In poetic notes and journeys I give you the audience real life experiences, for most. There is no second hand writing, the purpose is to share true life meaning and through that journey anything of gain. I'm freeing the unselfish person so that through an exchange I disown the self and embrace a new one everyday. "bridging the the gap" Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way ! Smoke signals, talking wire, or the fluency of a writer's pen ?
Sunday, July 20, 2025
Jeremiah 1:5

Saturday, July 19, 2025
lament of the 9th son
Crimson Tears here !
Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking
toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity,
to give you a future and a hope.
The strain your absences has placed on me,
the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,
the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,
the tender look and smile I could only decode,
your grace at times I so much over-looked,
a thankful giver without reserve,
a heart that never gave up it's pulses,
you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries,
a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,
you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,
your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,
from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?
in the care keeping you nest in sublime charm,
you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission,
you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...
your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host,
I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,
in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,
in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)
and host.
Rafael G Gonzalez
04/30/25...05/04/25

Friday, July 18, 2025
Almighty and Charitable (Revised) II
Holiest and Divine if I stumble at times it's certainly my misjudgment
of your charitable person,
my trust fading like the Holy mist after it's complete cycle,
I have misplaced the order of your Divine arrangements, just to follow it in my last death strokes,
In the regrettable abyss you grant the least of calls,
I need you, and in my vastness of passion I feel an inseparable connection no other
force can attain,
I have come to know your statues,
I'm well aware of your intimacy, your fellowship and attachments,
your stronghold will not release,
freeze frame our expressions and allow these to flow when ever moments in pause stumbles, there I have your attention and charity of your Divinity !
Bless be you to time indefinite,
Santísimo y Divino espiritu si a veces tropiezo, es sin duda por mi error de juicio
de tu persona caritativa,
mi confianza se desvanece como la niebla sagrada después de su ciclo completo,
he extraviado el orden de tus arreglos Divinos, solo para seguirlo en mis últimos golpes de muerte,
en el abismo lamentable concedes la menor de las llamadas,
te necesito, y en mi inmensidad de pasión siento una conexión inseparable que ninguna otra fuerza puede alcanzar,
he llegado a conocer tus estatus,
soy muy consciente de tu intimidad, tu compañerismo y tus apegos,
tu fortaleza no me liberará,
congela nuestras expresiones y permite que fluyan cuando cada momento de pausa tropiece, ¡ahí tengo tu atención y la caridad de tu Divinidad!
Bendito seas hasta el tiempo indefinido,
Rafael G Gonzalez
12/05/24

Thursday, July 17, 2025
Crimson tears (Revised)
There are tear drops that weigh heavier than a bucket full,
and the memory of such heavy matter carries a pulse until the heart gives out,
I gave conscience a chance for a fair trial and the pulse settled,
with a loaded heart and tears like lead pouring down the cheeks,
a lonely yearn fills the air,
a mother's last wish consents the soul I'm still here ?
my lost of sleep is the...lost not gained, for she is still resting and asleep,
in the care and keeping I entrust that wonderful soul,
as you read this I hope your moved by Spirit of Almighty and Divine, and that the softness of that benevolent being is made to rest,
may the finest of qualities and attributes shape our path, and that we become in likeness of choice to praise, laud, sanctify, and worship the Holiest-of-Holiest.
04/30/25 to 05/04/25
Rafael G Gonzalez

Monday, July 14, 2025
9th son/nueve (Revised)

Friday, July 11, 2025
Bee Gees - More Than A Woman (one of my favorite)
More then a young lady (God's "YHWH" Finest) and blessed

Wednesday, July 9, 2025
Honor them (Revised)
Real men honor their mother/father and make them feel safe and secured in their most vulnerable state, it is a learned quality of gratitude, of submission, acceptance and unforgiving love. And when I say unforgiving' it's because true love does not seek validation, it doesn't compromise and holds absolute and resolute without transitioning.
Jesus our Lord and savior, the greatest man and teacher that ever lived show altruistic compassion, love and emotions beyond compare, setting example of what is truly Divine.
Yes, true love is a question of will and it's not optional, it has the power to transcend, cause and affect. And the commandments circled (hang) on two virtues and love took center stage as the front runner. If Almighty God (YHWH) is the epitome of LOVE, and with this holy attribute he bathe and shower loyal subjects, the least we can do is emulate and imitate in practice.
My greatest desire is to see my father's (YHWH) Divine will take place accordingly and I be there to exchange that joy and over-all jubilee of the soul. I'm aware of what it entails to hold steadfast and patient, perseverance..if Jesus (Welcome Reign) was no exception and a model to emulate then who am I skip the final test ? If i'am worthy and this has been considered, I can only ask to spare (me) not and allow your servant to honor you in the way it's fitting.
The image above really touched a sensitive component in the human make-up, and I'm under the same impression it will do the same for many others. Seek the validation in practice, and allow him (YHWH) to expand, flex that quality until he is full and complete in radiant holiness.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Tuesday, July 1, 2025
Truth 4 ever (Revised)

Tuesday, June 24, 2025
If life is a struggle II
If life is a struggle, what does death offers in the long run?

Pure energy fine tuning (Revised)
Whether one realize it or not, being pick out of the masses, from the vast numbers of the global population is an exceptional wake-up call. The Almighty Divine is pure energy...we in turn are also energy. From a finger nail to a single strand of hair follicle. With that said, the selection is not by chance, the higher power to which we were created seeks out what belongs to it. Is like frequencies in the stock pile missing within itself, in order to remain fine-tuned what it attracts is in harmony with superlative Divine guidance.
Please allow (me) to praise and worship the Holiest and Divine.

Monday, June 23, 2025
Prisoner's Chant

Sunday, June 22, 2025
Android II

Miracle of Life (Revised)*
As dedicated bible-based (prophecies) researcher I have been fascinated and intrigued by the great resource work it really is...this wonderful time piece(Holy Book)can set the stage for all kinds of fact finding and guide to many topics. From science,archeology,history,family,genealogy,health,civil law; it's certainly an endless master work of infinite uncontested wisdom. I have included reference text to accompany this video as a compliment...since the miracle of life' rekindle and touches the fiber of every spiritual conscious able human being.
The original video was removed on copy right issues...it was quite amazing from conception to birth...and all the wonder.
- (Job 10:8) Your own hands have shaped me so that they made me In entirety round about, and yet you would swallow me up.
- (Job 31:15) Did not the One making me in the belly make him, And did not just One proceed to prepare us in the womb?
- (Psalm 22:10) Upon you I have been thrown from the womb; From the belly of my mother you have been my God.
- (Isaiah 46:3) “Listen to me, O house of Jacob, and all YOU remaining ones of the house of Israel, YOU the ones conveyed [by me] from the belly, the ones carried from the womb.
- (John 3:4)Nic·o·de′mus said to him: “How can a man be born when he is old? He cannot enter into the womb of his mother a second time and be born, can he?”
- Psalm 19:1) The heavens are declaring the glory of God; And of the work of his hands the expanse is telling.
- (Psalm 92:5) How great your works are, O Jehovah! Very deep your thoughts are.
- (Psalm 104:24) How many your works are, O Jehovah! All of them in wisdom you have made. The earth is full of your productions.
- (Psalm 111:2) The works of Jehovah are great, Searched for on the part of all those delighting in them.
- (Job 10:11) With skin and flesh you proceeded to clothe me And with bones and sinews to weave me together .
- (Ecclesiastes 11:5) Just as you are not aware of what is the way of the spirit in the bones in the belly of her that is pregnant, in like manner you do not know the work of the [true] God, who does all things.
- (Job 1:21) and say: “Naked I came out of my mother’s belly, And naked shall I return there. Jehovah himself has given, and Jehovah himself has taken away. Let the name of Jehovah continue to be blessed.”
- (Job 10:18) So why from a womb did you bring me out? Could I have expired, that not even an eye could see me,
- (Psalm 127:3) Look! Sons are an inheritance from Jehovah; The fruitage of the belly is a reward.
*Published : 12/3/12 3:03

Friday, June 20, 2025
parasites/hook-worm
Parasitism and Anemia
SUMMARY
The main parasites causing blood loss in man and leading to direct iron-deficiency anemia are the common worm infections. These include hookworm infection (Necator americanus and Ancylostoma duodenale); whipworm infection (Trichuris trichiura); and schistosomiasis (Schistosoma mansoni, S. haematobium, and S. japonicum).
Radioisotope studies with chromium 51-tagged red blood cells have shown that patients with heavy hookworm infection can lose up to 250 ml, or a quarter of a liter of blood, daily, and up to 29 mg of iron in the gastrointestinal tract, thus leading to direct iron-deficiency anemia.
Workers from South America and East Africa have shown that each Necator americanus worm can cause a daily blood loss of 0.03 ml, which means that patients infected with approximately 1,000 worms can lose up to 30 ml of blood daily. More recent work from London and Egypt has shown that the Old World hookworm, Ancylostoma duodenale, can cause a daily blood loss of 0.2 ml, approximately 10 times more than the American hookworm, Necator americanus.
Layrisse and his colleagues (24–27), using 51Cr-tagged red cells, measured the blood loss caused by T. trichiura in heavily infected children and showed that the daily blood loss can reach up to 8.6 ml. These workers concluded that infection of over 800 parasites can lead to anemia.
Using 51Cr-isotopes, Farid (10–15) and his colleagues measured the blood loss in patients with chronic Schistosoma mansoni polyp formation of the colon and showed that these patients can lose up to 12.5 ml of blood daily. Using 59Fe-isotopes, these workers also measured the blood loss in the urine in patients infected with Schistosoma haematobium and demonstrated that these patients can lose up to 120 ml of blood daily. Blood loss in schistosomiasis, however, is intermittent and not constant and though it may be severe for a few days it usually ceases for prolonged periods.
It has been shown by 51Cr and body surface counting of radioactivity that the large spleen in chronic schistosomiasis, leishmaniasis, and malaria, can destroy the red blood cells and lead to anemia secondary to hypersplenism.
Recent work has also shown that a malabsorption syndrome leading to poor absorption of essential nutrients may occur in patients heavily infected with hookworms, Strongyloides stecoralis and Giardia lamblia.
Destruction of red blood cells leading to a hemolytic anemia has been shown to occur in malaria, and vitamin B12 megaloblastic anemia has been demonstrated to occur in patients infected with the intestinal fish worm, Diphyllobothrium latum.
- anemia
- iron
- process of absorption
- hemorrhage
- hemolytic anemia
- erythrocytes
- malabsorption syndrome
- giardia lamblia
- hookworm infections
- hypersplenism
- africa, eastern
- ancylostomatoidea
- iron deficiency anemia
- megaloblastic anemia
- child
- egypt
- helminthiasis
- intestines
- isotopes
- leishmaniasis
- malaria
- necator americanus
- parasites
- polyps
- radioactivity
- radioisotopes
- schistosomiasis
- south america
- splenomegaly
- strongyloides
- trichuriasis
- infections
- chromium
- colon
- helminths
- schistosoma haematobium
- schistosoma mansoni
- urine
- vitamin b12
- gastrointestinal tract
- diphyllobothrium latum
- essential nutrients
- ancylostoma duodenale
- trichocephalus trichiura

Parasites undo the harm (Revised)
Parasites
https://www.drclark.net/en-us/infective-agents-and-pollutants/parasites
Dr. Clark was known worldwide for her knowledge about and expertise on parasites.
Go to the drive for more information....
She was the first to recognize that one does not get parasites only in tropical countries. Parasites can cause great damage to the human body, weakening our immune system and cause disease.Only the adult stage is the one that should "normally" live in humans (and then only in the intestine). Instead Dr. Clark realized that the human species are now heavily infested with parasites. Globalization has also given its contribution to this. Global travel reduces our planet to the size of our backyards and in order to keep our own backyards clean, the neighbors must keep backyards clean too. So it is with keeping our bodies free of viruses, bacteria and parasites. We all must be free of them. We can do this electrically with zapping and Parasite Cleanse which removes more than 120 species of parasites without any side effects.
For more obstinate parasites such as ascaris and tapeworms, refer to the Mop-up Program
BUT WHAT IS A PARASITE?
A parasite is a tiny organism that lives on or in another host organism and is fed at the expense of its host. In other words the parasites that live inside us use up our vitamins, proteins and all other nutrients. Not only do they do this, they also do their "business" inside us releasing their toxic bacteria and viruses inside us.
There are three principal groups that cause sickness in humans:
- PROTOZOA – unicellular microscopic organisms such as plasmodium, cryptosporidium or entamoeba
- HELMINTHES – multicellular organisms visible to the human eye such as flatworms (trematodes), cestodes (tapeworms), acantocepalins e round worms (nematodes)
- ECTOPARASITES – bigger insects – these act as vectors transmitting illness such as ticks, lice and mites
Heavy parasitism is caused also by the water and food we take in.
Flatworms such as Trematodes (Flukes) are small suckers that attach themselves to our tissues, suck and release eggs. They can release from 25'000 to 50'000 eggs per day
MAIN FLUKES MENTIONED BY DR CLARKFASCIOLOPSIS BUSKI: FASCIOLA HEPATICA: EURYTREMA PANCREATICUM: CLONORCHIS: PARAGONIMUS: NEMATODES (roundworms)DIROFILARIA: ASCARIS: TAPEWORM STAGES (Cestodes – flatworm): SHISTOSOMA: ANCYLOSTOMA: They can come in through our skin and go preferably to the duodenum. They cause bleeding, anemia, arthritis, joint and muscle pains, schizophrenia and intestinal problems. STRONGYLOIDE: ENTEROBIUS VERMICULARIS: TRICHINELLA: |
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Find out more on Parasites and see their preferred Location
Copyright notice – Excerpts taken from "The Cure of all Diseases" written by Dr. Clark
Dr. Clark was the first to realize that we are heavily infested with parasites. Man has always had parasites and the normal cycle is that our immune system should eliminate them. What causes them instead to dwell and thrive in us in all their larval stages?
Dr. Clark shows us that just as man has food preferences, parasites, which are also living things, have their own food preferences and have adapted to the solvents and metals in our environment much more quickly than their human hosts. Parasites are also strongly associated with food allergies.
This is bad news for us because parasites will use up our food, our vitamins, and our minerals while releasing their own harmful bacteria, metals, viruses, toxins, and other waste products in us.
The healthy of us have few, the sick have many parasites.
Unfortunately, globalization is deciding for us how our food should
be sterilized, how our water should be cleaned, and the purity standards
for our food supplements.
In order to stay healthy, it is vital
that we return to nature as much as possible, preparing food from
scratch and finding clean sources of water.
For humans it is also the food and water that decides our health and whether we are heavily parasitized and destined to a life of low energy and lots of medicine.
PARASITE FOOD PREFERENCES
FASCIOLOPSIS BUSKI :
Food requirement: onion
Preferred solvent: alcohol isopropyl
FASCIOLA HEPATICA:
Food requirement: wheat (partly digested into gluten and gladin)
EURYTHREMA PANCREATICUM:
Food requirement: LIMONENE- found in lemons, orange oil, pine needles, peppermint etc
Preferred solvent: methanol
CLONORCHIS:
Food requirement: oats
STRONGYLOIDES:
Food requirement: potatoes
DIROFILARIA:
Food requirement: milk sugar
ASCARIS:
Food requirement: QUERCITIN - found also in cantaloupe, cheese, cucumbers etc
ONCHOCERCA:
Food requirement: corn
PARAGONISMUS:
Food requirement: lemon
Preferred solvent: benzene
ECHINOPORYPHIUM RECURVATUM AND GASTROTHYLAX:
Food requirement: cinnamon
ECHINOSTOMA REVOLUTUM:
Food requirement: sorghum, acetaldehyde
By eliminating these foods for 3 weeks you will have starved most of your parasites. You can then start to introduce one food once a week.
Also food oils need to be eliminated until the body has digested all the accumulated food oils. Food oils are the food for most Oncoviruses which are released by parasites and give immortality to cancer cells and to bacteria cells. You can help to remove accumulated food oils by taking enzymes such as pancreatin-lipase or digestive enzymes.
Parasites also trigger our food allergies. Allergies open the door to inflammation, which opens the door to more bacteria and viruses.
Check out the Parasite Gallery
(Taken from Dr. Clark’s book "The Prevention of all Cancers" )

Thursday, June 19, 2025
The leader's regard *
Today, tomorrow, maybe a few days more we can endure. Some
of us will fall back do to weakness, or can’t bear it any longer,
to those still standing I give support and those dead make me stride a bit further.
Soon life will pass by and the pack will dismiss their woes, but I see harder days to go. Here I stand contemplating my path, for every death there is life and for every life there is joy and for every joy also sadness.
Victory doesn’t belong to he that claims it, but to he who tries.
I long to see does who felt short here and me there,because after all the struggles there was no reward. Here I stand and as the sun gives to shaded , my cries will be on a different note.
BY: Raphael G

Friday, June 13, 2025
asi eres tu nadie como tu *--*
You are my sweet heart...I can't say anymore :}

Aretha Franklin - I Say A Little Prayer (Love U Dee)
