In poetic notes and journeys I give you the audience real life experiences, for most. There is no second hand writing, the purpose is to share true life meaning and through that journey anything of gain. I'm freeing the unselfish person so that through an exchange I disown the self and embrace a new one everyday. "bridging the the gap" Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way ! Smoke signals, talking wire, or the fluency of a writer's pen ?
Sunday, August 3, 2025
Let's dance

Evelyn Champagne King - I'm In Love

Friday, August 1, 2025
Phyllis Hyman...You Know How To Love Me

The S.O.S. Band - The Finest (Lyrics) 1986 (ur Dee finest)

Thursday, July 31, 2025
Fields of remembrance (Revised)
There are but a few things that can replace those feelings charged, with so
many fine thoughts, it's like being part of the scheme itself...superlative.
To engage the true essences and memories that invoke passion in all it's altruistic display
we rekindle the fields to filled our personal needs.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Wednesday, July 30, 2025
By all means just praise him (YHWH)
The death of my mother has me going in circles, sometimes I just want to let it go so please forgive my spontaneous reactions, my writings, and over all my state of mind, it been very hard. You all deserve better and I will do just that in do time. To all my followers who have remain faithful thanks and also the emails. Face-book, Yandex, Google my former contacts and everyone who stayed the course. My brothers and sisters in the faith from the JW.ORG such love to all. It's been a real drain emotionally and the lost of sleep keep compounding what's left of me.
As a servant of Almighty God (YHWH) and that relationship wasn't forged yesterday it goes back some time, time and space which is infinite on that account. The articles that have been written, speak very much about that ongoing relationship. In a symbiotic exchange, I have no reason to question the qualities of the Holiest-of- Holiest at work through his servant and manifest to the countless in that duration.
There are a significant number of articles, some which I can't past it by (me) in having a personalized attributes of things Divine. In a very humbling and submissive gesture, the poetic notes, the expressive narratives, the story telling, the description of creative design, the event of pass and present, the experiences that have move a writers pen to convey a host desires.
I would like to give a moments gratitude to the medium that have made this exchange and experience a wonderful journey. Google...face-book and the countless social media in the world wide web. The global family...nourish with complete heart felt emotional feelings, love, compassion, patience, and above all the opportunity to carry out the mandates of devotional fellowship through a father's yearn to reach out and call his fallen children from grace.
This year 04/30/25...05/04/25 my beloved mother pass away and there is a scream lodge in my throat I have to let go.....
Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.
The strain your absences has placed on me,
the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,
the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,
the tender look and smile I could only decode,
your grace at times I so much over-looked,
a thankful giver without reserve,
a heart that never gave up it's pulses,
you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries,
a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,
you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,
your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,
from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?
in the care keeping you nest in sublime charm,
you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission,
you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...
your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host,
I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,
in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,
in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)
and host.
Rafael G Gonzalez
04/30/25...05/04/25
There are tear drops that weigh heavier than a bucket full,
and the memory of such heavy matter carries a pulse until the heart gives out,
I gave conscience a chance for a fair trial and the pulse settled,
with a loaded heart and tears like lead pouring down the cheeks,
a lonely yearn fills the air,
a mother's last wish consents the soul I'm still here ?
my lost of sleep is the...lost not gained, for she is still resting and asleep,
in the care and keeping I entrust that wonderful soul,
as you read this I hope your moved by Spirit of Almighty and Divine, and that the softness of that benevolent being is made to rest,
may the finest of qualities and attributes shape our path, and that we become in likeness of choice to praise, laud, sanctify, and worship the Holiest-of-Holiest.
04/30/25 to 05/04/25
Rafael G Gonzalez
Dreaming into reality (revised)
I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,
I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me)
and my Divine being (Host),
My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...
If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,
I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,
you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,
In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call,
He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,
the search that makes (me) whole and complete,
If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,
In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.
Please allow (me) to praise and praise...
Rafael G Gonzalez
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Controversial Truth
knowing that the truth carries a heavy burden do we shrink or expand ? That's a question I like to ask myself, and at one time being absent of organizational directive, I can truly say that the greatest battles were fought and made "in the spiritual realm and not the physical," that should be an eye-opener for the receiving end.
I'm not going to go at history or scriptures, that's why you and I have the Gospel's, very well written narratives and passages, prophecies and parables, until his very death and yet lives (King)...I have picked up the pieces knowing that a call is place upon all subjects under the bluest sky or the darkest night, a yearn to be placed back in order and framed accordingly to it's rightful place.
The Almighty and Divine has not and will not leave any soldier behind who has left a lasting impression on his saintly person to recall in memory...this much I know. His loyalty is unsurpassed, his love unforgiving unexcused (everlasting) and present, that is something to embrace with all powers bestowed. I have a love affair and crush, and his strong-hold does not release, in millennium dawn eternity has a date with much ones.
"In middle of the night He, shook me"
Potter's vessel Clic here !
Rafael G Gonzalez

Conscience holds (Revised)
I place Almighty God (YHWH) as my witness, and stand before him with a clear conscience. That if it be through the expression bestowed or through poetic notes and other means, that I have tried to win the hearts and minds of those who hold (me) in contempt.
Thou I practice a
high state of awareness, I gather that Almighty God is not partial and
that equal footing is granted to all who hold those virtues. The cheap
shots taken against my character have no bearing...it is the actions
that will eventually exchange and bring down the hostile acts...and this
grieves me because I host no such sympathy.
The corruption of the spirit is the corruption of conscience, I have not embrace either one, as to being removed from the process of gainfully being draft back into the call that which we ultimately seek.
If controversy shadows (me) its the conscience that expands and that
which broadens in overgrow seeks the proverbial "TRUTH" in all its
manifestation. When one searches "The way" Divine Truth' in light form,
the controversy is removed. Martyrs and seeker's make use of the
unusual, so that which tries to over-shadow makes no gains on the
proverbial truth. So being a public enemy is the badge of honor that
which thereof carries no shame or pain greater then the martyrs/witness
themselves.
Just praise him while you can ! Just praise him !
Almighty Divine please allow (me) to praise, laud, worship and sanctify the Holiest name !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Sunday, July 27, 2025
God's (YHWH) outlaw (I stand convicted)
The-last-call Clic here !
For all my criminal activities (pass and present)**
I have a supreme Judge (YHWH, the Almighty Divine) a prosecutor (Jesus, the millennium Reign; welcome Reign) and a hand picked jury some whom I have labored with hand-to-hand.The accuser a counterfeit defector, who has afflicted me from birth…..
The
verdict a life sentence of love,compassion,mercy and
undeserved-kindness, and a badge of honor for bravery, courage for
standing up to a psychopath bully.
Stead-fast in all my tribulations, and yet those to come.
I
anticipate this trial as a symbolic death-role recipient, my opening
statement, “Satan you’re a beast and you know it, because Jesus the King
said so! Your warden !
In all these years in shackles I can truly say...let’s do this all-over again.
Rafael G
*Taking
on the judgement sit, would equate in usurping the authority of the Almighty Divine. A mere moral can't read minds, hearts or home in on
stress levels. The fine shepherd...(not the super-fine shepherd), that
The apostle Paul warned about; can see through all our short comings. I
put my trust less on humans in high places, and pull more confidently
with the fine shepherd !
2 Corinthians 4:3
if, in fact, the good news we declare is veiled, it is veiled among those who are perishing,
2 Corinthians 4:12
So death is at work in us, but life in you.
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore,
we do not give up, but even if the man we are outside is wasting away,
certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.
Galatians 1: 9
As
we have said before, so now I say again: If anyone is preaching to you a
gospel contrary to the one you received, let him be accursed. *
" I include myself, if that be case...for that I have judge, a prosecutor and a cloud of witnesses."

Saturday, July 26, 2025
Everlasting apologies II
How painful things are,
and how painful things can be,
yet painful of all is the human experience as a whole,
each sorrows carries it's own tunes,
we can express that sentiment,
that feeling with great ease and at times releasing a destructive path,
like a raging mighty river,
self inflicting all goodness crushed, as blind like a binding attachment it could not let go,
that pain...that sentiment...fine tuned sorrows, that rage we so madly revere,
for the yearnings souls that which pain holds,
the easily channeled coerced, set free the chains that binds and release the stagnant
energies and be reborn with a new image of everlasting acceptance,
my apologies for the things I didn't say,
and regrets for not being heard, may the words of truth stand it's trials.

True gospel on trial (Revised)
True word (gospel) of love spent a short session in the worldly courts,
villainize and ostracized for expressing it's finest gift's,
feeling loaded down and heavy, under the scope of the so-called gathering,
those who hold the greatest of virtues in contempt,
those with ears but can't make sense/cause of the expression,
those with eye's and make misuse of the oversight,
those with the gift of tongue and spread poisonous substance,
true love spent a short session of this contemporary misalignment of human activities, yet it remain the seeker's delight for the duration of that allotment,
everyday it flourished in (me)... praise and praise it called out with yearnings beyond compare,
on trial once to many and this new season, what brings worth it's misfits against, and what is the defense?
make my love your battlefield and once it accomplish it's call, you can take down with you,
in the trial's...in the courts...in the public squares...in the witnessing stand...under oath and testimony...but in secret it doesn't operate,
If under the trials of misunderstanding, we gave up all reasoning and the web working it's nefarious activities pulled the veil on us once too often, can we come together and mount under spiritual guidance a complete revival to make right ?
there is much love and much more to come, so that through a thorough self validation, the power of the Almighty is made manifest and completely expand the finest qualities that are truly Divine.
Praise the Almighty God (YHWH) just praise him !
La verdadera palabra (evangelio) de amor pasó una corta sesión en los tribunales mundanos, vilizado y condenado al ostracismo por expresar sus mejores dones,
sintiéndose agobiado y pesado, bajo el alcance de la llamada reunión,
aquellos que desprecian las mayores virtudes,
aquellos con oídos pero no pueden hacer causa/sentido de la expresión,
aquellos con ojos y hacen mal uso de la supervisión,
aquellos con el don de la lengua y difunden sustancias venenosas,
el amor verdadero pasó una corta sesión de este des-alineamiento contemporáneo de las actividades humanas,
sin embargo, sigue siendo el deleite del buscador durante la duración de esa asignación,
todos los días floreció en (mí)...alabanza y alabanza gritó con anhelos incomparables, en juicio una vez a muchos y esta nueva temporada,
¿qué hace que valga la pena contra él y cuál es la defensa?
Haz de mi amor tu campo de batalla y una vez que cumpla su llamado, podrás derribarlo contigo,
en los juicios...en los juzgados...en las plazas públicas...en el estrado de los testigos...bajo juramento y testimonio...pero en secreto no opera,
Si bajo las pruebas de la incomprensión, abandonamos todo razonamiento y la red que trabaja con sus nefastas actividades nos cubre con demasiada frecuencia, ¿podemos unirnos y montar bajo guía espiritual un avivamiento completo para hacer lo correcto?
hay mucho amor y mucho más por venir, para que a través de una auto-validación profunda, el poder del Todopoderoso se manifieste y expanda por completo las mejores cualidades que son verdaderamente Divinas.
Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), ¡simplemente alábenlo!
Rafael G Gonzalez
1/1/25 = 9th son

Friday, July 25, 2025
expreso mi llanto/express yearns (Bless Dee)
Jehovah’ me eres una total santidad,
me guias en esa misma expresion Divina,
conoces bien mis actos mas intimos,
mi confianza se aloja en ti, y solamente en ti…no hay partidos entre nosotros,
permiteme un corto alargamiento mas para que se manifieste lo escrito,
me examina diariamente como si fuese notas perdidas, asi es tu apego hacia mi,
un esclavo sin rumbo en busca de tu colorido espendor,
extiende mi llanto asi ti, que nunca se apaque en busca de tus obras superlativas,
mi Santo y eleogiado ser Divino te expreso lo que siento y no te oculto nada muy bien lo sabes,
si el sheol abriera las puertas a cualquier momento se que me buscarian aquellos encuentros,
inquieto por ti lo inanimado de mis huesos, de seguro me eres memoria en la profundidad.
Jehovah, you are a total holiness to me,
You guide me in that same Divine expression,
You know my most intimate acts well,
My trust resides in you, and only in you…there are no parties between us,
Allow me one more short extension so that what is written can be manifested,
He examines me daily as if I were lost notes, this is your attachment to me,
an aimless slave in search of your colorful splendor,
He spreads my tears so that it never subsides in search of your superlative works,
My Holy and praised Divine being, I express to you what I feel and I do not hide anything from you, you know it very well,
If Sheol opened the doors at any moment I know those moments you would seek me out,
The inanimateness of my bones are restless for you, you are surely a memory to me in the depths.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Thursday, July 24, 2025
The scholar (gifts)
Look at the gifts unfolding right in front of you,
and release the pass as something not fit for your future,
there also things not fitting for past or present,
but what remains stable in it's course is the mighty word of God Almighty !

Sunday, July 20, 2025
Jeremiah 1:5
Friday, July 21, 2023

Saturday, July 19, 2025
lament of the 9th son
Crimson Tears here !
Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking
toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity,
to give you a future and a hope.
The strain your absences has placed on me,
the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,
the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,
the tender look and smile I could only decode,
your grace at times I so much over-looked,
a thankful giver without reserve,
a heart that never gave up it's pulses,
you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries,
a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,
you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,
your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,
from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?
in the care keeping you nest in sublime charm,
you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission,
you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...
your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host,
I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,
in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,
in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)
and host.
Rafael G Gonzalez
04/30/25...05/04/25

Friday, July 18, 2025
Almighty and Charitable (Revised) II
Holiest and Divine if I stumble at times it's certainly my misjudgment
of your charitable person,
my trust fading like the Holy mist after it's complete cycle,
I have misplaced the order of your Divine arrangements, just to follow it in my last death strokes,
In the regrettable abyss you grant the least of calls,
I need you, and in my vastness of passion I feel an inseparable connection no other
force can attain,
I have come to know your statues,
I'm well aware of your intimacy, your fellowship and attachments,
your stronghold will not release,
freeze frame our expressions and allow these to flow when ever moments in pause stumbles, there I have your attention and charity of your Divinity !
Bless be you to time indefinite,
Santísimo y Divino espiritu si a veces tropiezo, es sin duda por mi error de juicio
de tu persona caritativa,
mi confianza se desvanece como la niebla sagrada después de su ciclo completo,
he extraviado el orden de tus arreglos Divinos, solo para seguirlo en mis últimos golpes de muerte,
en el abismo lamentable concedes la menor de las llamadas,
te necesito, y en mi inmensidad de pasión siento una conexión inseparable que ninguna otra fuerza puede alcanzar,
he llegado a conocer tus estatus,
soy muy consciente de tu intimidad, tu compañerismo y tus apegos,
tu fortaleza no me liberará,
congela nuestras expresiones y permite que fluyan cuando cada momento de pausa tropiece, ¡ahí tengo tu atención y la caridad de tu Divinidad!
Bendito seas hasta el tiempo indefinido,
Rafael G Gonzalez
12/05/24

Thursday, July 17, 2025
Crimson tears (Revised)
There are tear drops that weigh heavier than a bucket full,
and the memory of such heavy matter carries a pulse until the heart gives out,
I gave conscience a chance for a fair trial and the pulse settled,
with a loaded heart and tears like lead pouring down the cheeks,
a lonely yearn fills the air,
a mother's last wish consents the soul I'm still here ?
my lost of sleep is the...lost not gained, for she is still resting and asleep,
in the care and keeping I entrust that wonderful soul,
as you read this I hope your moved by Spirit of Almighty and Divine, and that the softness of that benevolent being is made to rest,
may the finest of qualities and attributes shape our path, and that we become in likeness of choice to praise, laud, sanctify, and worship the Holiest-of-Holiest.
04/30/25 to 05/04/25
Rafael G Gonzalez

Monday, July 14, 2025
9th son/nueve (Revised)

Friday, July 11, 2025
Bee Gees - More Than A Woman (one of my favorite)
More then a young lady (God's "YHWH" Finest) and blessed

Wednesday, July 9, 2025
Honor them (Revised)
Real men honor their mother/father and make them feel safe and secured in their most vulnerable state, it is a learned quality of gratitude, of submission, acceptance and unforgiving love. And when I say unforgiving' it's because true love does not seek validation, it doesn't compromise and holds absolute and resolute without transitioning.
Jesus our Lord and savior, the greatest man and teacher that ever lived show altruistic compassion, love and emotions beyond compare, setting example of what is truly Divine.
Yes, true love is a question of will and it's not optional, it has the power to transcend, cause and affect. And the commandments circled (hang) on two virtues and love took center stage as the front runner. If Almighty God (YHWH) is the epitome of LOVE, and with this holy attribute he bathe and shower loyal subjects, the least we can do is emulate and imitate in practice.
My greatest desire is to see my father's (YHWH) Divine will take place accordingly and I be there to exchange that joy and over-all jubilee of the soul. I'm aware of what it entails to hold steadfast and patient, perseverance..if Jesus (Welcome Reign) was no exception and a model to emulate then who am I skip the final test ? If i'am worthy and this has been considered, I can only ask to spare (me) not and allow your servant to honor you in the way it's fitting.
The image above really touched a sensitive component in the human make-up, and I'm under the same impression it will do the same for many others. Seek the validation in practice, and allow him (YHWH) to expand, flex that quality until he is full and complete in radiant holiness.
Rafael G Gonzalez

Tuesday, July 1, 2025
Truth 4 ever (Revised)

Tuesday, June 24, 2025
If life is a struggle II
If life is a struggle, what does death offers in the long run?

Pure energy fine tuning (Revised)
Whether one realize it or not, being pick out of the masses, from the vast numbers of the global population is an exceptional wake-up call. The Almighty Divine is pure energy...we in turn are also energy. From a finger nail to a single strand of hair follicle. With that said, the selection is not by chance, the higher power to which we were created seeks out what belongs to it. Is like frequencies in the stock pile missing within itself, in order to remain fine-tuned what it attracts is in harmony with superlative Divine guidance.
Please allow (me) to praise and worship the Holiest and Divine.

Monday, June 23, 2025
Prisoner's Chant

Sunday, June 22, 2025
Android II
