I don’t entertain excuses or pardons, so
In poetic notes and journeys I give you the audience real life experiences, for most. There is no second hand writing, the purpose is to share true life meaning and through that journey anything of gain. I'm freeing the unselfish person so that through an exchange I disown the self and embrace a new one everyday. "bridging the the gap" Expressing myself in the purest of form, from (me) to you and there can't be any other way ! Smoke signals, talking wire, or the fluency of a writer's pen ?
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Vows N oath (Revised)
In vows and oath...Almighty and Divine, grant (me) access to your faithful slave girl, until she is full with love-joy. Before the witness...
domenica 16 marzo 2025
To my brother Russel means (Revised)
I don’t entertain excuses or pardons, so

martedì 25 febbraio 2025
New Jerusalem (Revised)


Paradise does not belong to the faithless, who stoned the prophets, whose blessings God revoked,


lunedì 24 febbraio 2025
what dulls the senses II ? (Revised)
Until death do us apart, or until insanity and grief carves a better outlet,
I want no part of neither one, I'm not a masochistic or on a joy ride for proving grounds.
I slave for what is good and righteous...a resistor to broken will. There is no markers pointing to either directions. If my faith is challenged my Divine being shall cover for my weaknesses.
Yet I have not failed in my quest to understanding. My sacrifice is to my beloved...but God first, this much I know !
My Lord is very close at hand all the time as the enemy extends his madness...but I'm aware on its countless attempts. The Almighty Divine always at the scene...if God on my side whom against me ?
The superlative call is to the braves, those whom yearn and sigh, mourn the greater revelation. It is to them the ancient of ancient...eternal of old, that keeps the consuming fire alive...rosie, hot. If one stays the course of the conscience, your days will have no end.
Freewill or the challenge, what dulls the senses ?
Extremism, fanaticism, over-zealous..applying a perfect law to a imperfect body, blindly.
Carrying out the mandates to the point of exhaustion. I have reasons to amend a broken rhythm (my limited scope on what is superlative).
My contention, it takes a great plot to balance out the fine prints. In my insensible chase...the senses have yielded a fine tune conscience, that is the product to work with. I beg forgiveness by stretching the boundaries in my contemptible state...I await the superlative expression that which is bestow to my conscience !

domenica 19 gennaio 2025
Love Arts secrecy (revised)

martedì 3 dicembre 2024
quotes (Revised)
Anyone who has not come into terms,(acknowledgement) that a vaccine is an biological weapon or a biological bomb, hasn't come into terms with the fear of Almighty God. And if it becomes a conscience issue or misinformed decision out of ignorance, blackmail, coercion and the temporally things relating to life, it remains the preferred weapon of choice ! Then again I do respect personal choice regardless of my own research. I was vaccine injured like countless others and my awareness, shouldn't infringe on your medical approach. If in that delicate mindset, fear is your driving security...fear God Almighty, who can balance out all disturbances that weakness and fear latches on to low level spirits.
https://www.globalresearch.ca/its-a-killer-vaccine-worldwide-japanese-researchers-say-side-effects-of-covid-vaccines-linked-to-201-types-of-diseases/5866700
Rafael G Gonzalez

giovedì 31 ottobre 2024
Divine love *
Divine love is highly embracing, overwhelming, all encompassing...only cowards find it to be a challenge,
Those who have been searched (intentions read out loud) by the Holy spirit can give a thorough and complete witness in absences of fear,
loyal love echoes from the most remote, and this perfect quality can not be summarized, defined or expressed at it's least form,
The continuance expansion of this quality is fully dependent on nourishment, not something to be left along the side road as trivial matters,
I ask this question when does the teaching becomes antiquated, when does the rhythmic overtones exhaust the subject or when the subject require a different approach ?
In the presence of Divine Love the teaching is never antiquated ! The subject is never exhausting, by seeking it we endeavor to a higher state of consciousness as it can't be defined, summarized or in a cowardly manner fear it's true attachment !
El amor divino es sumamente abrazante, abrumador, abarca todo, sólo los cobardes lo encuentran un desafío,
Aquellos que han sido buscados (intenciones leídas en voz alta) por el Espíritu Santo pueden dar un testimonio completo en ausencia del miedo,
El amor leal resuena desde lo más remoto, y esta cualidad perfecta no puede resumirse, definirse ni expresarse en su forma más mínima,
La expansión continua de esta cualidad depende completamente de la nutrición, no es algo que se deje a un lado como un asunto trivial,
Hago esta pregunta: ¿cuándo la enseñanza se vuelve anticuada, cuando los matices rítmicos agotan el tema o cuando el tema requiere un enfoque diferente?
¡En presencia del Amor Divino la enseñanza nunca es anticuada! El tema nunca es agotador, al buscarlo nos esforzamos por alcanzar un estado superior de conciencia, ya que no puede definirse, resumirse o temer de manera cobarde su verdadero apego y hallazgo.
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Rafael G gonzalez

venerdì 18 ottobre 2024
Weakness (revised) 25.24
Hypocrisy, greed, and falsehood are a bottomless contrive.
Just like Satan’s treachery and counterfeits are like a black hole in space.
A thousand years in the abyss is not fitting for such lawless-criminal, homeless, and debased fallen creature.
A thousand life sentences for such and all his devotee’s is little to invoke.
My plea so that the lessor can rest in peace. And there can be jubilee amongst the remnant.
Be charitable O’ you holiest-of-holiest and host-of-host...let them see the verdict, a one in a life time witness !
I have a thorn at my side, and through my weakness your spirit contends...the weakness has become silenced and also the thorn. I’m completely confident, if I remain in weakness the thorn and all it's activities has over-come Satan in all his schemes.
Our enemy has conspired against said short-coming to create a divide of conscience, yet through your compassion, love, mercy and infinite reasoning, I’m set free!
The greatest of wars have been fought in the spiritual world and not the other way around.
Like a prodigal son and social disease, my compassion for all the afflicted and needy of such protection for said tragedy.
The martyr stays in mission and not on trivial matters. This place where it dusk and dawns, this place of my dilemmas, persecution, laments...I know it will go into convulsion soon...and this affirmative action keeps me in expectation.
How do one (a person) educates ignorant people beyond their means ?
Ignorant masses are more dangerous then a loaded weapon aimed at the populace,
It takes such to do harm. Not the other way around !
Beyond their means, but not the spirit… for it is greater then the flesh.
So here is the contention, find the self through the spirit… and extract the thorn in the flesh !
What binds the flesh can’t bind the spirit...and through what means ?
The corruption of the spirit...is the corruption of conscience.
Now that you’ have the means, channel those energies to a higher power !
La hipocresía, la codicia y la falsedad son un ingenio sin fondo.
Al igual que la traición y las falsificaciones de Satanás es como un agujero negro en el espacio.
Mil años en el abismo no es adecuado para tales sin ley-
delincuente, sin hogar, y degradado criatura caída.
Es poco que invocar mil cadenas perpetuas para tales y todas las de su devoto.
Mi súplica para que el arrendador pueda descansar en paz. Y puede haber jubileo entre el remanente.
Sea caritativo O’ usted más sagrado-de-santo y anfitrión-de-anfitrión...dejar que se vean el veredicto, uno en un testimonio de tiempo de vida !
Tengo un espina a mi lado, y através de mi debilidad tu espíritu sostiene...la debilidad se ha silenciado y también la espina. Estoy completamente seguro, si permanezco en la debilidad, la espina ha superado a Satanás en todos sus esquemas.
Nuestro enemigo ha conspirado contra dicha deficiencia para crear una división de conciencia, sin embargo, através de tu compasión, amor, misericordia y razonamiento infinito, ¡estoy en libertad!
Las guerras mas grandes se an peliado en el mundo espiritual,y no en las fisicas.
Como hijo prodigo y enfermeda social, me compadesco te todos los afligidos y necesitados de proteccion de dicha trageria.
El martyr se mantienen en mission y no en cosas triviales,
Este sitio donde amanece y oscurece, este sitio de mi dilemas, persecuciones, lamentos, se que pronto se convulcionar y esto me mantienen en grande expectacion.
¿Cómo se educa a la gente ignorante más allá de sus posibilidades?
Las masas ignorantes son más peligrosas que un arma cargada dirigida contra la población. Se necesita a alguien así para hacer daño. ¡No al revés!
Más allá de sus posibilidades, pero no del espíritu… porque es más grande que la carne. Así que aquí está el argumento: ¡encuentre el yo a través del espíritu… y extraiga la espina de la carne!
Lo que ata a la carne no puede atar al espíritu… ¿y a través de qué medios?
La corrupción del espíritu… es la corrupción de la conciencia. Ahora que tiene los medios, ¡canalice esas energías hacia un poder superior!

lunedì 14 ottobre 2024
True and Faithful
Rafael G

lunedì 7 ottobre 2024
Consumed (Revised) *
Faith has its limits, so death becomes the logical option...as a death role recipient, it is the most viable battle cry. As I peer into the unseen, the drama...above the average, a grotesques portrait is magically revealed like a master's paint brush... canvas its timely piece. I reach out for something to save me from this selective service, I question how do I carry this out-of-body challenges...spiritual, physical consumed by its indiscriminate blindness.
Again and again, the human suffering, the news of the helpless, the rubber-band stretches and stretches to the point it breaks countless...the unaware! Like the leaves driven and tossed by the winds of change into relevant places...the mothers, fathers, the little, the young, the unborn and so death.
The relief so long anticipated, the challenges never to metastasize, the selective service for which we became a call of duty to decipher the higher revelations.
Remember the pains of labor, all the pain equates to the joyous harmony of everlasting attachments between the two opposing forces. It's not the time, but that moment spent nourishing the energy whether positive or negative...one is being discovered. Don't see time...seize the opportunity !
1/19/17

mercoledì 25 settembre 2024
Chief in peace
Rafael G
Pope Paul VI, when addressing the United Nations in 1965, said: “The peoples of the earth turn to the United Nations as the last hope of concord and peace; We presume to present here, together with Our own, their tribute of honor and of hope.”—The Pope’s Visit (New York, 1965), Time-Life Special Report, p. 26
Catholic historian E. I. Watkin writes: “Painful as the admission must be, we cannot in the interest of a false edification or dishonest loyalty deny or ignore the historical fact that Bishops have consistently supported all wars waged by the government of their country. I do not know in fact of a single instance in which a national hierarchy has condemned as unjust any war . . . Whatever the official theory, in practice ‘my country always right’ has been the maxim followed in wartime by Catholic Bishops.”—Morals and Missiles (London, 1959), edited by Charles S. Thompson, pp. 57, 58.

mercoledì 31 luglio 2024
Guest what ?
A surgeon removed this thing from my left knee, I wont go into details of what could possibly be, but I'm certain. I spent to weeks in a military hospital in a coma at Fort sill, OK, Why I'm still alive is the Divine will of Almighty God (YHWH).
I have reversed a very serious and rare blood cancer...and my current Dr. said I can't send you for lab work on this past condition because your health/medical profile doesn't meet the criteria. It went into remission four years going.
I have all the document if any one is curious enough to ask the question ? So I place Almighty God as my witness, of what I say stand for. If it be my faith, courage, resiliency, boldness...I surrender to my master creator, I submit with all gratitude for his unequal kindness, love and mercy.
God has healed....Now that you know, channel those feelings/energies to a higher power ! You have my blessings !

giovedì 25 aprile 2024
Evilution VS God (Creation)
Evolutionists Explain Design Using Unscientific "Magic Words"
The term "magic words" is used here as a concise idiom that describes the best words evolutionists use to explain "apparent" design. Evolutionists confidently insist that a complex biological feature simply "appeared," "emerged," "arose," "gave rise to," "burst onto the scene," "evolved itself," "derived," "was on the way to becoming," "radiated into," "modified itself," "became a miracle of evolution," "was making the transition to," "manufactured itself," "evolution's way of dealing with," "derived emergent properties," or "was lucky."
How do words like
"appeared" explain design? Just like magic, the use of this
word invokes mysterious powers within unseen universes that are
capable of leaping over enormous scientific obstacles without having
to provide any scientific consideration for how a particular physical
result was achieved. Magic words convey wish-like convictions that if
evolutionists just believe deeply enough, their explanations must be
true and someday will be true--though currently resisted by all
scientific evidence. Explaining design by believing it "arose"
appeals to imaginary special forces which help evolutionists to
connect the evolutionary dots. But as in any magical kingdom, the
connections are mental fantasies that are not grounded in
reality.
Magic words lack explanatory power because they
fail to tie real observations to detailed descriptions of how
features of design originate. Claiming that novel biological features
"burst onto the scene" abandons the need for experimental
verification; indeed, the implication is to not even try. Take any
biological observation. In evolutionary thinking, any observation can
be transformed into a proof that explains its own existence by
applying the magic phrase: "It exists because it is favored by
natural selection." In reality, observations are only
observations and are neither proofs nor explanations.
Engineers, medical doctors, and other scientists who rely on studies or experiments do not use these kinds of words. Their products do not "emerge" but develop via thought-filled processes. They rightly call filling a knowledge gap with narrative stories "arm waving," which calls to mind a stage magician.
In conversation with others, it would be difficult to overemphasize how important magic words are to evolutionary theory. Remark on how these words pervade elite journals like Science, popular magazines like Scientific American, and television shows like NOVA. "Magic words" pour from evolutionary literature like water over Niagara Falls. Challenge your listener to carefully observe the communication in these forums, noting how many paragraphs or statements pass without the use of these words. They are the lifeblood of the evolutionary community's most profound and highest-quality scientific literature."
- Randy J. Guliuzza, P.E., M.D.
*Footnote* I don't belong to any of Christendom ministries but do acknowledge and respect the films director/producer for the fine presentation. I do know that his actions are pure and clearly manifest the creator's true intentions. Other then a few rough edges I'm more then satisfied with the central theme and essences in which the author takes students and professor's from ground-zero, and points them to greater hope. Again thanks for the film and like professor Kent Hovind...your helping countless break free.
This video has been circulating in my other blog (Stay Awake), so wanted to share in this one (poeticnoteand journeys).

domenica 7 aprile 2024
weakness and power
I feel broken and a sadness that chokes (me),
As I, walk pass those doors and a cold spell that last many seasons,
I shall not forget the irony that has walked with (me) and the assembly of
piercing starring eyes adding more to the conflict that rages inside.
Yet I’m your guest, that teaches forbearance, love, kindness, compassion, and a host of fruits for the picking.
I kinda wonder who was gaining from this chaos crushing (me) inside ?
And I, rekindle with reasoning “when I’m weak” a power struggle rages within...then the irony shifts gears to my favor.
In the order of weakness and power, I bear witness of a Divine being who has set (me) free, through the act of true love...and we are one in the challenge to uphold a universal question ? Of who really rules with exclusive devotion !
Please take (me) home as you wish! Where I belong ! Praise be your saintly and Divine name...Jehovah (YHWH) for millenniums to come !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
Some time ago...

mercoledì 3 aprile 2024
2 Timothy 3:1-5 that is reality
Absences doesn't mean a complete withdraw or total darkness or spiritual blindness of the finest qualities, more likely a harden stance that which one sees and forgets.
Emotion=Energy in motion, magnetic thoughts that transcends in frequencies, vibrations, through various wave length, the unseen sounds, the spectrum of aurora channeling those hidden gems. To capture these arrays of the unspoken, challenging the brightest of gifts that becomes our expression. So when one releases those vast pool of knowledge, in terms of Divinity what is obscure are made manifest in plain view.
Through the expression, the emotions...energy are relayed effortlessly, poetic notes are inherent as to Divine poetry is in relation too the energy itself.
Do you see the point?
I hope so ! :}
When was the last time the Almighty God (YHWH) wrote something specifically for you his beloved child ? Well, there is a compilation of 66 books in all of them you finds his ever embracing LOVE affair in relation to his falling children. As a matter fact this Divine being host-of-host spare no time in invoking high emotions in regard for their return.
Everyday, every-week I’m bathe with expressions of endearment, which some may find odd to say.
So allow me to expand a bit...if I wrote you a poetic note or a LOVE letter...the expression not my own, the feelings not my own, the LOVE not my own, the emotions not my own, the compassion not my own. You see it was all superlatively worked/crafted through the incubation period of 9 months and continuance to this day for the Glory of Almighty God himself. I take no credit for this contraption of flesh and bones, and my worth is property (copy right) of Jehovah himself.
I never knew that a little LOVE and affection killed anyone, it's completely a new turn in human activities, much anticipated and well documented. Matthew 24:12, 2 Timothy 3:1-5
“and because of the increasing of lawlessness, the LOVE of the greater number will grow cold.”13 But the one who has endured to the end will be saved.”
So be a real men or woman about it, lawlessness is at it’s peak, but dress yourselves with true LOVE and the person of Jesus Christ our lord and savior...because to endure the lawlessness, only LOVE can counter such manifestations. Yes, LOVE is alien and taboo on account of application and not the cohesion of sinfulness.
One of the greatest tools or should I say attributes of the Holiest-of-Holiest is LOVE, through this sublime quality He, bathe, showers, shields his creative subjects.
Should I say anymore ?
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

sabato 2 marzo 2024
Infinite time (Eternity)
Does eternity feels loaded down because of time constraints ?
Does a number on it's check list hold any significance ?
Can it dictate to the lesser in it's space corridor ?
Is ancient of old and eternity of the same substance ?
Is it a difficult task to formulate the call to a higher state of consciousness and embrace the true essences of life giving force, as energies recycle in this enigmatic infinite duration ?
What is the soul ?
Rafael G Gonzalez

giovedì 29 febbraio 2024
concept
How I loved the girl of my concept,
01/04/22
Rafa EL G

lunedì 19 febbraio 2024
The conspiracy

domenica 18 febbraio 2024
Higher intelligence

domenica 11 febbraio 2024
wicks silhouette
my heart does not wear-out nor do the feelings take flight,
My desire persistent like light and shades,
the wicks silhouette choreograph, arrangements, musical muse, flames dancing burning at both ends,
I seek what is superlative to compliment a consuming desire,
a yearning remote and isolated,
beyond allotments tossed,
fine tuning and alignments seeking to collide that which is Divine.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

giovedì 23 novembre 2023
19 and beyond
Federally approved, medically administrated your choice...but don't term or call it a biological weapon with foreign agents, it's to Insidious (artful) for the average.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
