal and that is not trivial matters.

Rafael G Gonzalez   

Published on

8/26/25 10:55 PM

 

Thank you, to the highest *--* Love x10

Star-bright-and-beyond Clic here !

Dreaming-into-reality Clic here !

The-last-call Clic here !

                                        

Your far to beautiful and the average know you not,

Your presences is very demanding on (me),

and every piece of poetic notes, convey spiritual connotations,

I take delight in revealing a master-piece at it’s early stages of a grand scheme,

in the moments of those stares you pierce my soul once to often,

make Almighty God (YHWH) your strong-hold and release him not,

you and him go very well together and that is our call.

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

7/17/25 11:59 PM

I know what you're thinking :} Yes, I gave up on that Bird (Road-Runner)

 

Aurra - Baby Love

 

Nocturnal flowers/Garden

 

                   Flowers that enjoy the soft N gentle touch of moonlight

Daniel 9:23 you are very precious/Never stop that love

 

                                                                *--*

Other then the regret of not being able to express a sublime sentiment that rage like wild fire, and a witness that won't turn it off.

Fill her with the expression,

comfort her with sweetest thoughts,

we make her our choice. 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Music & Rain Sounds - Beautiful Piano Music, Background Music, Sleep Music • You & Me

 

Welcome Reign (Revised) Oats *--* Vows our choice

 

 May your millennial reign be the beginning of greater things not yet in script form of men,

make the universe a place fitting for loyal subjects to colonize,

and may the son's of the Almighty God (YHWH) be equal to the celestial army and starry heavens, 

in your name shall bow all inspiration, and in glory declare the splendor of the finest craft,

cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsion and misfits as it contemplate the total collapse of a failed rebellion,

the qualities of your Divine person are all to embracing and I feel very small uttering words of praise, please allow (me) to worship,

what is require of (me) and I make you my eternal crush and God ? please answer (me) this ?

in my short term life span I have made you my choice, in the long run (eternal abode) devise a plan so we never depart, we have come this far and my hearts desire...your eternal presence,  *--*

as this system draws to a close and the foundations of every corner stone removed, make your spiritual temple a permanent historical sight for times duration,

keep your eyes on the prize, Almighty and Divine...and may your vibrational drive seek out what is rightfully missing from the stock pile it once released. *--*

Special guest II Clic here !

Victory-song-we-shall-overcome  Clic here !

 Please allow (me) to praise, laud and sanctify the Holiest-of-Holiest... hallelujah to the most high God (YHWH)
 

Published on

6/28/25 5:22 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

  

 

Un tributo a la paciencia (YHWH special order) *--* I C U that way

 

Un tributo a la paciencia

 

Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,

 

A tu direcion,

 

A tus momentos designados,

 

 Te vestiste de gala y recevistes el premio major,

 

A tus actos benevulos,

 

Cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,

 

Nunca me dejetes sin salida,

 

Me llenates de gran aguante,

 

Me orientates en gran consuelo,

 

Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,

 

Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,

 

Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,

 

Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,

 

Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,

 

Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,

 

Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…

 

Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes 

 

deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia,

 

 Atraviesa el corridor del tiempo se conocen bien, son semejantes

La eternidad te abrasa y desea tu asociacion inquebrantable,

 

Mi celo por tu virtud es una lección de corazón aprendida!

 

Mi attencion a tus detalles son inovidables, 

 

Eres luz...estrella...lampara todo en una, 

 

Star light and beyond Clic here *--*

 

 

A tribute to patience

 

Forgive (me) for not having conceded into your impulses,

 

To your direction,

 

To your designated moments, 

 

You dressed to the nines and received the major prize,

 

To your benevolent acts,

 

When I were most in need,

 

Never left (me) without a way out,

 

You fill (me) with great endurance,

 

You guided (me) in great comfort,

 

Like a pacemaker and hourglass,

 

you didn't keep track of time,

 

You were always within my reach,

 

Never bother with my ignorance,

 

You harden and yield with unforgettable reasoning,

 

Your actions towards (me) are superlative,

 

Your presence along my path will be my eternal company,

 

My impatience was not your brokenness, but your strength... You have 

 

acted like a Divine enigma,

 

and replenished my greatest desires...I will be in debt for time and duration of my existence,

 

 You cross the corridor of time, you know each other very well, they are similar

 

 Eternity embraces you and desires your unbreakable association,

 

My zeal for this virtue a heart lesson learned !

 

My attention to your details is unforgettable, 

 

 You are light...star...lamp all in one,

Star light and beyond Clic here

 

 * special guest      : }

10/1/24 3:44 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

star-bright and beyond *--* she is that special to (Me) U rise precious !

Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way !

 In a stare down we exchange soul's, 

Eyes that are like two starlight's,*--* star-bright and beyond, light that leads to the soul, infinite energy,

In turn the Almighty Divine "to the highest power" can map her sacred spiral and reveal,

 

granting access to the most finest of expression, and intrigues,

 

I'm lost and can't find the way out from the maze,

 

If anything keep me hostage in this black hole of mind bending thoughts.

 

Two black pearls joined dancing within sockets of purest ivory,

She is enigmatic as day is to the night, as night is to day break,

I wish to be left alone...for a moments pause.

 

 Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 Published on

10/1/24 3:43 AM

Catch me after rush hours, let me finish this run :}

 

At least let's make-up for the lost time ; >}

                                    Yes, dear but I missed you so much ! :}

Stephanie Mills - Whatcha Gonna Do With My Lovin' (keep it)

 

My regular schedule (foot-loose) for my dearest :} never mind the coyote !

                                                      Much LOVE and focus

Earth, Wind & Fire - Let's Groove (Lyrics) Philup Bailey is lead singer

 

But I am not your friend

 A good and true friend will tell you the truth and not what you want to hear, 

that was the person in Jesus-Christ  (Welcome Reign) and the controversial truth shadows (me) and I can not disown it's fine teachings.

 But I am not your friend...can you see why ?

 

U forgot this one (Never) Love U :} Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

                                                          definitely yours

Be Safe..love you all

       Where ever you happened to be angel's guard your safe keeping

       I send words of love and actions...poetry in motion. 
                   

I'm with you all the way

                               

 

Bleeding Heart flower (symbol of forgiveness) I am in debt to you *--* always love

 

Because you are so special every event must be met with something of the same substance,

next time we meet something special will happen, and the mending be a blessing and good will

jester that we didn't ever gave up and stayed on mission...love forever and this holds still. 

What is the wall, the barrier, the broken bridge ?

 Life and living is about forgiveness, without this superlative quality it's almost impossible to live,

To heal while re-learning the state of injury is the most profitable outcome to undertake,

To live and forgive is about embracing a higher standard of conscience, and that awareness is 

what makes a person complete/whole as a suitable vessel and expandable, pliable for the greater things to come,

it is in the fabric of his Holy person to the mend the broken pieces, 

and I have fallen apart to many times...(YHWH) see it all to well, 

please forgive (me) as I re-learn the basics ! 

9/14/25 7:20 PM 

God(YHWH)has healed 

 

 

 

God has healed (YHWH) Oh" Jehovah Almighty one ! *

I have pour himself,

stretched himself,

emotionally, physically, spiritually the most....

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness that I have tried to win the hearts

and minds, I am drained sleepless nights composing the finest verses,

that come out from this servant. I can't continue... it's a matter of respect, principle and honor,

the silence that kills me, the months and years that have taken it's tolls,

please don't wash your hands with me, Almighty God is to good too be mistaken,

we have labored this much I know, for the good and heaviest of heart,

the treatment is very painful, the condition pressing from all angles, opportunistic with greater resources,

please my dear Jehovah don't allow my heart to become harden on account of these subjects, events and the total human folly. 

stripped of every possible dignity, character, personality, emotion, feelings and made subservient to the apparatus of control, tagged for the processing by a manipulating and controlling cabal,

I resent the reception and I don't mean that in a dismissive way, but what can be accomplished with a global population who have undertaken a transformation in a subtle remarkable way ? 

I see better times ahead and believe me it never looked so revealing.

4 Godly Attributes  Clic here !

My happiest moments, yet to come ! Clic here !

* Some servants and prophets of the pass felt inadequate expanding the message of hope,

to the masses who despise the good news, also Jesus Christ (Welcome Reign). 

God has healed (YHWH) 

 

Published on

9/27/25 

 

 

A thousand years seeks (Perfection)

we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our ownselves,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial.  

Your more then welcome to these pages, it's content doesn't stem from the common or average, yet you look down on (me) with the hypocrisy you can not disown and duplicity so overtly revered, 

 

Published on

9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Everlasting Apologies/disculpas eternas (Revised)

There are times man/woman come across things in form of expression that cause a great stir in a person's soul. When it comes to feelings my body is less sensitive as it is my heart. The qualities of the Almighty and Divine, which are termed "fruits of the Holy Spirit"( which is the person of GOD) is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith. In other words one has to feel themselves through the body/person of Almighty God (YHWH), bless be his name to time indefinite. Some of us have these gifts in possession to a greater charity of the Holy Spirit it self.

If logic is absent, in the absent of this logic I have emotional intelligence, that supersedes the failures of stoic reasoning. As human-being we all have some kind of feelings, some kind of affection, sometime mutual...in others sometime a singleness of that attraction. In the process of bridging the gap, some come across stiff opposition in various forms. I'm not innocent in these attacks, the subject of interest are not the resistance...but those who have little access and question the superlative gifts, which in turn contrite the Holy Spirit.

The opposition acts as a controller in various forms, method, and schemes, reasoning it's for the good, undermining the access already in the work's through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. And where I stand is firm with a clear conscience moving ever forward, in great lament.

Some have taken issues with the things written, fearing it's content and the very truth behind it. But it's not the fear making them stutter and stammer, it's the favor in expression of the Holy Spirit that which carries out a restless search.

Now that you know carry those feelings to the highest power, and we dress in the vestment of purity, and the Holiest-of-Holiest feels complete in the exchange of those expressions.

I wish to extend my apologies through the expression,

 

 

Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,

the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,

actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical

high's and low's,

that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,

the room that filled the eagerness of heart,

love in the chills of ice,

colder and colder working it's web,

the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,

but the true word never failed,

a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious, 

the search not for the faint of heart,

I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,

under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,

So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?

let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".

Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas, 

las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión, 

acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo, 

la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón, 

el amor en los escalofríos del hielo, 

más y más frío tejiendo su red,

el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas, 

pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló, 

un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias, 

la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón, 

prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda, 

bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción, 

Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue? 

Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".

Published on

2/12/25 3:28 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez