In poetic notes and journeys I give you the audience real life experiences, for most. There is no second hand writing, the purpose is to share true life meaning and through that journey anything of gain. I'm freeing the unselfish person so that through an exchange I disown the self and embrace a new one everyday. "bridging the the gap" Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way ! Smoke signals, talking wire, or the fluency of a writer's pen ?
Tuesday, August 19, 2025
Truth

Rat race (Revised) be safe
Had bad day in the traffic this early evening...so please let go ! this rat race ! not use to such type turmoil on a human being, I quit >}
I wanted to touch a little more on this subject matter. Most health problems start while and during the incubation period inside this encapsulation of a loaded weapon either way. Some can last a few years while other come to a sick bed everyday just to return into the next cycle of never ending health hazards and trauma. The human being is not meant to endure endless striping away of joy and true happiness and family, factors in which this become a main stay into life arrangement.
Some option to set-up shop near home and avoid this madness playing out in larger cities around the world and adjusting to a simpler life, but enjoying better health and quality of life. Some may even option to move where the action is better reasoning I can work 20 or 30 years then retire...but I say this, retire to what ? If there is anything left of that reason that started as a novel to the unlearned ?

Saturday, August 16, 2025
Bachelor's Dream (written in the late 90's to Lori Fitch)

Special Guest *--* always

Friday, August 15, 2025
Embodiment of love (allegory) very special @ least
There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice,

Wednesday, August 13, 2025
All By Myself (Eric Carmen)

Shalamar - Make That Move

Roberta Flack & Donny Hathaway - Back Together Again (Let's Dance Label #)

Tina

We are awake ! Estamos despierto ! *--* thank you
Jehová, Juez Soberano y justo del universo,
Que tu corazón se desborde como una cascada fresca y turbulenta,
Y que tu Divina voluntad se arraigue, en nuestra y querida hermana tu (hija) a quien tanto apreciamos
No te arrepientas de habernos elegido para estos momentos tan esperados y ansiados,
Que con gran anhelo y determinación tu Santísima luz brille aún más, y que seamos practico en las tareas que nos has asignado,
Haz de nosotros la primera opción y con una renovada esperanza,
infunde en nosotros tus credos divinos y tu selección de temas no ha fallado ni fallará,
Son piezas precisas de tiempo en tu reino celestial,
bendito seas eternamente y santa persona,
Llévanos a casa a la más pura adoración,
donde encontramos nuestras consignas.
Por favor, no nos prives de nuestros anhelos...porque queremos servir,
Envíanos...¡Envíanos con un espíritu renovador! ¡Envíanos!
Jehovah, Sovereign and just Judge of the universe,
May your heart overflow with joy like a fresh and turbulent waterfall,
And may your Divine will take root, and our beloved sister whom we cherish so much,
Do not regret having chosen us for this long-awaited and anticipated moments,
With much longing and determination, may your most Holy light shine even brighter, and may we be well-practiced in your assigned tasks,
make of us first choice and with a renewal hope instill in us your Divine creeds,
your selection in subject matter has not and will not fail,
their like time pieces in your celestial realm, to indefinite blessed be you and saintly person,
takes us home to the purest of worship their we find our consignments,
please do not deprive us of our yearns...because we want to serve,
send us...send us with a renewal spirit send us !
Rafael G Gonzalez

Aretha Franklin - Jump To It (Dj ''S'' Rework) (Let's Dance # Label)

Patrice Rushen - Haven't You Heard (let's dance Label)

SO in love

Never new love before (More luv to U) *--* Blessings N Joy

Always and Forever - Heatwave w/ Lyrics♫ (unforgiven)

Monday, August 11, 2025
ashes *
I may look and sound broken,
But my soul rises from ashes in secret she kept,
It was the innocent touch and colorful smile underneath a veil, of many layers of injured resentful heart,
Hostage held a moment so dear,
Yesterdays gaily exchange has become the bitter haunt...praises the secret so much regard.
Today...tomorrow awakens a cloud of dust whips the winds with no destination,
Disoriented in the search, vagabond in cosmic riddles,
Deceitful as color blind,
The heart contends outreach,
Journeys...journeys the forgotten
* I'm not going to do any revisions or touch this note...other then saying this. "there are many sad things in life, and it's gets more chaotic when pride takes hold and does not want to release". As a servant of Almighty God (YHWH) I'm no bodies savior...and wish I was through the many writings and pouring out my soul to the masses. At times I wish you never new (me) not, and at times there was no way out. That is the unflinching love of a perfecta's love joy.
(c) right
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Sunday, August 10, 2025
Love notes of feelings so innate
Only for you !
Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH) to time and time indefinite !

Life's source
Thou written 2017 and endowment with gift's and imagination,
I would like to dedicate this poetic note to all woman (mother's) and champions in the faith.
they enhance the visual and stimulate the senses,
like peaks and curves of the mountain tops,
like the valleys and evergreen pastures...a delightful kaleidoscope of reflective
lights that bounce back with charm and inquisitive intrigues,
like a meadow in endless rejuvenation,
a waterfall in parched regions,
an oasis of never-ending want,
like shades and shadows tossed dancing dusk-to-dawn,
nocturnal roost daylight dew native and foreign visitor's fragrance chant,
sun-dance, rain-dance collaborate the seasons,
God almighty surely out did himself in creating a fine companion, for his first creative off-spring.
(C) Right
Raphael G

Friday, August 8, 2025
Rainbow (U R very special ) luv every day

Expandable/Human
Jehovah's investment for his treasure box, his work can't be denied ! Clic here !
Who among the least or highest is worthy of your favor ? Just praise him (YHWH) Clic here !
What the normal eye see’s is what I don’t see, I’m going to get
spiritual and philosophical. If one takes a simple rubber-band and
flexes it proximity 50 times it losses flexibility, elasticity and
eventually slaps. Or one can take the simple rubber-band and flex-it
in full beyond the threshold and eventually it will break.
The
human rubber-band is of the same function, we are in the middle
between two highly opposing tents good/and bad, its a tug-of-war in
which we are being utilized as instruments of choice and separated
accordingly through the knowledge gained. We have free will to pick
which side separates us, but not which side chooses us. The election
by which we become the instrument, depending on which side wants it
more. The good/benevolent reaches out and the opposing tent exercises
contractual rights to do the same. For better or worse its
expectation to remain expandable. Too what point ?
So there are two ways to break-down expeditiously or through momentum or accepting non resistance and eventually washing away without the knowledge. Gaining insight of why the ups /downs in our everyday struggles would balance the playing field, and the chessboard of player’s can reveal their hand more openly of the pulls and stretching, we our all subject one way or the other.
I have just revealed my
hand of why we/us are being stretched thin and because of knowledge
gained, remaining expandable...something will eventually break...and
breaking is not that one throws in the towel, but through trial and
perseverance access granted. Beyond the scope of reasoning why some
are targets for the greater call or awakening is somethings that
remains insolvent in a series of episodes I wish not to disclose.
Who is your equal, who is your rival, what's the opposition ? You the all seeing, all loving and benevolent, stage-cast the insensible like pawns in a borderless chessboard.
For every move made you're light years away and not one miserable among the mortals or immortals can access your hand unless granted.
this much I know!
Rafael G Gonzalez

Sunday, August 3, 2025
Kashif - I Just Gotta Have You (Lovers Turn Me On) (7" Version)

Let's dance

Evelyn Champagne King - I'm In Love

Friday, August 1, 2025
The S.O.S. Band - The Finest (Lyrics) 1986 (ur Dee finest)

Thursday, July 31, 2025
Fields of remembrance (Revised)
There are but a few things that can replace those feelings charged, with so
many fine thoughts, it's like being part of the scheme itself...superlative.
To engage the true essences and memories that invoke passion in all it's altruistic display
we rekindle the fields to filled our personal needs.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Wednesday, July 30, 2025
By all means just praise him (YHWH)
The death of my mother has me going in circles, sometimes I just want to let it go so please forgive my spontaneous reactions, my writings, and over all my state of mind, it been very hard. You all deserve better and I will do just that in do time. To all my followers who have remain faithful thanks and also the emails. Face-book, Yandex, Google my former contacts and everyone who stayed the course. My brothers and sisters in the faith from the JW.ORG such love to all. It's been a real drain emotionally and the lost of sleep keep compounding what's left of me.
As a servant of Almighty God (YHWH) and that relationship wasn't forged yesterday it goes back some time, time and space which is infinite on that account. The articles that have been written, speak very much about that ongoing relationship. In a symbiotic exchange, I have no reason to question the qualities of the Holiest-of- Holiest at work through his servant and manifest to the countless in that duration.
There are a significant number of articles, some which I can't past it by (me) in having a personalized attributes of things Divine. In a very humbling and submissive gesture, the poetic notes, the expressive narratives, the story telling, the description of creative design, the event of pass and present, the experiences that have move a writers pen to convey a host desires.
I would like to give a moments gratitude to the medium that have made this exchange and experience a wonderful journey. Google...face-book and the countless social media in the world wide web. The global family...nourish with complete heart felt emotional feelings, love, compassion, patience, and above all the opportunity to carry out the mandates of devotional fellowship through a father's yearn to reach out and call his fallen children from grace.
This year 04/30/25...05/04/25 my beloved mother pass away and there is a scream lodge in my throat I have to let go.....
Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.
The strain your absences has placed on me,
the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,
the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,
the tender look and smile I could only decode,
your grace at times I so much over-looked,
a thankful giver without reserve,
a heart that never gave up it's pulses,
you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries,
a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,
you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,
your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,
from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?
in the care keeping you nest in sublime charm,
you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission,
you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...
your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host,
I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,
in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,
in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)
and host.
Rafael G Gonzalez
04/30/25...05/04/25
There are tear drops that weigh heavier than a bucket full,
and the memory of such heavy matter carries a pulse until the heart gives out,
I gave conscience a chance for a fair trial and the pulse settled,
with a loaded heart and tears like lead pouring down the cheeks,
a lonely yearn fills the air,
a mother's last wish consents the soul I'm still here ?
my lost of sleep is the...lost not gained, for she is still resting and asleep,
in the care and keeping I entrust that wonderful soul,
as you read this I hope your moved by Spirit of Almighty and Divine, and that the softness of that benevolent being is made to rest,
may the finest of qualities and attributes shape our path, and that we become in likeness of choice to praise, laud, sanctify, and worship the Holiest-of-Holiest.
04/30/25 to 05/04/25
Rafael G Gonzalez
Dreaming into reality (revised)
I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,
I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me)
and my Divine being (Host),
My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...
If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,
I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,
you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,
In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call,
He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,
the search that makes (me) whole and complete,
If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,
In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.
Please allow (me) to praise and praise...
Rafael G Gonzalez
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Controversial Truth
knowing that the truth carries a heavy burden do we shrink or expand ? That's a question I like to ask myself, and at one time being absent of organizational directive, I can truly say that the greatest battles were fought and made "in the spiritual realm and not the physical," that should be an eye-opener for the receiving end.
I'm not going to go at history or scriptures, that's why you and I have the Gospel's, very well written narratives and passages, prophecies and parables, until his very death and yet lives (King)...I have picked up the pieces knowing that a call is place upon all subjects under the bluest sky or the darkest night, a yearn to be placed back in order and framed accordingly to it's rightful place.
The Almighty and Divine has not and will not leave any soldier behind who has left a lasting impression on his saintly person to recall in memory...this much I know. His loyalty is unsurpassed, his love unforgiving unexcused (everlasting) and present, that is something to embrace with all powers bestowed. I have a love affair and crush, and his strong-hold does not release, in millennium dawn eternity has a date with much ones.
"In middle of the night He, shook me"
Potter's vessel Clic here !
Rafael G Gonzalez

Conscience holds (Revised)
I place Almighty God (YHWH) as my witness, and stand before him with a clear conscience. That if it be through the expression bestowed or through poetic notes and other means, that I have tried to win the hearts and minds of those who hold (me) in contempt.
Thou I practice a
high state of awareness, I gather that Almighty God is not partial and
that equal footing is granted to all who hold those virtues. The cheap
shots taken against my character have no bearing...it is the actions
that will eventually exchange and bring down the hostile acts...and this
grieves me because I host no such sympathy.
The corruption of the spirit is the corruption of conscience, I have not embrace either one, as to being removed from the process of gainfully being draft back into the call that which we ultimately seek.
If controversy shadows (me) its the conscience that expands and that
which broadens in overgrow seeks the proverbial "TRUTH" in all its
manifestation. When one searches "The way" Divine Truth' in light form,
the controversy is removed. Martyrs and seeker's make use of the
unusual, so that which tries to over-shadow makes no gains on the
proverbial truth. So being a public enemy is the badge of honor that
which thereof carries no shame or pain greater then the martyrs/witness
themselves.
Just praise him while you can ! Just praise him !
Almighty Divine please allow (me) to praise, laud, worship and sanctify the Holiest name !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Sunday, July 27, 2025
God's (YHWH) outlaw (I stand convicted)
The-last-call Clic here !
For all my criminal activities (pass and present)**
I have a supreme Judge (YHWH, the Almighty Divine) a prosecutor (Jesus, the millennium Reign; welcome Reign) and a hand picked jury some whom I have labored with hand-to-hand.The accuser a counterfeit defector, who has afflicted me from birth…..
The
verdict a life sentence of love,compassion,mercy and
undeserved-kindness, and a badge of honor for bravery, courage for
standing up to a psychopath bully.
Stead-fast in all my tribulations, and yet those to come.
I
anticipate this trial as a symbolic death-role recipient, my opening
statement, “Satan you’re a beast and you know it, because Jesus the King
said so! Your warden !
In all these years in shackles I can truly say...let’s do this all-over again.
Rafael G
*Taking
on the judgement sit, would equate in usurping the authority of the Almighty Divine. A mere moral can't read minds, hearts or home in on
stress levels. The fine shepherd...(not the super-fine shepherd), that
The apostle Paul warned about; can see through all our short comings. I
put my trust less on humans in high places, and pull more confidently
with the fine shepherd !
2 Corinthians 4:3
if, in fact, the good news we declare is veiled, it is veiled among those who are perishing,
2 Corinthians 4:12
So death is at work in us, but life in you.
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore,
we do not give up, but even if the man we are outside is wasting away,
certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.
Galatians 1: 9
As
we have said before, so now I say again: If anyone is preaching to you a
gospel contrary to the one you received, let him be accursed. *
" I include myself, if that be case...for that I have judge, a prosecutor and a cloud of witnesses."

Saturday, July 26, 2025
Everlasting apologies II
How painful things are,
and how painful things can be,
yet painful of all is the human experience as a whole,
each sorrows carries it's own tunes,
we can express that sentiment,
that feeling with great ease and at times releasing a destructive path,
like a raging mighty river,
self inflicting all goodness crushed, as blind like a binding attachment it could not let go,
that pain...that sentiment...fine tuned sorrows, that rage we so madly revere,
for the yearnings souls that which pain holds,
the easily channeled coerced, set free the chains that binds and release the stagnant
energies and be reborn with a new image of everlasting acceptance,
my apologies for the things I didn't say,
and regrets for not being heard, may the words of truth stand it's trials.

True gospel on trial (Revised)
True word (gospel) of love spent a short session in the worldly courts,
villainize and ostracized for expressing it's finest gift's,
feeling loaded down and heavy, under the scope of the so-called gathering,
those who hold the greatest of virtues in contempt,
those with ears but can't make sense/cause of the expression,
those with eye's and make misuse of the oversight,
those with the gift of tongue and spread poisonous substance,
true love spent a short session of this contemporary misalignment of human activities, yet it remain the seeker's delight for the duration of that allotment,
everyday it flourished in (me)... praise and praise it called out with yearnings beyond compare,
on trial once to many and this new season, what brings worth it's misfits against, and what is the defense?
make my love your battlefield and once it accomplish it's call, you can take down with you,
in the trial's...in the courts...in the public squares...in the witnessing stand...under oath and testimony...but in secret it doesn't operate,
If under the trials of misunderstanding, we gave up all reasoning and the web working it's nefarious activities pulled the veil on us once too often, can we come together and mount under spiritual guidance a complete revival to make right ?
there is much love and much more to come, so that through a thorough self validation, the power of the Almighty is made manifest and completely expand the finest qualities that are truly Divine.
Praise the Almighty God (YHWH) just praise him !
La verdadera palabra (evangelio) de amor pasó una corta sesión en los tribunales mundanos, vilizado y condenado al ostracismo por expresar sus mejores dones,
sintiéndose agobiado y pesado, bajo el alcance de la llamada reunión,
aquellos que desprecian las mayores virtudes,
aquellos con oídos pero no pueden hacer causa/sentido de la expresión,
aquellos con ojos y hacen mal uso de la supervisión,
aquellos con el don de la lengua y difunden sustancias venenosas,
el amor verdadero pasó una corta sesión de este des-alineamiento contemporáneo de las actividades humanas,
sin embargo, sigue siendo el deleite del buscador durante la duración de esa asignación,
todos los días floreció en (mí)...alabanza y alabanza gritó con anhelos incomparables, en juicio una vez a muchos y esta nueva temporada,
¿qué hace que valga la pena contra él y cuál es la defensa?
Haz de mi amor tu campo de batalla y una vez que cumpla su llamado, podrás derribarlo contigo,
en los juicios...en los juzgados...en las plazas públicas...en el estrado de los testigos...bajo juramento y testimonio...pero en secreto no opera,
Si bajo las pruebas de la incomprensión, abandonamos todo razonamiento y la red que trabaja con sus nefastas actividades nos cubre con demasiada frecuencia, ¿podemos unirnos y montar bajo guía espiritual un avivamiento completo para hacer lo correcto?
hay mucho amor y mucho más por venir, para que a través de una auto-validación profunda, el poder del Todopoderoso se manifieste y expanda por completo las mejores cualidades que son verdaderamente Divinas.
Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), ¡simplemente alábenlo!
Rafael G Gonzalez
1/1/25 = 9th son

Friday, July 25, 2025
expreso mi llanto/express yearns (Bless Dee)
Jehovah’ me eres una total santidad,
me guias en esa misma expresion Divina,
conoces bien mis actos mas intimos,
mi confianza se aloja en ti, y solamente en ti…no hay partidos entre nosotros,
permiteme un corto alargamiento mas para que se manifieste lo escrito,
me examina diariamente como si fuese notas perdidas, asi es tu apego hacia mi,
un esclavo sin rumbo en busca de tu colorido espendor,
extiende mi llanto asi ti, que nunca se apaque en busca de tus obras superlativas,
mi Santo y eleogiado ser Divino te expreso lo que siento y no te oculto nada muy bien lo sabes,
si el sheol abriera las puertas a cualquier momento se que me buscarian aquellos encuentros,
inquieto por ti lo inanimado de mis huesos, de seguro me eres memoria en la profundidad.
Jehovah, you are a total holiness to me,
You guide me in that same Divine expression,
You know my most intimate acts well,
My trust resides in you, and only in you…there are no parties between us,
Allow me one more short extension so that what is written can be manifested,
He examines me daily as if I were lost notes, this is your attachment to me,
an aimless slave in search of your colorful splendor,
He spreads my tears so that it never subsides in search of your superlative works,
My Holy and praised Divine being, I express to you what I feel and I do not hide anything from you, you know it very well,
If Sheol opened the doors at any moment I know those moments you would seek me out,
The inanimateness of my bones are restless for you, you are surely a memory to me in the depths.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Thursday, July 24, 2025
The scholar (gifts)
Look at the gifts unfolding right in front of you,
and release the pass as something not fit for your future,
there also things not fitting for past or present,
but what remains stable in it's course is the mighty word of God Almighty !

Sunday, July 20, 2025
Jeremiah 1:5
Friday, July 21, 2023

Saturday, July 19, 2025
lament of the 9th son
Crimson Tears here !
Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking
toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity,
to give you a future and a hope.
The strain your absences has placed on me,
the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,
the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,
the tender look and smile I could only decode,
your grace at times I so much over-looked,
a thankful giver without reserve,
a heart that never gave up it's pulses,
you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries,
a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,
you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,
your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,
from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?
in the care keeping you nest in sublime charm,
you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission,
you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...
your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host,
I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,
in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,
in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)
and host.
Rafael G Gonzalez
04/30/25...05/04/25
