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Vows N oath

  In vows and oath...the Almighty and Divine, grant (me) access to your faithful slave girl, until she is full with love-joy.

Tuesday, August 19, 2025

*--* much love rest up and thank you 4 all you do : }


                                                               Star light

Thank you dear stay blessed *--*


 

Forever in the works of YHWH *--* DNA or D.A.N :}


Stay blessed and on mission clic here!

 YHWH Investment  clic here !

Almighty God (YHWH) the one and only finds suitable subject and I couldn't in a thousand year pick,

He stirs my senses and my emotions just flow naturally...his selection of subject matter are precise and well choreograph,  

When comes to teasing (me) only a father's love and all seeing,

places the right amount love-joy and allows the full expression to collaborate with innate and well place gifts,

Yes, YHWH is my script writer and cast all into motion,

every detail about her is the enough that keeps (me) in suspense and that is the essential balance that which I seek as a compliment.

In all do seriousness this humble servant seeks your presences, and Almighty God (YHWH) be made whole in completeness and pure love joy.

No apologies, unforgiving to the highest power !  

Eternality in love with true love joy Clic here !

 

Published on
7/28/25 7:46 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Monday, August 18, 2025

Bee Gees - More Than A Woman (Lyric Video)


               More then a young lady (God's "YHWH" Finest) and blessed

Thank you sweetie N no apologies :}

 

                                                                *--*

Other then the regret of not being able to express a sublime sentiment that rage like wild fire, and a witness that won't turn it off.

Fill her with the expression,

comfort her with sweetest thoughts,

we make her our choice. 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

My regular schedule (foot-loose) for my dear :}


                                                      Much LOVE and focus

Pure Love (unforgiven) *--* seek it restlessly

                                        Calla Lilies

 True love at it's altruistic purest form it does not forgive,

it has no reason or find reason's on any basis,

since it's the ultimate expressions operating to the highest power and it embraces all,

it forgives anything under that side-steps pure Divinity,

it can't excuse itself because what emanates from it is 

pure light, 

it's eternal and as human being's we are so far from it as heavens is to earth,

I make you a challenge my dear,

let's be unforgiving to each other ?

 I can't say no more ! 

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 Published on

8/6/25 10:00 AM

 

 

 

Steve Winwood - Higher Love (Lyrics HD)


 

YHWH Investment /you his love joy *--*


 

                                                  Eagle's path (Wisdom)

  By all means stay focus...your very special Clic here !

Almighty God (Jehovah) is heavily invested in the quality servant you have become

remain focus and eyes on prize, searching ever-forward to make him complete and deny all that which undermines that investment and his fellow worker's.

completely excommunicate the trivialities and hindrance that seem standing in the corridor of that call. The spiritual person must first go through fine tuning and alignment so that the awareness and self validation is synchronized for the task not yet revealed and access granted.

This is a moment to really appreciate the master worker and his invested interest in you and to make whole, "the potter's vessel". A time for reflections, for prayer's, for listening and bring it all together for the final gathering. Make the Almighty God (YHWH) rejoice and the fellow-worker's confidence soar like the eagle's path.

And I will say this...I'm looking forward and with great expectation as one of them who has invested interest to see that call come through...I love you very much !

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on
8/8/25 4:40 AM

Main event (Host-of-Host) Keep Dee in focus *--*




 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Sunday, August 17, 2025

Never goona give you up (let's dance)


 

Let us laugh a little :}


 

Rat race (Revised)

 

Had bad day in the traffic this early evening...so please let go ! this rat race ! not use to such  type turmoil on a human being, I quit >}

I wanted to touch a little more on this subject matter. Most health problems start while and during the incubation period inside this encapsulation of a loaded weapon either way. Some can last a few years while other come to a sick bed everyday just to return into the next cycle of never ending health hazards and trauma. The human being is not meant to endure endless striping away of joy and true happiness and family, factors in which this become a main stay into life arrangement.

Some option to set-up shop near home and avoid this madness playing out in larger cities around the world and adjusting to a simpler life, but enjoying better health and quality of life. Some may even option to move where the action is better reasoning I can work 20 or 30 years then retire...but I say this, retire to what ? If there is anything left of what reason and started as a novel to the unlearned ?

On Mission

  

           I be there with you or Die trying ! 

 Some of the most rewarding, surprising and enduring treasures are found through 

tireless work, through a process of perseverance and steadfastness, one can attain. 

At times a severe trial can walk a person by the hand in a maze of tripwire and in all

humbleness seeking to submit the true intentions.

In the order of weakness and power it's like an endless chess game in a borderless scheme of good will.

Being insightful and embracing wisdom is a reward within it's self, finding the treasure and the gifts is quite luminous for the average.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on
6/9/25 5:30 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2025

37 trillion ? we are awake ! (Debt is death trap) the last vintage bait of conditioned citizen

 Who pays the debt of a nation with 37 trillion in the hole ? Naturally it's citizens, but how about if that nation went into a great depression and started to milk it's citizens of it's total savings? Under a dictatorship some of the unthinkable has taken place, it's citizens rounded up for not paying into accrued debt and not complying with minimum of a down payment.

As the system goes into convulsions keep the eye simply, my global family and stay on mission. Don't be entice or be one of the gullible and sucker into temporally relief of a material world slowly decaying from within.

That new car...that new house...dreaming of long vacation...that new job with all the promising and strings attached.

Keep your eyes on the prize and stay simple and on mission ! Don't give opportunities and shield all your defenses from knowledge already gained.

Bachelor's Dream (written in the late 90's to Lori Fitch)



A Bachelor's Dreams

Show mercy towards me, soften your heart and make room in your treasures of compassion for me. I speak to you from my heart, that my greatest desires and anxieties is to have your approval so I, may exercise my goodness and loving kindness to you in a unlimited way.

I have set before me an oath that what ever becomes me, to get to you will be uprooted out. I have set before me an oath, that even the mightiest oak must bend for you are to much to let go by.

I belief that in every one of us there is goodness, and I relay on your supply to give me an opportunity to show you, the difference between he who has, and he who doesn't the difference between sadness and rejoice.

If I were to be judged, let me, be judged because of my words and not my actions.

If I were to be ignored let it be because of a time barrier and not because of persistence.

If I were to be considered let it be because I, speak the truth and God has guide my way.

If I were to be shamed let it be before my eyes for we all can grow and learn.

As the day goes by I, wonder whether it leaves a pace on which to follow, and as the years pass by I, become sadden as my dreams comes and goes and I, not able to grasp it.

If I, were to offend let it be known and I, will prostrate before you, let us meet as warriors for righteousness, reason, mercy, compassion, and kindness.

If I, were to be replace I'm slowly terminated by grief or failure, I'm also happy to state that very few could replace you, maybe none. For a fine companion who can find it?

Let presumptuousness rest in patience, in time, in love, in deeds.

May sound wisdom and discernment be to your enjoyment, and the words of the wise be your enlightenment. Dear young one until we meet again for never is a long time.


BY: Raphael G
 
Published on
3/13/17 3:57 PM
 
Written the late 90's to sister Lori Fitch 
 

Love shakes (me) "not any more"

      I can't see why you flee (Shake me)...when my love is on a prayer

 


       In the sweetest of thought, I value you that much ! and respect you just as well ! I hope one day you can see it for what it's worth and it's true value.  

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on
6/7/25 3:31 PM
 

Special Guest *--* always

 


Sovereign Lord Jehovah, bless be your name to time and time indefinite...who is the mere mortal to query your Divine creeds ?
 
What can it see, feel, touch and understand...that it reasons I’m powerful !
I have come to knowledge among the elites, among the wild beast in the fields, also gods on earth!
 
A mere buzz in the wind without guidance is his boast, narcissistic self-absorbed-abstract-mindset.
 
What would become of men without direction?
 
Could it navigate its way in the cosmos?
 
Could it ever reach infinity?
 
Can it hold destiny for thousands of years in a standstill ?
 
Can it weave/mend life in a microscopic form and predict, stage-cast its unique performance, gifts, expressions, and host Divine implants each with personalize touch ?
 
Magnificent is He and script writer, from the realms far, beyond and remote, I hold presence as a special guest.
 
Almighty and Divine...grant me a thousand years and keep the fire burning that which scorched me, I shall wait and upon my return fill those sweet chapters in secret you kept.
 
06/22/23
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Sentimientos/feelings (gifts dwells where best place) N love being one them


 Mis sentimientos fluyen como una cascada impetuosa,

 ¡y me conmueven profundamente tus acciones ejemplares!

¿Quién, entre los más educados, conoce los asuntos del corazón?

 ¿Quién, entre los valientes, daría lo que no tiene? Y esa ausencia abunda en sacrificio,

 En la abundancia compartida es difícil conectar con las intenciones,

En los actos más pequeños, las joyas escondidas revelan maravillas,

En la ciencia de los sentimientos, lo que merece elogio es expresar el tema con el lenguaje más puro, la verdadera invocación y no escritos de segunda mano.

Si no se puede sentir, la expresión no encuentra traccion,

Y fluir es moverse constantemente con el tema en su forma más auténtica.

Hay un tiempo establecido para todo y un lugar para que todos los pensamientos se canalicen.  

a profundidad de todas esas emociones el campo y la ciencia tiene su merito.

  

My feelings flows like a raging waterfall, 

and I am deeply moved by your model actions!

Who among the most educated knows the matters of the heart ? 

 who among the brave would give what they do not have, and that absence abounds in sacrifice,

in the abundance shared it's hard to engage the intentions,

in the smallest of acts hidden gems reveal wonders,

in the science of feelings what merits praise is drawing out the subject in purest language, the true invocation and not second hand writings,

if it can't be felt the expression does not find traction,

and to flow is constantly moving with the subject in truest form,

there is a time set for all things and a place for all thoughts to channel,

 In the depth of all these emotions, the field and science have their merit.

 Published on

7/1/25 2:33 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Dreaming into reality (revised)

 

I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,

I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me) 

and my Divine  being (Host),

My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,

I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,

you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,

In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call, 

He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,

the search that makes (me) whole and complete,

If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,

In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.

Please allow (me) to praise and praise... 

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 Published on

7/10/25 2:56 AM

 

 

 

Friday, August 15, 2025

At work


 

Super mother (Our champion)


 I thought I had lost this one, in the reconstruction of the pages I found this :}
And if I said second hand writing it's because I haven't yet touched the surface of what I really mean.

 

Kintsugi-mend-broken Clic here !

Take (me) home *--*

 

Jah, the Almighty and Divine...keeps the pot broiling in my soul,

in mid-nite presence he searches for my person and we find each other

through an encounter so natural to us,

Jah, is my love-joy and it's nothing to be alarmed about...but cherish moments

to embrace his wholesome attachments,

so my thoughts race evermore and with greater eagerness as his eternal presence 

makes the connection like fusion of superlative energies merge into a stockpile,

I'm just a rogue (a rough man) lacking in all accounts,

Why do you seek (me) so boldly ?

When was it you became indebted to (me) ?

in all submission and humbleness carry out your Divine schemes, and your slave child be in expectations throughout life's duration,

My love is not by chance and you have query it in the finest of search,

take (me) home...there you, will have the best of the hearts desire,

a place where we can engage in the intimate convocations and spirits merge, come together in endless continuity,

lost as usual in brain storm, but seeking the light is my greatest want.

Praise and laud be my Divine being...

*special guest (YHWH)

Rafael G Gonzalez

 


Embodiment of love (allegory) very special @ least


 

There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice,

And I loved her the same,
 
Yet she couldn't get pass the fear of love,
 
for she knew it not,
 
in the absences of this love affair,
 
I summoned the ultimate sacrifice to show the way once more,
 
It kept (me) exhaustively waiting...and this it revealed !
 
Life and death is like a web, it is a fragile balancing act, yet to experience both is a 
 
blessing disguised in full display. This path is synonymous...one of the same,when   
 
the embodiment of love searches itself.  
 
 
No hay amor más grande que el amor del sacrificio, 
 
Y yo la amaba de la misma manera, 
 
Pero ella no podía superar el miedo al amor,
 
porque no lo conocía, en ausencia de esta historia de amor, 
 
Invoqué el sacrificio máximo para mostrar el camino una vez más, 
 
Me mantuvo esperando exhaustivamente... ¡y esto me reveló! 
 
La vida y la muerte son como una red, es un acto de equilibrio frágil, 
 
pero experimentar ambas es una bendición disfrazada en plena exhibición,
 
Este camino es sinónimo... uno de lo mismo, cuando la encarnación del amor se busca a sí misma.

* Special guest
 
Rafael G Gonzalez
09/01/24 315am

Thank you *--*

 

                                                    Nothing like you in the least

By all Means (Stay on course) II

 

Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,

happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,

life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),

we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned, 

to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,

in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,

in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,

it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,

with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will ! 

Yes, and by Divine and meaningful outlook I stay on course, that which summons (me) and a yearns to connect and expand in more ways meaningful then the last,

I am aware of my call just like any-other spiritual person, and under that endowment a separation is at work...so if we can "stay the course" you be helping us in achieving those means, and that is a blessed compliment.

Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....

 

Published on
3/3/25 12:37 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Thursday, August 14, 2025

Bridges (let's make it happen) everlasting embrace


Since very young years, I have embraced an alien concept, where men/woman...woman/men shared the same language. A language of peace, love and harmony...a pure language, where bridges and its many channels below are crossed effortlessly, charts and compass...the pure language.

A transmission medium highly synchronized, its frequencies fine-tuned to capture vibrational pauses and serene silence. If there is such a thing I shall find it !

Love is not bound by special interest, its infinite in its quest to bridge an innate feeling...of compassion, mercy, kindness, long suffering, a spirit of giving and not receiving. 
 
It may be blind but, not lost...lost but finds the way. It is committed to the object it holds so dear, if a sacrifice is needed, it offers the last expression of endearment as an act, superlative to all submissions to an undefined riddle few will ever go beyond. 
 
Love is a redeemer, an ancient light who has pour it's shadow bestowing humanity with great signs of the same. The truly brave are a strong link to the fallen, yet love covers all.

It is a shaky bridge...but love covers all, love and faith are steadfast, unmovable. One can work the same formula through the spirit; there one can access what is superlative.

 Raphael G

 Sat May 13, 2017

Dones especiales/special gifts (Much love)

 
 

 
 Por cada bocanada de aire que se toma, falta un elemento, 
  
Por cada descompresión como para exhalar, 
 
Algo sale de las bóvedas secretas,  
 
Ella completa el ciclo de los anhelos de mi vida, 
 
A medida que avanzo en mi día, sus presencias me acechan, 
 
Su colorido es como lo sagrado del arco iris,  
 
Como el vacío de los cielos huecos a mitad de camino, ella (me) llena con la gloria y la alegría de los dones espirituales,  
 
Ella expía todo lo que falta y me completa,  
 
Por momentos siento una correlación, una conexión, como un vínculo, como un portal, como una masa de puente que estamos dispuestos a colisionar y crear esos canales a los que nos atraemos... o debería decir un ser supremo.  
 
Tengo la impresión de que lo que el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ha unido ningún poder puede desatarlo,  
 
Ella es la esclava de Dios, anterior a (mi) en el despertar y debo seguir ese camino hasta mi último aliento si ese es el llamado.  
 
En la cámara sagrada (taller) ella es y será el gozo del amor de Jehová Dios…. ¡No puedo decir nada más!

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez
 
For every stroke of breath taken, there is an element missing,
 
For every decompression as to exhale,
 
Something leaves the secret vaults,
 
She completes the cycle of my life's yearns,
 
As I go about my day her presences stalks (me),
 
Her colorfulness like the sacredness of the rainbow,
 
Like the emptiness of midway hollow skies, she fills (me) with the glory and joy of spiritual gifts,
 
She atones everything missing and makes (me) whole,
 
At times I feel a correlation, a connection, like a link, like a portal, like a bridge mass that we are set to collide and create those channels to which we attract...or should I say a supreme being.
 
I’m under the impression that what the Almighty God (YHWH) has brought together no power can untie,
 
She is God’s slave girl, prior to (me) in the awakening and I must follow that path to my last breath stroke if that be the call.
 
In the sacred chamber (workshop) she is and will be Jehovah’s love joy….
I can’t say no more !
 
* Special guest
 
Rafael G Gonzalez
Published on
10/3/24 1:03 AM




 

Un tributo a la paciencia (YHWH special order) *--* Thanks

 


Un tributo a la paciencia
 
Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,
 
A tu direcion,
 
A tus momentos designados,
 
 Te vestiste de gala y recevistes el premio major,
 
A tus actos benevulos,
 
Cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,
 
Nunca me dejetes sin salida,
 
Me llenates de gran aguante,
 
Me orientates en gran consuelo,
 
Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,
 
Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,
 
Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,
 
Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,
 
Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,
 
Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,
 
Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…
 
Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes 
 
deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia,
 
 Atraviesa el corridor del tiempo se conocen bien, son semejantes

La eternidad te abrasa y desea tu asociacion inquebrantable,
 
Mi celo por tu virtud es una lección de corazón aprendida!
 
Mi attencion a tus detalles son inovidables, 
 
Eres luz...estrella...lampara todo en una, 
 
Star light and beyond Clic here *--*
 
 
A tribute to patience
 
Forgive (me) for not having conceded into your impulses,
 
To your direction,
 
To your designated moments, 
 
You dressed to the nines and received the major prize,
 
To your benevolent acts,
 
When I were most in need,
 
Never left (me) without a way out,
 
You fill (me) with great endurance,
 
You guided (me) in great comfort,
 
Like a pacemaker and hourglass,
 
you didn't keep track of time,
 
You were always within my reach,
 
Never bother with my ignorance,
 
You harden and yield with unforgettable reasoning,
 
Your actions towards (me) are superlative,
 
Your presence along my path will be my eternal company,
 
My impatience was not your brokenness, but your strength... You have 
 
acted like a Divine enigma,
 
and replenished my greatest desires...I will be in debt for time and duration of my existence,
 
 You cross the corridor of time, you know each other very well, they are similar
 
 Eternity embraces you and desires your unbreakable association,
 
My zeal for this virtue a heart lesson learned !
 
My attention to your details is unforgettable, 
 
 You are light...star...lamp all in one,

Star light and beyond Clic here
 
 * special guest      : }

10/1/24 3:44 AM
 
Rafael G Gonzalez

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

never new love before


 

Deep-Freeze (unfreeze my love) pure truth


In the presence of true love Almighty God (YHWH) light shine greatest

 

Un tributo a la paciencia  Clic here


She is truly an expression of Almighty God reserves,
 
She puts (me) into a deep-freeze as I go about my ways,
 
I would love to approach her and carry on simply, but its not that easy or trivial,
 
So if I walk away from these interludes, its because I must first come down from these high’s and return to homeostasis (low’s) to express myself freely from a long thawing process (deep-freeze).
 
As I pen these short words from absences, her presences shadows (me) and surely I’m lost in those episodes, her ways are much welcoming and there's nothing to reproach. 
 
She is above average, and has the guidance, coaching of exceptional parents.
 
when you read this I'm moved by my love for you to connect, exchange, and shake with vibrations, while every cell in my body breathes, exhale and searches for that fine-tuning.
 
Patience becomes enigmatic, timing eludes (me), the space between us becomes a chasm, yet I seek to capture every moment with the resiliency of an able body.
 
I can’t say no more...
 
Rafael G Gonzalez
 
Ella es verdaderamente una expresión de las reservas de Dios Todopoderoso,
 
Ella me pone (a mí) en un gran congelo mientras sigo mis caminos,
Me encantaría acercarme a ella y continuar simplemente, pero no es tan fácil ni trivial.
 
Entonces, si me alejo de estos interludios, es porque primero debo bajar de estos altos y regresar a la homeostasis (bajos) para expresarme libremente de un largo proceso de descongelación.
 
Mientras escribo estas cortas palabras desde las ausencias, sus presencias me ensombrecen y seguramente me pierdo en esos episodios, sus maneras son muy acogedoras y no hay nada que reprochar.
 
Ella está por encima del promedio y tiene la guía y el entrenamiento de padres excepcionales.
 
cuando leas esto me conmueve mi amor por ti para conectarme, intercambiarme y sacudirme con vibraciones, mientras cada célula de mi cuerpo respira, exhala y busca esa sintonía-fina.
 
 La paciencia se vuelve enigmática, el tiempo se me escapa, el espacio entre nosotros se convierte en un abismo, pero busco capturar cada momento con la resiliencia de un cuerpo capaz.
 
 no puedo decir mas...
 
* Special guest 

Published on
10/3/24 1:10 AM

 
Rafael G Gonzalez

God's Slave girl (96) *--* thank you

Sister : Ann Butler, original writing please...click on the link here, to view at my drive. A very special poetic note, by one of God's finest (servant) slave girl. 


In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.”

Back in 96' this poetic note was given to me, she is my guardian Angel.

Published on
04/24/22

Truth


                                             Truth


Let me rise with the words of truth,

Let me descend with the words of the same,

Give truth for breakfast,

Give truth for lunch,

Give me truth for dinner,

Give me truth in between and the night,

Give me truth in my dreams and nightmares,

Let me walk in the path of the light, and of darkness…

Like fire ignites, energizes let the truth be just as strong,

Let truth consume me, so that my call is
not be in vain,

I find truth or it will find me...there is no way out !

By : Raphael G Blasini
 
 
Published on
1/12/18 7:24 PM